Ashima Goddess - Phoenician Deity, Personification of Pure Love (Read her story here)
... and in the Miracle of Life...
My Poetry...
The Angel of Death
I am dead now You killed as you walked out I'm lying on the floor I am no longer living My heart will beat no more
You told me that you loved me But that you had to leave That I had to understand That this had to be
You were my salvation My angel in the sky You gave me pretty wings and You taught me how to fly But then you broke my wings off And stomped me to the ground And now I'm lying dead here Drowned in tears for you
And if I ever one day would Rise up from the dead Could I then ever love again Without the heart you stole away? Better never love at all Than having loved and lost?
Angel Tears
Every raindrop is the tear of an angel And the red of the rose is the blood of every wounded heart And every time you cry an angel cries with you
And the rain that falls brings strength to all that's living And the Angel Tears can bring a rose to bloom
It happens to me at times that I feel sad and troubled When I hear about all that takes place in this world And I wonder at times about all that pain and sorrow And how this world can still go on With all those things that happen here How can there still be hope and laughter in our hearts
I have thought about this, so many nights I've pondered And now at last I think I may have found my answer It makes sense and it's the best that I can find I think the reason why our hearts can still go on through darkness And why we find the sunshine after all is this
Every raindrop is the tear of an angel And the red of the rose is the blood of every wounded heart And every time you cry an angel cries with you
And the rain that falls brings strength to all that's living And the Angel Tears can bring a rose to bloom
And with every kind thought, with every hug of comfort With every caring word, with every helping hand An angel smiles with you
And after every rain you know the sun will shine again The rainbow in the sky the messenger of hope That we can make Heaven's beauty too, right here on Earth
Every raindrop is the tear of an angel And the red of the rose is the blood of every wounded heart And every time you cry and angel cries with you
And the rain that falls brings strength to all that's living And the Angel Tears can bring a rose to bloom
And the Angel Tears can bring a rose to bloom
As the Leafs Are Falling Down
Birds head for warmer weather The colors of the leafs are changing Darkness falls upon the land Autumn has arrived
As icy winds blow from the north I remember you the most Because it was just at this time That you left, my sweetest friend Now time has passed, so many days But the wounds you caused upon my heart Does not ever seem to heal
I still recall your deep green eyes Our first gaze that magic day The taste of your sweet strawberry lips Your tongue so soft around my tongue Your lovely, loving smile Your head upon my shoulder Your fingers squeezed so tight around mine Never wanting to let go
You spoke right into my heart Two straightedge veggies Into Asian mystics And crazy for Gothic art Reading poetry upon ragged couches Shopping arty junk until we dropped
We were always together Of course you were the one for me You brought me into life And you said to me You would be forever mine
But your love died I don't know why You just said you had to go And so you left me all alone On that rainy autumn day
Buildings, trees and streets and cars Still looks the same as then But that old bench on which we kissed Is cold and empty now The pavement which we used to tread Is crackled now, and hard And the rain through which we used to stroll Now just makes my body cold
But even as you're now long gone There is one last thing I want to say That I will forever thankful be For that time you gave to me
And as the leafs are falling down My tears are falling too
Beautiful
The world is more beautiful when you are here In the falling rain I can see sunshine when you are here In the dark night I can see starlight when you are here In the city's stone I can see flowers when you are here In despair I can see the hope rise when you are here And in your smile I can see Heaven when you are here
The Beech Forest
Green roof upon pillars of silver Floor made of copper that's shining A fairytale world for the wild For the beauty deriving from freedom
You're running Like a red fox leaping Running like a restless squirrel Dancing upon stones of grey Light as the breeze Swift as the sprites of the sagas
Your real home is the forest Here we'll be staying forever You spin your gaze at the tree tops The birds are singing your praise Doves pass you by in procession To salute your arrival, my Sweet Forest Princess To welcome you home to your palace of green
The brook is rapidly purling You take a seat at a big rock You're lying down to rest You look at the streaming water A dragonfly passes over the surface I take a seat beside you The warblers are singing solely for us
You are so full of beauty So sweet So vulnerable So fragile So radiant I feel a great admiration And thankfulness Because I believe the you need me And I definitely know that I need you
No screaming No quarrel No pressure Only I Only you I, the Shy Dreamer You, my Sweet Forest Princess Resting in the Temple of the Beeches Rocked into rest by tender bird song And I know now that I am in love
Cold and Lonely
We're looking for companionship So scared of attachment So scared of what hearts have to say In a cold and lonely world
