"To help transform the world from it's current state to one of peace, love and freedom"
Asheville, NC, USA
divorced, 2 children
Joined Jan 11, 2005
anti mass consumeristic marketing,
anti factory farming,
Artist and Photograher,
shopping! too much to list!
Peace & Love
I am a hermetic philosophical altruist
Living in the beautiful NC mountains.
I am an artist, muse, researcher, mother, model, lover
Writer and dreamer of dreams that often
I am an astral traveler.
I walk the places you’ve never been.
I live on the outside of my inside.
I am a guide, a gift, an unfolding of words.
I am an artist that
Never , always, sometimes,
Has the time to create images from the
Visions that dance in my head.
Funny how life sometimes dries you up
And soaks you wet.
I am open minded to the point that I
Feel I have lost my mind in the vast
I have lived lifetimes in this life.
I am nothing yet I am part of everything.
I am the woman who wears her heart on her sleeve.
I love being a mother.
I bring life with every creation.
I love being your lover.
I am in love with love.
I am very sensitive and am always
Open about my feelings…most of
I tend to hide myself from the world.
Secluded in these hills,
Lost within my poems.
I am often afraid if people get to close to me they might
Actually begin to listen.
I spend a lot of time writing poetry.
Shakespeare and I are old lovers.
I hide behind my pen, making love to the paper.
I live for art, for love, for life, for dreams, for you..
I am the match and the world is on fire.
I am the phoenix rising.
There isn’t a moment where I do not see
Something and think "what can be born
from this through my womb?".
Nothing is what it seems.
Everything is what you dream.
I am beauty.
I am a nerd.
I am in tune with your inner voice.
I am an artist.
A note on the way I love so others might know my heart. To me love is to wholly submit oneself to loving another, to go beyond the mundane entrapment of love and reach some infinite spiritual awakening where two are forged into one. This doesn't mean giving up oneself in the process, surrendering to monogamy, or becoming clones. The meaning should be very clear. I await my Metatron. My heart is open. Should you care to look, I am right here waiting. “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Nelson Mandela Things I like to research, am into and am fascinated by: The occult, quantum physics, anarchist principles, O.T.O, hermetism, G.D., Shopping, matriarchal societies, one love, metta, Gray Goose martini’s, role playing - not the Harry Potter kind, fetish, organic living, self reliance, home grown foods, pioneer method education, making love as an art form, love for healing, unconditional LOVE, spiral theory, left hand tantra, sacred tough, sexual healing, The Epoche, Angels, Demons, humanity, the Others, breastfeeding, drug free childbirth, attachment parenting, home schooling, vintage clothing, Antique jewelry, Historical periods, Victorian era, Art Nouveau, recycling, freecycling, polyamory aka open relationships, polyfidelity, communal living, permaculture, aquaculture, hydroponics, target shooting, weaponry, handguns, making music, poetry, midnight mass, moon watching, alien tech, free energy, the universe, channeling, visions, meditation, mantras, Tantra, yoga, yogic philosophy, antiquarian books, writing lyrics, singing, healing music, tone healing, being spoiled, converse, Betty Page, Hustler, Playboy, muscles, high heels, piercings, tattoos, domination and submission, musicians, artists, activists, free thinkers, subliminal messaging, Egyptology, ancient civilizations, obsessively learning, enlightenment philosophies, guided meditation, collecting memories in various materials, bone collecting, felting, painting, digital art, body painting, theater, musicals, peace, the right kind of war, Odessa dance, belly dance, tribal dance, African dance, ballet, opera, paganism, pantheism, studying the worlds religions, true freedom, truth, unconditional love, feminism, nature, cosmos, giving, teaching, listening, crying, playing in the bath, blowing bubbles, stoking fires, hiking, camping, exploring, rock climbing, survivalist planning, organic farming, bug watching, tree hugging, environmentalism, altruism, feral cats, talking to animals, observing people, shamanism, voodoo, tarot reading, hallucinogens, sacrifice, bloodletting, purging, lucid dreaming, astral, multidimensional lives, holographic universe theory, experimentation, chemistry, Sacred Geometry, stichomancy, bibliomancy, I Ching, biorhythms, numerology, botany, biology, history, astrology, ancestry, nudists, oceans, mountains, historic architecture, insomniacs, narcoleptics, fur, nag champa, watching men surf and play sports, dark chocolate, red wine, calla lilies, sandalwood, spas, massage, French press coffee, canopy beds, B&B’s, traveling, pretend, children, cats, little handbag dogs and big, big great dane type dogs, evolution, revolution. - and the list goes on.
What is this place called Universe?
Is there truly only one?
I see it as an omniverse
Layers upon layers of what is
And what is not
We can proceed to confine our thoughts
The naming of all
Or we can exceed and combine our thoughts
The unclaiming of all
I look for a world of giving
I live in a body shackled to deprivation
When I escape this fleshy cell
I am that in which I am
Love is the freest of all things
It is every-thing
To walk this path of love
Leads to eternity
The unified creation
All without a name
In the silence of the early morning hour
When all is still
There is a feeling I get
That begs me to run
To hope when there is darkness
To be the light when there is none
I defy the definition of human
For we are so much more
Human relates only to the flesh
The breed of structure
Within I am tree
I am bird
I am water
I am the wind
Only when I forget
Do I ever chance to remember
VerTonia Crisp (C)2008
||Jan 11, 2005
||Meeting Friends, Dating, Job Search, Professional Connections, Support a Cause, Other
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(AGR) A Green Road, (PTT) Peace Think Tank, 4 Writers from Writers and those who like to become writers, Addressing Global Warming, American Center for Law and Justice, Astronomy, BITE THE BULLET; GEEKS THAT LIKE GUNS, Belly Dance, Biodiesel, C2 Community Hall, Camping, Care2 Feedback and Suggestions, Care2Guru, Cat Lovers more »
||Home is where the heart is.
||A woman on a mission who is distracted by loves potent force~
||Introduce yourself to Vertonia
Mucalinda my white siamese bengal,
Princess Lily my bengal
Chocolate - Lots of it
|Wild Fact About Me
||I am a tapestry of wild facts. One should rather ask for a "normal" fact about me to be shocked.
||Love unconditionally, live truthfully and live life to it's fullest.
|What Gives Me Hope
||The love I see around me expressing itself without meaning or desire.
|If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
||I would restructure the entire system. The days of patriarchal domination are over.
|What/who changed my life and why
||Every day something changes my life. Love is the reason. God is love.
|What Bugs Me
The lack of TRUTH,
The lack of quality education,
The lack of understanding,
The division of people
Spirituality and Enlightenment,
the beauty of nature,
|What Scares Me
Black Flag Operations,
One World Government,
Sold Out Media,
Big Banking Giants,
The current government/corporation,
Joan of Arc,
||"Tomorrow never happens, man.It's all the same fuc^ing day, man. So you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life" Janis Joplin
heirloom breeds and cultivars,
Mythology / Folklore,
Almost anything worth reading
Indian / Bollywood,
Zeitgeist 2: Addendum,
fantasy and sci-fi,
Wizard of Oz,
The Last Unicorn,
Room With A View,
The Girl Next Door,
The Dark Crystal,
What The Bleep: Down The Rabbit Hole!
game of thrones
My Home cooking is best!,
Shenandoah Valley VA,
|Can't Live Without
my vintage clothes,
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