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Vertonia M.

"To help transform the world from it's current state to one of peace, love and freedom"

Luray, VA, USA
female, age 34
separated, 2 children
Speaks: English
Joined Jan 11, 2005
What I Want to Do: Imagine, Create, Evolve, Learn, LOVE


 
Peace & Love

I am a hermetic philosophical altruist
Living in the beautiful Shenandoah Valley.
I am an artist, muse, researcher, mother, model, lover
Writer and dreamer of dreams that often
Come true.
I am an astral traveler.
I walk the places you’ve never been.
I live on the outside of my inside.
I am a guide, a gift, an unfolding of words.
I am an artist that
Never , always, sometimes,
Has the time to create images from the
Visions that dance in my head.
Funny how life sometimes dries you up
And soaks you wet.
I am open minded to the point that I
Feel I have lost my mind in the vast
Openness.
I have lived lifetimes in this life.
I am nothing yet I am part of everything.
I am the woman who wears her heart on her sleeve.
I love being a mother.
I bring life with every creation.
I love being your lover.
I am in love with love.
I am very sensitive and am always
Open about my feelings…most of
The time.
I tend to hide myself from the world.
Secluded in this valley,
Lost within my poems.
I am often afraid if people get to close to me they might
Actually begin to listen.
I spend a lot of time writing poetry.
Shakespeare and I are old lovers.
I hide behind my pen, making love to the paper.
I live for art, for love, for life, for dreams, for you..
I am the match and the world is on fire.
I am the phoenix rising.
There isn’t a moment where I do not see
Something and think "what can be born
from this through my womb?".
Nothing is what it seems.
Everything is what you dream.
I am beauty.
I am a nerd.
I am in tune with your inner voice.
I am an artist.


A note on the way I love so others might know my heart. To me love is to wholly submit oneself to loving another, to go beyond the mundane entrapment of love and reach some infinite spiritual awakening where two are forged into one. This doesn't mean giving up oneself in the process, surrendering to monogamy, or becoming clones. The meaning should be very clear. I await my Metatron. My heart is open. Should you care to look, I am right here waiting.



“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Nelson Mandela


Things I like to research, am into and am fascinated by: The occult, quantum physics, anarchist principles, O.T.O, hermetism, G.D., Shopping, Gray Goose martini’s, role playing - not the Harry Potter kind, fetish, organic living, self reliance, home grown foods, pioneer method education, making love as an art form, love for healing, unconditional LOVE, The Epoche, Angels, Demons, humanity, the Others, breastfeeding, drug free childbirth, attachment parenting, home schooling, vintage clothing, Antique jewelry, Historical periods, Victorian era, Art Nouveau, recycling, freecycling, polyamory aka open relationships, polyfidelity, communal living, target shooting, weaponry, handguns, making music, poetry, midnight mass, moon watching, alien tech, free energy, the universe, channeling, visions, meditation, mantras, Tantra, antiquarian books, writing lyrics, singing, healing music, tone healing, being spoiled, converse, Betty Page, Hustler, Playboy, muscles, high heels, piercings, tattoos, domination and submission, musicians, artists, activists, free thinkers, subliminal messaging, Egyptology, ancient civilizations, obsessively learning, enlightenment philosophies, guided meditation, collecting memories in various materials, bone collecting, felting, painting, digital art, body painting, theater, musicals, peace, the right kind of war, Odessa dance, belly dance, tribal dance, African dance, ballet, opera, paganism, pantheism, studying the worlds religions, true freedom, truth, unconditional love, feminism, nature, cosmos, giving, teaching, listening, crying, playing in the bath, blowing bubbles, stoking fires, hiking, camping, exploring, rock climbing, survivalist planning, organic farming, bug watching, tree hugging, environmentalism, altruism, feral cats, talking to animals, observing people, shamanism, voodoo, tarot reading, hallucinogens, sacrifice, bloodletting, purging, lucid dreaming, astral, multidimensional lives, holographic universe theory, experimentation, chemistry, Sacred Geometry, stichomancy, bibliomancy, I Ching, biorhythms, numerology, botany, biology, history, astrology, ancestry, nudists, oceans, mountains, historic architecture, insomniacs, narcoleptics, fur, nag champa, watching men surf and play sports, dark chocolate, red wine, calla lilies, sandalwood, spas, massage, French press coffee, canopy beds, B&B’s, traveling, pretend, children, cats, little handbag dogs and big, big great dane type dogs, evolution, revolution. - and the list goes on.


