This is my very first Billboard ever! I have never blogged or any thing.  I feel very blessed with all my new Friends here. You are all very talented in your own and unique ways. You all have something to offer, and big hearts for people, animals, and nature. You are all very special, and I feel humble in your pressence. Thank YOU All that have sent me these beautiful graphics and touching words. Where do you find all this stuff, and how do you download it. Some of you make and design your own. You have more talent in your pinky than I have in my whole body. How can I talk or write about myself  when I'm around such greatness. No one seems prejudice, or judgemental, or if any of you are you hide it well. You are all understanding, open minded, and some are very spiritual. I can even feel the spirit that some of you give off. IS THIS HEAVEN?
The fundamentalist, pentecostal church I was raised in, taught me I couldn't be who I really am, or I will go to hell. I was a perfect little girl, the people pleaser. I constantly feared what others thought about. I wanted everyone to like me and accept me, but feared everyone hated me. Between the church, and a very abusive, alcoholicfather, boy was I screwed up. It took years of therapy to find out that I'm normal, and I'm not a bad person. I used to be a cutter, and would punish myself. I felt so much guilt for being a lesbian, and thought I could change who I am. Well I'm out now, I lost my family, my children, and my friends, but you know what. I'm free! I'm free! I'm normal, I'm ok, I'm a human being. I have something to offer to this planet, to this earth, and to other people and to humanity. I'm just me.