It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.
He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.
He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'
He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,....
'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'
True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.'
MY FRIENDS MaY YOU
not make this a life time of NOT AGAIN 'S My hearts passion has never died for any person put in my care.
i love them all and with loving care pray for them all
FEAR AND EMOTIONS of our past sometimes make of us
SLAVE'S
OF OUR DOUBT'S AND FEAR'S and these can start the nit picking over anything and everything, that can kill passion trust and truth. so too speaking and beliving when your emotions dictate your truth not facts, but fears do! Truth should set the boundries of our emotions with this as the result The putting of false feelings aside Instead when we become offended at words that carry no offence and walk away at a deed or word that meant no insult but we take it as ONE Very easy to do in this world with out of balanced moods & emotions and with fear running our lives
can get alott worse when you find your true love HOLD ON HERE IT COMES .......%$$..%$..%_)+_WHAT?????????????? >O:
You feel safe so your both your deeper truer selfs after six to nine months we reveal our truest nature sometimes its very scary and It can start as early as the first date but you keep pushing the fear and programs deep inside WHY BECAUSE THE SEX IS REALLY FRIKKKEN GREAT??? THEN WORDS START BANGING AGAINST YOUR TEETH AND FEARS YOUR HEART, THEY WANT OUT! fears, pain, being abbdoned,rejection,
EVERYTHING that was done to you and what you were taught to do the good the bad not so good and the most ugly our fearful emotions then get in the way of what you really want with great unbalanced passion run by fear and pain they
START SCREAMING HEY WHAT IF ): so passion in the heart without truth takes hold TO PROTECT YOURSELF (this is a lesson of what not to do in progress)
when it comes to the flesh spirt soul or mind! the flesh needs to delight in the trust of your heart also in the one you have chosen.
you say
TRUST WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? (they just look good in those tight pants) now letting passion die is easy we just live in the fear of the past i have seen this plenty of times. it sucks for everybody. no one need to cheat themselves for who else do you cheat when a vow of trust is broken by FEAR when a true friend and lover are not belived in?
YOUR CHEATING yourself, the one above, and all others and when you relize you were wrong you discover your fear is the love / mind / truth / spirt /and heart killer, and what you fear is what you belive so also go;s most of your faith you put faith behind dread failure of your future. when your fear is stronger than your love then the opposite of love will happen then you will wonder, did I allow or promote this? (AH DID I ALLOW THI so careful what your thoughts are. for lack of faith in the (one sent into your life) by the (one above) shows a great distrust in (the one above ) the (other person ) and (yourself ) if this is how a person spends there power of thought in doubt and fear, there is almost no hope. (sometimes spiritual or professional help is needed) when love becomes so real your joy drowns in the fear of loss because In the past it was so! the wounds of the past love were not healed or filled with forgivness of self and others (The result of which is joy joy joy) and in the end you were abondoned the wounds cry for cleansing
but insted ( they /we start ) shutting down. the beginning signs are doubting small truths even after seeing they were mistaken to doubt. but still contiune doing it over and over again . because it has become a learned way of life and love. even truth is not enough to convince them. I am filled with joy for any of you that love has found but my brothers, sisters, and children embrace and share your doubts with eachother. get help if need be willing to learn from the past and grow . defeat the doubts in the future together. trust your heart in the hands of the one above enjoy love sit still and watch as time after time nothing bad happens. even though you are so sure it will
only to find if it does the fear is worse than most of the deed's and we more times cause it ourself we all have doubts to overcome but that is all they are, so don t belive them and if you fall for a dishonest person and learn this lesson you may break your chain of fear and help them as well all can be accounted to the good a valued lesson but good tiddings passion and love will live for all who fight against doubt and fear by letting them go. may the smile of the one above fill your hearts forever. MAY THE SACRED ONE ABOVE WHO IS EVERYWHERE SMILE FILL YOUR HEARTS AND TRUTH WITH WISDOM YOUR MIND "alexander winterhawk" PS SUMMARY-dont let the programing of your past become your future be free to love and live trust in THE ONE ABOVE WHO IS EVERYWHERE
YOU MUST PRAY TOO HEAL AND FOR THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION (is this the 1 CREATOR that you have chosen for me?) ( BUT MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE QUESTION ) (WAIT WAIT WAIT) PATIENCE NOW WAIT FOR THE ANSWER (if they are the right person they will respect and wait) (for you as well) AND DO NOT MOVE BEFORE YOU ARE READY now belive in yourself belive in others let fear and doubt teach you what not to do
AND SAY YES ILL TRY TO LISTEN TO THE GIVER OF GIFTS AND NOT TO MY EMOTIONS,BUT TRUTH
I am kind, giving, loving and have a mind of my own with my opinions. I am open to change. I love God, my family and friends. They are all important to me. I've been there, done that and am open for a new adventure. I love animals. I am a toucher and a cuddler, love to hold hands and kiss. I tend to be too caring at times and I get used. That doesn't make me happy. I don't like to be taken advantage of by people or used. I still continue to give. Loving the simple things in life is easy, loving the hard things in life is a challenge.
Life is not easy.
Life is hard. Don't make it any harder than it needs to be.
What Gives Me Hope
Believing there will be a tomorrow to give more love and help many more.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
If I were Mayor, I would use some common sense when making important decision. Not all good decisions are made due to knowledge.
What/who changed my life and why
My grandmother,(Granny Great),who taught me to be strong, to have feeling, to trust myself and to be honest and upfront. She was a very giving, caring and loving woman. She is truly missed. You must always remember where you came from, no matter where you are now. At least 1 to 2 times a year, I take my girls and drive back to all the places I lived as a child and where they grew up, just so that we don't forget.
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Rainbow Bridge
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