What is this place called Universe?
Is there truly only one?
I see it as an omniverse
Layers upon layers of what is
And what is not
We can proceed to confine our thoughts
Limitation
The naming of all
Or we can exceed and combine our thoughts
Revelation
The unclaiming of all

I look for a world of giving
I live in a body shackled to deprivation
When I escape this fleshy cell
I am that in which I am
Love is the freest of all things
It is every-thing
To walk this path of love
Leads to eternity
The unified creation
God
Goddess
All without a name

In the silence of the early morning hour
When all is still
There is a feeling I get
That begs me to run
To fly
To hope when there is darkness
To be the light when there is none

I defy the definition of human
For we are so much more
Human relates only to the flesh
The breed of structure
Within I am tree
I am bird
I am water
I am the wind

Only when I forget
Do I ever chance to remember

VerTonia Crisp (C)2008

 



 
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Hometown Madera Ca, Columbia SC and Luray VA 
Homepage http://www.myspace.com/vertonia  
Birthday Sept 12, 1975  
Languages English  
About Me A woman on a mission who is distracted by loves potent force~
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  Lifestyle
Pets 1 greedy porch possum, 1 spoiled cat, 3 feral cats, several rabbits  
Activist Aspirations Enthusiastic
Political Leaning Very Liberal
Religions Humanistic Spiritualist, Tantric, Shaman, Goddess spirituality, Pagan/Witch, Pantheist  
Eating Habits Chocolate - Lots of it  
Wild Fact About Me I was once homeless.
My Philosophy Love unconditionally, live truthfully and live life to it's fullest.
What Gives Me Hope Looking at my children and remembering I am not my parents.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by I would restructure the entire system. I would adopt a plan for living in abundance rather than scarcity. I would minimalize government and expand education. Less laws, more freedom.
What/who changed my life and why What has changed my life most cannot be described in one instance! Was it leaving home at 16? Those mushrooms? My kids? The people I love? My spirituality? Or could it be the day I realized I was beautiful inside and out?
What Bugs Me Corporate Greed, Propaganda, The lies, The lack of TRUTH, The lack of quality education, The lack of understanding, The division of people, The global government agenda  
Passions Spirituality and Enlightenment, Unconditional Love, Research/Writing/Learning, Art, Knowledge  
Inspirations My SoulMates, My Husband Charlie, Aleister Crowley, Mother Theresa, Rebellious art, LOVE, the beauty of nature, My Children, friends, good people  
What Scares Me Television, Black Flag Operations, Monster Corporations, One World Government, Sold Out Media, Big Banking Giants, The current government/corporation, Ignorance  
  Favorites
Role Models Isis, Venus, Hatsepshut, Mother Theresa, Ishtar, Cleopatra, Mata Hari, Mary Magdalene, Joan of Arc, Hypatia  
Quotation "Tomorrow never happens, man.It's all the same fuc^ing day, man. So you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life" Janis Joplin
Interests creating music, all forms of art expression, Egyptian/ Roman/ Greek/ Persian History, Hermeticism, Research for truth, dancing!, Clairsentients, psychic development, Animals, children and playing make believe, drawing and painting, reading, rock and mineral collectin  
Books Almost anything worth reading  
Music I love it all!, World, Led Zeppelin, reggae, techno, Pink Floyd, Jazz, Opera, Alt rock, Blues, Some Rap, Classical, Some Old Country, Folk, LilFair, T Amos, Modest Mouse, ambient  
Movies The Matrix, Labyrinth, Zeitgeist 2: Addendum, fantasy and sci-fi, Wizard of Oz, Pulp Fiction, The Last Unicorn, Room With A View, The Girl Next Door, The Dark Crystal, Sleeping Beauty, Moulin rouge, The Dreamers, What The Bleep: Down The Rabbit Hole!  
TV Shows TV rots your brain. Don't watch it  
Favorite Foods Indian, Asian, Mediterranean/Greek, My Home cooking is best!, Whole Foods, Thai, Sushi, Godiva Chocolate  
Favorite Places New Orleans, Shenandoah Valley VA, Oakhurst/Yosemite, Asheville NC, Savannah GA, MY HEAD  
Can't Live Without my vintage clothes, cats, nag champa, silence, music, my friends, my children, love, CHOCOLATE, Victoria's Secret, mountains, sex, afternoon naps  
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Yeah, I know, Poof, There I went
(Nov 18) But here I am, back again. For a little bit longer hopefully. Life is good. Life is weird. Newly separated. Living alone with Evan. Sti... more »
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Thomas R. (114)
Testimonial on Sep 12, 2005
Vertonia is a good woman with a good heart,who is also very intelligent.She truly cares about our Mother Earth and her children.I am proud to have her as my friend.We need more women in this world like her.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!.May all your wishes true! Thomas
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Sep 10, 2009 9:01 AM

