I am a hermetic philosophical altruist Living in the beautiful Shenandoah Valley. I am an artist, muse, researcher, mother, model, lover Writer and dreamer of dreams that often Come true. I am an astral traveler. I walk the places you’ve never been. I live on the outside of my inside. I am a guide, a gift, an unfolding of words. I am an artist that Never , always, sometimes, Has the time to create images from the Visions that dance in my head. Funny how life sometimes dries you up And soaks you wet. I am open minded to the point that I Feel I have lost my mind in the vast Openness. I have lived lifetimes in this life. I am nothing yet I am part of everything. I am the woman who wears her heart on her sleeve. I love being a mother. I bring life with every creation. I love being your lover. I am in love with love. I am very sensitive and am always Open about my feelings…most of The time. I tend to hide myself from the world. Secluded in this valley, Lost within my poems. I am often afraid if people get to close to me they might Actually begin to listen. I spend a lot of time writing poetry. Shakespeare and I are old lovers. I hide behind my pen, making love to the paper. I live for art, for love, for life, for dreams, for you.. I am the match and the world is on fire. I am the phoenix rising. There isn’t a moment where I do not see Something and think "what can be born from this through my womb?". Nothing is what it seems. Everything is what you dream. I am beauty. I am a nerd. I am in tune with your inner voice. I am an artist. A note on the way I love so others might know my heart. To me love is to wholly submit oneself to loving another, to go beyond the mundane entrapment of love and reach some infinite spiritual awakening where two are forged into one. This doesn't mean giving up oneself in the process, surrendering to monogamy, or becoming clones. The meaning should be very clear. I await my Metatron. My heart is open. Should you care to look, I am right here waiting.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Nelson Mandela
Things I like to research, am into and am fascinated by: The occult, quantum physics, anarchist principles, O.T.O, hermetism, G.D., Shopping, Gray Goose martini’s, role playing - not the Harry Potter kind, fetish, organic living, self reliance, home grown foods, pioneer method education, making love as an art form, love for healing, unconditional LOVE, The Epoche, Angels, Demons, humanity, the Others, breastfeeding, drug free childbirth, attachment parenting, home schooling, vintage clothing, Antique jewelry, Historical periods, Victorian era, Art Nouveau, recycling, freecycling, polyamory aka open relationships, polyfidelity, communal living, target shooting, weaponry, handguns, making music, poetry, midnight mass, moon watching, alien tech, free energy, the universe, channeling, visions, meditation, mantras, Tantra, antiquarian books, writing lyrics, singing, healing music, tone healing, being spoiled, converse, Betty Page, Hustler, Playboy, muscles, high heels, piercings, tattoos, domination and submission, musicians, artists, activists, free thinkers, subliminal messaging, Egyptology, ancient civilizations, obsessively learning, enlightenment philosophies, guided meditation, collecting memories in various materials, bone collecting, felting, painting, digital art, body painting, theater, musicals, peace, the right kind of war, Odessa dance, belly dance, tribal dance, African dance, ballet, opera, paganism, pantheism, studying the worlds religions, true freedom, truth, unconditional love, feminism, nature, cosmos, giving, teaching, listening, crying, playing in the bath, blowing bubbles, stoking fires, hiking, camping, exploring, rock climbing, survivalist planning, organic farming, bug watching, tree hugging, environmentalism, altruism, feral cats, talking to animals, observing people, shamanism, voodoo, tarot reading, hallucinogens, sacrifice, bloodletting, purging, lucid dreaming, astral, multidimensional lives, holographic universe theory, experimentation, chemistry, Sacred Geometry, stichomancy, bibliomancy, I Ching, biorhythms, numerology, botany, biology, history, astrology, ancestry, nudists, oceans, mountains, historic architecture, insomniacs, narcoleptics, fur, nag champa, watching men surf and play sports, dark chocolate, red wine, calla lilies, sandalwood, spas, massage, French press coffee, canopy beds, B&B’s, traveling, pretend, children, cats, little handbag dogs and big, big great dane type dogs, evolution, revolution. - and the list goes on.
What is this place called Universe? Is there truly only one? I see it as an omniverse Layers upon layers of what is And what is not We can proceed to confine our thoughts Limitation The naming of all Or we can exceed and combine our thoughts Revelation The unclaiming of all
I look for a world of giving I live in a body shackled to deprivation When I escape this fleshy cell I am that in which I am Love is the freest of all things It is every-thing To walk this path of love Leads to eternity The unified creation God Goddess All without a name
In the silence of the early morning hour When all is still There is a feeling I get That begs me to run To fly To hope when there is darkness To be the light when there is none
I defy the definition of human For we are so much more Human relates only to the flesh The breed of structure Within I am tree I am bird I am water I am the wind
Love unconditionally, live truthfully and live life to it's fullest.
What Gives Me Hope
Looking at my children and remembering I am not my parents.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
I would restructure the entire system. I would adopt a plan for living in abundance rather than scarcity. I would minimalize government and expand education. Less laws, more freedom.
What/who changed my life and why
What has changed my life most cannot be described in one instance! Was it leaving home at 16? Those mushrooms? My kids? The people I love? My spirituality? Or could it be the day I realized I was beautiful inside and out?
"Tomorrow never happens, man.It's all the same fuc^ing day, man. So you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life" Janis Joplin
Yeah, I know, Poof, There I went
(Nov 18)
But here I am, back again. For a little bit longer hopefully. Life is good. Life is weird. Newly separated. Living alone with Evan. Sti...
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Thank you all
(Sep 14)
.......for the lovely birthday wishes!!! Every one of them meant the world to me. Love you,~Vertonia~...
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You are invited! Charlie's Birthday Bash!
(May 10)
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Testimonial on Sep 12, 2005
Vertonia is a good woman with a good heart,who is also very intelligent.She truly cares about our Mother Earth and her children.I am proud to have her as my friend.We need more women in this world like her.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!.May all your wishes true! Thomas
Quotation"Tomorrow never happens, man.It's all the same fuc^ing day, man. So you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life" Janis Joplin Ohhh I got a big smile on my face when I saw this on your page!
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May this New Year be the dawn of greater prosperity, success good health and happiness for U. Thanks for your friendship and hope it will continue beyond 2008. Be happy always! May joy, peace, love & good health reign forever in your heart. Love from - ivy