In a cold and lonely world People are walking lonely Reaching out for a hand to hold But no one dare to reach you
In a cold and lonely world Dark paths are winding And when we see the sun We're closing our eyes Looking it's too painful And as we step into the light It will be too late It will be all to late
It's a cold and lonely world Flooding with tears of deep pain Cold and lonely world People are sad, we're longing
And if we find our love We soon let it go Just let it go It's best just to go To not turn around Never be bound Bonds always break Love is just fake
But we're looking for companionship In a cold and lonely world
The Evil Little Vamp
Tonight I will be dancing With an evil little vamp An evil little vamp Who wants me as her lover
She's a creature of the night Always dressed in black She dwells in the shadows Avoiding to be seen Not seen by anyone but me
She's faster than a wolf She's stronger than a bull But she would never hurt me 'Cause I'm the one she loves
She knows a lot of things For she has lived a thousand years She has seen a lot of things That I will never see
We can sit around and talk In some alley in the dark With the spirits of the night For hours at an end And you would never believe What those ghosts don't live to tell
We use to play around Roam from street to street Looking for the lucky ones And have a little drink
Slit the heads of the establishment Suck our teeth into their brains And have the succulent juice For we are the ones who prey On those who think they are on top
Your blood is our wine And then when we are drunk We dance in your blood That flows on the street Glittering and sparkling In the moonlight
And by the morning she is gone For she's sleeping all day long My dark vampire girl And I'm left there in the alley Covered in blood Shedding a tear for being lonely Longing for the night to come
For tonight I will be dancing With an evil little vamp An evil little vamp Who wants me as her lover
So if you hold your life dear Be careful in the night Never trust an evil vamp It could cost you your life
And tonight I will be dancing With an evil little vamp An evil little vamp Who wants me as her lover
Five Senses
I saw your soul today my love For the first time laid my gaze upon your eyes You drowned me in those eyes my dear My baptism of bliss
I tasted you today my love For the first time licked the sweetness from your tongue You ate me with that mouth my dear My Heaven in your flesh
I heard your heart today my love For the first time as it pounded fast right next to my ear Your voice became my own my dear My Heaven in your soul
I felt your skin today my love For the first time felt your steaming, throbbing body heat You went into my soul my dear My Heaven became yours
I smelled your scent today my love For the first time smelled your sweat pearls that fell upon my chest You took away my scent my dear and mated it with yours Surrender of existence being one with you
Five senses Oh It is all I have my love
Five senses And they all crave you
Five senses Yes All that is in Heaven
Glumslove
Scania Zealand
Helsingor Helsingborg Malmo Copenhagen
Millions of people all around But right here On this very hills by the shores of the sea Are in this very moment only you, only me
You give me a little blue flower You say forget-me-not And I never will
I feel your hand in my hair Your head on my shoulder Salty winds are blowing from the sea I follow you down on the ground
Your tongue in my mouth Your body on mine Four eyes that meet in love Four lips that meet in desire The most beautiful things our lives has to offer
Looking deep into your eyes I could gaze into these pretty eyes forever That is how beautiful these eyes are And just a deep is my love for you
You're closing your eyes in a smile And I plead to the sea to stop surging I plead to the wind to stop whistling No one must ever disturb you I'll let you rest here in silence By my side you will always be safe
Want to scream out my joy to the wind from The highest of all mountain tops Want to whisper my glee to the water From the deepest of graves in the sea
Here with you tonight I've found my Heaven It's a small hill next to the Ore Sound I am yours now And together we'll never be lonely again
Hot
You tell me that you feel hot And I desperately want to know why So I take off your sweater And examine you closely Every inch of your skin Your flat six-pack stomach Your narrow waist-line Your muscular arms Your soft chest Your pink nipples And I ask if you're now feeling cooler You answer me 'no'
Hurting
You Who sit there in darkness You Who are hurting You Who are despairing You Who are lonely
For You I want to sing This song about hurting I guess it is quite real 'Cause I wrote it about You
You Who drown Your sorrows In liquor and tobacco You Who are just dreaming You were somewhere else
For You I want to sing This song about hurting I guess it is quite real 'Cause I wrote it about You
You Who were cheated You Who were beaten You Who took the whole blame You Who never found someone to love
For You I want to sing This song about hurting I guess it is quite real 'Cause I wrote it about You
Because You know it better that anyone That fortune is a precious thing Because while all fortune soon comes to an end There's no end on hurting at all
Because while all fortune soon comes to an end There's no end on hurting at all
In My Dreams
My darling friend you were my whole life You were the one that I lived for Winter, summer, spring and autumn You were the reason I pulled through And I know that you know, darling I have loved you most of all