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Sep 20, 2008 6:21 AM

Rhiannon M. (602)
Sorry i am so far behind! I hope your birthday was a happy celebration.  May your hopes, wishes and dreams come true.
Hugs
~Rhiannon~



Sep 11, 2008 11:04 AM

linda-maria J. (345)

happy birthday
Vertonia!!


Sep 10, 2008 9:30 AM

Manuel D. (967)
May your day be filled with joy and wonder, Happy Birthday sweet friend!

Sep 10, 2008 4:59 AM

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Mar 10, 2008 4:06 PM

Cassie G. (4)

Quotation"Tomorrow never happens, man.It's all the same fuc^ing day, man. So you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life" Janis Joplin Ohhh I got a big smile on my face when I saw this on your page!


Dec 29, 2007 3:02 PM

Ivy S. (2209)
As the New Year dawns may U achieve what you aspire for and may your dreams come true. Wishing you a fulfilling...

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May this New Year be the dawn of greater prosperity, success good health and happiness for U. Thanks for your friendship and hope it will continue beyond 2008.
Be happy always!
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May joy, peace, love & good health reign forever in your heart.
Love from - ivy

Dec 26, 2007 11:21 AM

linda-maria J. (345)
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Dec 24, 2007 8:29 AM

Uno D. (614)
Christmas 2007

Dec 13, 2007 11:31 PM

Joanne D. (562)

 

Have a wonderful, magickal day~~~

Oct 29, 2007 7:15 PM

Davida P. (247)
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Oct 29, 2007 8:12 AM

Joanne D. (562)
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Sep 23, 2007 10:17 PM

Davida P. (247)
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Sep 13, 2007 7:08 AM

Rhiannon M. (602)
Vertonia,  hoping your day was enchanted.  May this begin the very best year for you.  Hugs, Rhiannon Myst



Sep 12, 2007 3:58 PM

Scott H. (235)
Vertonia,

Happy birthday! May the Goddess bless you with the very best of all things today!

Blessed Be!

Scott

Sep 12, 2007 9:28 AM

Manuel D. (967)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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May your Birthday be filled with Happiness,
 Joy and Love!


Sep 11, 2007 3:49 PM

Ivy S. (2209)
My dear friend, may your special day be as special as you are and may it be the most memorable one ever. Cheers!
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Love & hugs - Ivy

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