"i am here to save those who are close to me from the fear that remains in their hearts"
Onalaska, WI, USA
female, age 23
Joined Sep 11, 2004
why... do i cry, for no reason?
why do i cry for no reason at all when i see him alone in the world?
he can't see me, so why do i try to make him see me?
life is just to painful, i'd imagine... to see the truth in his heart, in my heart.
why, when all seems lost, why do i see him with eyes that want him so bad? why in this croweded world, can i not find a better person?? he stole my heart, i guess... and i'm trying to piece together what was left and build it up stronger than it used to be... do i love him? does he love me? now, i want to see the truth that he really hates me.
||Sep 11, 2004
||Meeting Friends, Support a Cause
|Group Host of
AFI, Anime, Cantchya See I Love LOZ?, Cat Lovers, Dragonīs Kingdom, J rock, Lovers Of Darkness, Prepare to Unlock Reality (UR), RANDOM POETRY SOCIETY!, The ULTIMATE Philosophy group: Open-minded, at times abstract., Unknown Believers Of Unknown Faith, We Prefer Animals To People., Wiccan Poets society, Wiccans, Pagans & Alike more »
Oct 29, 1990
||i am random and spontaneous, i prefer to be left alone unless its people who i can cooperate with.
i hate crazy religous people.
i would rather listen to japanese tv than any american live action show, same with music.
my hair is blue black and i would like it to be a bright blue, like miyavi-san's.
i use japanese titles when speaking about friends and family (and those i like).
||Introduce yourself to Master Rena
hamdude aka appleblossom,
pepito the burrito bandito aka pepito,
boodie aka zen,
fuzz aka lightning
that of the eclipsed kingdom,
my wolfbanian beliefs are different...,
i dont eat really well
|Wild Fact About Me
||im xenophobic a xenophile and an anglophile
||without yesterday, today is nothing, i could live without the tomorrow. living for the day is most important. akeht said, "today is the great gift, but yesterday, yesterday is the most important. yesterday means the last moment of happiness that you experienced, it includes all of yourself, all your troubles and fears....."
|What Gives Me Hope
|If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
||....... get rid of jahovas witness and try to get idiot teachers out of the school system.(even though i dont have much left of school, they still annoy me)
i would probable incorporate more languages into the school musts
and i would rid my city of mascots... they are really annoying after all, then id resign. im not cut out to be a political person of any power
|What/who changed my life and why
||my mother, she has been there for me since ive been born, keeping my shattered soul together, with the bonds of love.
|What Bugs Me
my little pony,
people who copy me,
being alone but with friends,
random everyday things,
Sarah my Senpai,
lady akeht kyrinsha,
those i love and care about,
|What Scares Me
my suicidal friends,
that door to door jahovas whitness crap,
annoying 'super "christians"',
||it's blood.... i hope it isn't chris's blood
by stabbing this dasgger, you can defend yourself
modified glock 17, it's a modified glock 17
^resident evil series^
"all hearts return to darkness"
"yore wrong! the heart may be weak, it may even give in, but, i know now, without a doubt. that kingdom hearts is light!"
"*all sissy like*light....ughhhhhhhhhh"
^kingdom hearts one^
But what hath we died for that would have been better living through? When all is done for naught, when will we see the impending downfall, so close, the fear resides within,
now take it away, use it as a strength, and let your voice be heard!
woodstock from the peanuts,
Dance Dance Revolution,
too many to really count
janne da arc
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation,
anything anime thats good,
anything anime that's cool
my bedroom and its darkness,
|Can't Live Without
him......... not the band,
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