I remember Christmas as a young girl When all I ever wanted Was the dollie in the run down store Next to Macey’s window glamour. She had mated hair, Only one eye and a torn dress. Mama had consumption And Poppa died back in the war. I never got that dollie Tho’ Mama said she’d try But I passed away on Christmas Eve And became a preacher man.
I remember Christmas as a padre, Bible tucked under my arm; A tiny wooden cross hung around my neck And a phial of holy tincture Under my smock. I prayed with the living I prayed for the dying As the bullets and bombs Raged all around. All I ever wanted was peace on Christmas Day But I passed away on Christmas Eve And became a miner’s mule.
I remember Christmas, I was working, My job was to pull the coal trucks Three hundred feet underground. That’s when I first met my father Who tended and fed us. With lungs full of dust And eyes blanketed in black, I plodded on, down the tunnels And back again, Hauling black gold to warm the world. All I ever wanted for Christmas Was to breathe real air In some flowered pasture above But I passed away on Christmas Eve And became a starving desert child.
I remember Christmas as my family and I Prayed for rain To raise our crops, that we Might eat to ease our Distended tums. And I prayed For my brothers and sisters Of the Earth. That the world Never have to suffer as I have, As I did. I would wish more at Christmas Because they told me That was when dreams came true But I passed away on Christmas Eve And became a swaddled babe.
I remember Christmas as a babe In swaddling, men travelled From afar and brought gifts to bestow Upon me, to a lowly stable below a bright star, Where animals lay before me And angels sang in harmony And the world rejoiced in my name, And on Christmas Eve?
That’s when I am that young girl. I am that padre. I am that mule. I am that desert child. I am that babe.
I am one and I am all, Not just for Christmas, But everyday….
For these Holydays... In Truth... I Wish For You...
That You Live the Experience Of the Blossoming of Your Heart That You listens to it... And that You have... The Wisdom of Accepting, Embracing and Followin it...
Because in spite of the Appearances it takes US Back Home...
That Your Lives... Be filled... with... Acceptance... Joy and Enthusiasm
And of All the Surprises that the Life Gives... everyday...