In my dreams In my dreams In my dreams I am with you still
You were my best friend and my soulmate My protector and my shield You were the one I opened up to The one who made my spirit grow And never ever had I loved like I have loved being with you
In my dreams In my dreams In my dreams I am with you still
Our house is lying by the river Our doggies, we have rescued them We ride the fields upon our horses You are painting while I write You play your drums and you are singing We are forever happy there
In my dreams In my dreams In my dreams I am with you still
You left this world but I am still here For my time is yet to come But when that day comes I'll be with you And I'll be forever yours
Yet it is Yet it is Yet it is not my time to go
But in time But in time But in time I'll be by your side
You're holding me still in your soft arms You make me warm when I am cold You keep me safe when I am scared, love I know that you are watching me
In my dreams In my dreams In my dreams I am with you still
Know
The day you feel lonely and hurting Know that you're never alone 'Cause somewhere there is someone who's feeling like you do Who's sharing your sorrow and pain
The Lonely Walker
I have seen you often Walk on road full of stones that You kick to the sides as You're dreaming about fortune
Passing barns, passing stables The sparrows are fleeing When they see you coming Walking alone on This ragged dirty road
'Cause all men seem stupid when nobody wants you People seem cruel when you do know no one The rain that keeps falling makes your body freezing Roads feel uneven when you walk them alone
But hey lonely walker Hi lonely walker Don't cry lonely walker You'll see lonely walker In time lonely walker Tears dry lonely walker
Walking lonely through a life
A Love Story
Walking through the dusk With you, my sweetheart You hold my hand so tight My fingers trembling
Been waiting for this time With you my whole life This moment for us two Now you are with me As evening has arrived The night soon coming
Your cheeks are glowing red Just like the sun does When I kiss your lips Your smile enchants me We'll never say goodbye This night eternal
Let me be forever yours I love you darling Want to spend my life with you There's no one like you Walking on this Earth Say you won't leave me
And I'll be there by your side In health and sickness Sharing our lives Share every moment
And as we grow old I will still be there Still to hold your hand Walk through the sunset Kiss you in the dusk
Till Lord Almighty Calls us to His side Says we must rest now In Heaven high above
Then we will sit there Kissing on a cloud Still holding hands as We're looking down on Earth
Looking at lovers Walking through the dusk With their own sweetheart And love goes on and on I'm so in love with you Come hold me here tonight
Lucky
Got my heart broken Turned into dust And though it's not like It's not happened before Every new time it still hurts so bad
I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I just can't feel it
And people tell me That they envy me That I'm so lucky For feeling like this That I'm impulsive Think with my heart So keen of loving Emotional Say that they envy My fragile heart
They say it's a blessing to feel love like this Say it's a blessing to feel passion like this
I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I just can't feel it
They just don't realize A heart as intense Can hurt like a deadly wound And a climb to the highest top Hurts the more when you fall Over and over Head over heels into love
I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I just can't feel it
I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I just can't feel it
I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I I know I'm lucky but I just can't feel it right now
Say
Say Did you not Like me One time for the very first time Open up your eyes And looked upon the place you were To know as your own world And your own home
Say Had you not Like me Even if you don't remember now A time so long ago When you did not know of wicked words Like evil, pain and death
Say Have you not Like me Once ran barefoot across a field And felt the soft straws of the grass That tickled you under your feet
Say Have you not Like me Heard the birds that sing And heard the roaring of the sea And the laughter of the children playing by the brook
Say Do you still recall The very first time you saw snow Or the first time that you saw the Very first of the spring flowers be in bloom
Say Do you still recall The very first time that your tongue got To taste the sweet raspberries in the glade Or the first time that you rested In the arms of someone that you truly love
Say You might think that you are grown now Cold and hardened by your life But you must never forget That in the deep root of your heart Dwells forever within you An innocent and frightened Little child
Soy Milk
You're lifting the glass to your lips You feel the liquid stick above your lip You put out the tip of your tongue And you slowly move it over your lip Like a kitten who has gotten cream on its nose You smack your lips together I do find it all very sweet
The Sword
Once there was love Now love is gone Once there was joy Now pain remains
I felt the sword piercing through my soul The day you told me goodbye
The tears that fall Turn dreams to dust Turns light to dark Turns love to pain
For sorrow is a cold and lonely place And it's the place I call home
Remember once When joy was here Inside my heart Where has it gone?
