Hello all who view my page...Your dareing to come check me out...pretty scary huh? Just look at that photo.. it's awful...I hate cameras and they hate me. Oh well whatcha gunna do?
Anyway, I thought I'd add a little bit more about myself here in this spot. only cause I can...:P I have 3 kids D-22, S-20 and D-15 my two oldest don't live with me but the youngest does. I don't have a house, (cause of my soon to be divorce) I have a car and right now no job. I do 3d Graphics for a company called DAZ Productions but if you don't produce you don't get paid, you know the deal. I do art work (drawings and such on the computer, I can't hand draw for anything) for a hobbie and to pass time, I write on my books that one day if I get up the nerve will get published.
Right now in my life I have many issues due to the soon to be 11 year divorce cause he cheated on me with some other girl. So yes I do have my many issues that I am trying to work threw and not let get to me, but of course some of the time they do and I have my bad days where I hate everything about my life and then I have days that I just don't care anymore. But the bad seem to outweight the good these days a lot of it has to do with him not doing the right thing in all this and just for the record there will be no taking him back, I don't deal with someone who cheats cause they feel the need to find out if thier marrage is strong...come on now, how much of a fool does he think I am right? Once a cheater always a cheater there will be no going back, the bridge is burned and that's it.
So as you can see I'm still trying to get over this and trying to see the light at the end of a very long tunnel that is a speck to me right now. It will be very hard for me to trust anyone else for a very long time, after going threw this I don't think it's something bad to expect out of a person. Trust and honesty are my main rocks and when those are broken it's hard to put them back together.
Alright, well that is it in a nut shell, oh and if you can't tell by now. I do like to talk and I talk a lot...:)
Bad habit...:)
Oh another bad habit is I can't spell, so if spelling is a major thing for you, then don't read what I have to say cause there will be spelling errors and typos. I'm only human okay?
I'm a sweet person at heart but when I get treated like dirt I can get mean and hatefull. I have gone threw to much in my life to play games with men who want only one thing, I don't have time for those 'type' of men. I deserve respect and I don't get it. I have my problems but I'm working threw those trying to get myself back in order, it's hard but I'm doing my best, I have my good days and my bad.
Testimonial on Jul 19, 2006
Thought I'd be your First Green Star, Taria! You're sure 2 find some support here! Welcome 2 the Club! There is only hope!
Keep coming! Life is sure 2 get better! Don't let those jerky Guys take up space in your neighborhood!
You deserve better!
~Rick~