"Each Day is a New Beginning"
Rahway, NJ, USA
single, 2 children
Joined May 16, 2007
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Self-Assured, Confident go-getter who's not afraid to take risks. Practical and down-to-earth and believe in following the rules and cooperating with others. I pride myself on being dependable, helpful, and hard-working.
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not a pet person
TRYING TO BE HEALTHY - FAILING MISERABLY,
Keep it Healthy,
Drink Loads Of Water,
Coffee - Now!,
Aspiring healthy eater
|Wild Fact About Me
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||Maintain Healthy Relationships
|What Gives Me Hope
||Opening my eyes everyday when is God granting me a new opportunity at life.
EACH DAY IS A NEW BEGINNING!
|If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
||I couldn't hold any position of this magnitude because I'm too compassionate and caring and would definitely create a level playing field for all people which would probably be almost impossible to do. But I would spend my term trying even if it kills me.
|What/who changed my life and why
IN MEMORY OF MY LOVING BROTHER
January 12, 2007, was the one year anniversary of the loss of my brother and I decided to share this memorial in remembrance of him. Praying, healing and keeping his memory alive.
If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say “Goodbye”,
You were gone before we knew it,
and only god knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness,
and secret tears still flow,
What it meant to love you -
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want me
to mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times,
life still has much in store.
Since you’ll never be forgotten,
I pledge to you today –
A hollowed place within my heart
is where you’ll always stay.
Prayer for Forgiveness:
Today, Creator, grant me the courage and the will to forgive the people I love the most. Help me to forgive every injustice I feel in my mind, and to love other people unconditionally. I know the only way to heal all the pain in my heart is through forgiveness.
Today, Creator, strengthen my will to forgive anyone who has hurt me, even if I believe the offense is unforgivable. I know that forgiveness is an act of self-love. Help me to love myself so much that I forgive every offense. Let me choose forgiveness because I don't want to suffer every time I remember the offense.
Today, Creator, help me to heal all the guilt in my heart by accepting the forgiveness of everyone I have hurt in my life. Help me to sincerely recognize the mistakes I have made out of ignorance, and give me the wisdom and determination to refrain from making the same mistakes. I know that love and forgiveness will transform every relationship in the most positive way.
Thank you, Creator, for giving me the capacity to love and forgive. Today I open my heart to love and forgiveness, so that I can share my love without fear. Today I will enjoy a reunion with the people I love most. Amen.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise to find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready, in heaven far above. And that I'd have to leave behind, ail those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do It almost seemed impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of yesterdays, the good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while, I'd say goodbye and kiss you and even see you smile.
But then I fully realized, that this
could never be, For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow I thought of you and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me, from his great golden throne.
He said "This is eternity, and all I've promised you." Today for life on earth is past, but here it starts a new.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last. And since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past.
But you've been so faithful, so trusting and so true Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free. So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me I'm right here in your heart.
December 8, 2007
As another day of my life comes slowly to an end, I pray for God's mercy to wake another day and start all over again. For tomorrow is not promised and who knows what lies ahead, as I struggle to keep living with unanswered questions why is my little brother is dead? I know he's watching over me and wants me to be strong, but I can't help but wonder what could have gone wrong.
One minute we were celebrating my 40th birthday and then less than 2 months he was taken away. I never got to say how much I loved him and how much he meant to me. He never got to open the presents I brought for him left under the Christmas tree. We were finally getting closer like a sister and brother should, I'd give my own life to bring his back again if only I could.
People will tell you to hold onto the memories, the good and the bad, But little do they know how hard that still is and how it makes me very sad. I don't know if my life will ever feel sane because coping with grief and loss brings on so much pain.
As I try to stop writing and sum up my journal entry for today I feel there much, much more I could say. But If I hold onto my hope for tomorrow I will live to keep writing one more day.
|What Bugs Me
people who steal and harm others,
People whom do harm unto others,
people who WON'T use their minds!,
People who can't be their self,
any one that would hurt a woman,
Any one that would hurt a child,
Liars and Cheaters
Energy Healing And Love,
making a difference,
broadening my horizons,
to fulfill my purpose on earth,
|What Scares Me
Losing the ones I love
||If I can't have the things I want,
God, help me want the things I have.
Sefl Help Books!,
R and B
the Daily Show,
Law and Order,
New York City,
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