For happiness is a place that I once knew But I can never go back
Till the end of time I'll be crying in the dark Alone Till the day that I die
For loneliness is the place that I know best And now it's the place where I'll stay
This Is My Life
These words I speak For those unfortunate ones Who're finding themselves Stuck within society's frames You ought to listen up And hear what your heart wanna say
'Cause this is my life And I'm gonna live it Follow me out in the night my friend And hold me tight Here we go
Life is living in my blood Fighting in the mud Called obligations
Will Is free For you and free for me If you just would dare to let it rule
Dare to follow your heart Prepare yourself for the start Of a bran new life that's straight ahead Rise from your bed and go
'Cause this is my life And I'm gonna live it Follow me out in the night my friend And hold me tight Here we go
Society tries to put you in chains Makes you work before you can talk Sucks the energy out of you brain In a leash you walk
But all the money in this world Couldn't buy my precious time
'Cause this is my life And I'm gonna live it Follow me out in the night my friend And hold me tight Here we go
'Cause this is my life And I'm gonna live it Follow me out in the night my friend And hold me tight Here we go
Come, follow me out in the night my friend And hold me tight Here we go
Where Are You
Where are you The one I love The only one I'm thinking of Anywhere I'd like to be If it meant I were with thee The one I've never met but seen So often in my fantasy
The one for whom my heart is beating The one for whom my soul is breathing The one for whom my body is bleeding
When I cry you dry my tears When I'm lonely only you Makes me struggle and get through When I smile it's you I see Will you smile when you see me?
Wherever in this world you are If I'd even have to go quite far I hope you'll wait if it's okay I will find you there someday Where all roads meet that leads astray
The World
You asked me one night: 'Do you know what I think?' I answered you 'no' So you told me
'I think that one day People like us The sissy, the shy and the nerdy Will govern this Earth And this world had never been better before'
'Sure', I said 'But I don't give a damn about the world right now Because you're just all too bloody cute!'
Yin and Yang
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
I care about this planet what's happening there You mostly care about what you're gonna wear
I give away money to people in need You think it's enough with your own mouth to feed
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
I go by bus You go by car A car that's not really the cleanest there are
I'm meditating You yawn by the thought I believe the skies guide us You think luck can be bought
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You smoke and you lie and you drink and you swear While I try to live my life spotless and fair
Meat is murder to me But to you it makes up the core of a genuine, delicate, good tasting meal
So I guess we are kind of two opposite souls But I don't give a damn
'Cause you're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
And I do believe in Yin and Yang
And you're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful thing
You're so bloody, so bloody beautiful You beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful thing
You beautiful, beautiful thing
Yuletide Purgatory
Hear me, Earth
This is the story of Yuletide...
There was this Nazarene boy who chose to be born in the sign of the Capricorn As the Piscean age rose this was the great chance To make a new world But now it has passed And yes we have failed
Hear me, Earth
This year will be the first year This year the year of life The breaking of the chrysalis Resurrection of the vampire asleep
Millions of eyes are watching us now The doomed and the wicked are never alone As glimmering eyes make sure That nothing escapes the Fire Complete
Hear me, Earth
This year will be the first year This year the year of life The breaking of the chrysalis Resurrection of the vampire asleep
See our lingering souls in the gaze of the cat as black as the night They are shining in millions of colors And crystals of silver are filling our hearts as we feast upon the turning of the light
Hear me, Earth
This year will be the first year This year the year of life The breaking of the chrysalis Resurrection of the vampire asleep
In the mirror of the black raven eye Wolves are prowling the fallen souls Please, my love Let's escape through the Arch of the Rose Before the petals will fall on our grave Ashes to ashes Innocent blood
Hear me, Earth
This year will be the first year This year the year of life The breaking of the chrysalis Resurrection of the vampire asleep
It is a fallen world It is a wicked world And Beelzebub laughs in our face For Mammon is the dearest friend of Azazel
Hear me, Earth
This year will be the first year This year the year of life The breaking of the chrysalis Resurrection of the vampire asleep
Let us make the Tower fall upon our heads Let Armageddon come To take us away To Eden again In the Garden of Love Burn this old cruel world Burn
For in the darkest night the brightest star will shine In the Yuletide Purgatory
Hear me, Earth
The Zeppelin
It is not a very good idea No To make a zeppeliner out of lead No Not a very good No Not a very good No Not a very good idea No
