for every tear you made me weep i will return. for every dream taken from me and cast into fire i will return for every lynch i was whipped weighed down brick by brick with i will return. for every poison word you put in an apple to temp me with i will return. for every man or woman who judged me but dare not cast the first stone i will return. for ive been tested by the devil and passed everyone.Removed his wicked tounge. I have taken gods blesing and have not forsaken it but shared it equally with my brothers and sisters till i have none. I will return.No.I have returned.
So the poem i just read kind of sums me up all in one.I struggle with depression but hope to one day not have to feel sad if i remain hopeful and faithful.another thing is i am very spiritual.My father is muslim my mother christian.So the religion itself is a very confusing for me.So i decided to just love god and not religion. I am also a poet.Ive won two poetry slams.And had two interviews that put me in the newspapers twice
I have been a first and second place winner for two poetry slams.I was interviewed for the first time i won and i was in the newspapers in the place i lived in
What Gives Me Hope
I often try to think of my life like job in the bible.To refresh your memory of the story basically the devil thought he could make job turn from god by placing all these hardships.Making him get really sick.Killing his children.making crops die so he starved.Causing his wife to leave.But despite all that he never turned from god as a result he got even better things than he had before.Im hoping if i continue to have faith through my hardship i will get much better things later in life.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
If i were president id first make it so people could more easily live were they want to granted that there not major crime lords.
Id make it so there were harsher rules on the use of guns.You could borrow guns(Even cops) temporarily then theyd be locked up.
Id make the prisons a more theraputic enviorment.It would be like the mental hospitals.No strings,no pencils.nothing sharp that could be used as weapon.Theyd also recieve therapy.
finally id do what they do in china.Around certain time in china.they do basically welfare checks on people to see how everyones doing.
What/who changed my life and why
the event that changed my life for good was when i got caught with a suicide note and sent to my first mental hospital. What i remember most was being called up to the office and entering a room full of police. It was scary my life hasn't been great since that day but my life has changed dramatically