A free fallen thought caught in the wave length of mind- Spotted and stripped and clawed at but not yet ready to shine.
What be-mused writings/urges force these words from my pen but the most carnal of heart held desires- The pleasure derived from self expression.
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Take this from me and I shall wilt and rot from the inside out like the tortured bloom on the unending vine- Imprisoned in the darkest basement far from her shining sun.
I am not meant to be in a world without art- Be it paint, prose, music, or thunder.
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Moon night and moon day, say a soft prayer for the weeping- Though their tears fall unappreciated to those they are given to:
The father with no time for his son- And the mother who drinks before her daughter.
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Both damning the next generation in one way- But providing fodder for the be-mused in another.
This little box will never possibly be long enough to explain any one of my philosophy's. You want to know what churns my soul and how I believe it moves? Try asking me.
What Gives Me Hope
Looking back on the past and seeing how even though I've hit rock bottom time and time again- it's only the bottom and that the darkness only goes so deep.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Giving the power to someone else. I make the world the better place by working on my own little corner of the universe, if I were to have power like that... well, I don't want it. I'm doing what I can, where I can, the best I can right now and that's what matters to me.
What/who changed my life and why
My husband because he taught me how to be myself and gave me all the tools I need not only to be myself but the person I want to be.
I Remember: The Hate Me Journal
(Nov 26)
Warning: This piece might be unhealthy to read for those suffering from self abuse, severe depression, or darker memories in general.
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Half Woken Yrteop
(Nov 25)
The sleeping dragon in my soul,
Awaits the darkness
At bid and toll.
Voices in me bellow deep,
What the old have sown
So shall I reap.
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Update 2 (Woot!)
(Nov 25)
Cool, all my software is up to date- a true feat if you’re trying to keep up with as much as I am with the attention span of an i...
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