Hi there everyone. It's been a while since I've been active on this website. I pulled back cause I started going through some really really hard times. Things are better now though, cause I decided to change. I decided that I am in control of my own destiny and how I handle my problems defines the way they get solved. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I'm tired of wishing that this life for me is over, its time to embrace it all and just be happy. If you're not gonna be happy why live....and usually the only real thing stopping anyone from being happy is themselves. So BE the change in your life too...cause yah it works.
HI there. If I were to describe myself I'd say I'm a very passionate woman. When I love you, I love you ALL the way--when I hate you, I go out of my way to make sure you know how I feel about you. Maybe these are not the greatest personality traits to have, but after being hurt so many times by fake people...How else do you learn to protect yourself from heartache and disappointment when people who make you think they are one thing, are stabbing you in the back and twisting the blade buried in your flesh to make sure your pain is sufficent.
Some gurl's like me are born with glitter in their viens.
What Gives Me Hope
The on thing on earth that gives me hope and even want continue this life, is looking into Neil's eyes and feeling his strength seep in through my eyes to my heart and soul. And suddenly in that moment I have the will to go on.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
If I were in any position of power (even though I believe the system doesn't work and wouldn't want to be a high official) The FIRST thing I'd do is remove the USA's addiction to Oil. The War we're embedded in now if you thought about it you'd see that its over oil. The whole reason why at least here in California all legislation to phase in more hybrid cars and give people the incentives to by more environemntaly concious are continually being shot down by the politicians whom are owned by big oil.
What/who changed my life and why
Lots of people over the years have been assimulated into my thinking...the most important influences on a literary level have been:
Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson. Shakespeare, William S. Burroughs.
A song that changed me forever was "Wake me up when September Ends" By green day...this song feels like my life...at times even now. The fictional charater that has and will define me always is *TINKERBELL*