my story what happen to me in 05 when my mom was not home she had went to go get one my sister from work and my sister ex husband brother came in the house and held me at knife point and rape me and came back 2 days later and tryed to rape me again and he told me if i told anyone or my mom and my dad what he done to me he would come kill me and my mom and my dad and i got so down and depressed that i stoped eating and lost alot of weight and did not care if i lived or died i waited 2 years to tell anyone what he done to me i told my mom and my dad 07 what he done to me in 05 because i was close to having a neverous break down because i was not sleeping at night because i was having really bad nightmares and flash backs about what happen to me and i met my only true love in life in 08 and got married june 6-09 and have been married almost 6 months and i am gainging back all the weight i lost before i was raped i weighted 120 and got down to 85 pounds and my weight is up to 116 i am almost to my goal weight what my doctor wants me to get up to and still going through alot having alot of health trouble since i got married i have 3 disorders because what happen to me one is ptsd and the other one is major depressive disorder and i can't spell the other one i have a diease called endometriosis its not from what happen to me but its very painful diease there is no cure or treament for it that really works it has 4 stages i am stage 2 or 3 i call it endo its almost like cancer but its not it grows back like cancer and the only thing they can do is keep doing surgery on me i have had one surgery so far but i think i might need a scond one here soon i live in very severe pain everyday sorry this is so long but i am trying to get the word out about this diease becaues only women and teen girls get this diease its nothing that u do to make u get it they don't know what causes it my mom had it and one my sister might have it and also one my couins i hope this don't get me kicked out of this group talking about this look it up the diease again its called endometriosis if anyone wants to look it up i would do anything it takes to save teen girls and anyone women that might have it so they don't have to go through all the pain and suffering the diease u have to live with the rest ur life and right now i am suffering in severe pain my doctors are treating me like i am a drug seeker when i am not one i just need something to help me and pain meds are the only thing that help me i sometimes wish i was dead because i am having to live in so much severe pain and no one will listen to me but don't get me wrong i would nerver kill myself i love my husband to much and it would kill him if i did thats it for now