Working every day for very long Oh Never having time for peace and calm Oh Having lots of money to buy things Oh When we have things we want to have some more Oh
It is not a very good idea No To make a zeppeliner out of lead No Not a very good No Not a very good No Not a very good idea No
Moving into cities rising high Oh Cutting down the trees to make up room Oh To make the food for all who're living there Oh Eating flesh from all the animals Oh
It is not a very good idea No To make a zeppeliner out of lead No Not a very good No Not a very good No Not a very good idea No
Making cars that run on gasoline Oh Taking up the oil from the ground Oh Making war to have more of that oil Oh Heating up the world as we go by Oh
It is not a very good idea No To make a zeppeliner out of lead No Not a very good No Not a very good No Not a very good idea No
Working very hard we do Oh For changing all of the planet we've got Oh Soon we've have a great big rock Oh That is just another crowded city block Oh
It is not a very good idea No To make a zeppeliner out of lead No Not a very good No Not a very good No Not a very good idea No
Shi the Timber Man was on a journey with his disciples. One day they arrived in a town in which a grand Oak Tree stood by an altar. The Oak Tree was so huge that one could hide an entire ox behind it. And many people came to admire the tree - but Shi the Timber Man, he did not care for it. “Master“, said his disciples, “not since our journey begun have we encountered such a fine tree, but you will not even look at it, you just continue your walk. Why so?” Shi the Timber Man answered: “That tree is of no use. If one makes a boat from it, it will sink. If one makes a coffin from it, it will soon rot. If one makes pillars from it, they will become plagued my worms. No, that tree is useless. That is why it has stood so long.” But on the way back from the town, the Tree came to the Timber Man in a dream: “What do you wish to compare me to?” asked the tree. “Do you wish to compare me with fruit trees, full of pears or oranges? When these trees have matured, then they are mutilated. Their branches are broken, and their twigs are thrown away. It is because they are useful that their lives become so short and painful. And that is why I have always strived to be completely useless in every way. And, when it comes down to it, after all, what are we other than mere things? And by what right can one thing decide over another? What do you, a useless human, know about a useless tree?”
From the Zhuangzi
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. /Krishnamurti
A poet is a nightingale who sits in darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds. /Percy Shell
Everywhere is walking distance if you have the time. /Steven Wright
Far from idleness being the root of all evil, it is rather the only true good. /Soren Kierkegaard
Never put off until tomorrow what you can do the day after tomorrow. /Mark Twain
Happiness in Intelligent People is the Rarest Thing I know. /Ernest Hemingway
The optimist proclaims that we live in the best of all possible worlds; and the pessimist fears this is true. /James Branch Cabell
The belief in a supernatural source of evil is not necessary; men alone are quite capable of every wickedness. /Joseph Conrad
I have found it easier to identify with the characters who verge upon hysteria, who were frightened of life, who were desperate to reach out to another person. But these seemingly fragile people are the strong people really. /Tennesee Williams
One for whom the pebble has value must be surrounded by treasures wherever he goes. /Par Lagerkvist
“Let every state be simple, like a small village with few people. There may be tools to speed things up ten or a hundred times, yet no one will care to use them. There may be boats and carriages, yet they will remain without riders. There may be armor and weaponry, yet they will sit collecting dust. The people must take life seriously and not waste their lives in distant lands. Let them return to the knotting of the cord. Let them enjoy their food and care for their clothing. Let them be content in their homes and joyful in the way they live. Neighboring villages are in sight of each other. Roosters and dogs can be heard in the distance. Should a man grow old and die without ever leaving his village, let him feel as though there was nothing he missed.“
From the Tao Te Ching
"We are nothing, you and I, except exotica in the Savage Garden. When the world of men collapses in ruin, beauty will take over. The trees shall grow again where there were streets. The flowers will again cover the meadow that is now a dank field of hovels. The wild grass and the dense forest will cover up all trace of the once great cities until nothing remains. And the Savage Garden will cover the world." /Gabrielle de Lioncourt ("The Vampire Lestat")
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I am a shy and still dreamer, a writer and a poet, sprung from the vast plains of Scania in the Scandinavian far south, where northern and central Europe meet. Writing and animals and nature are my passions - my true home is out in the forests and fields in the beauty and stillness of nature, that is where I really belong. I am a spiritual seeker, and very passionate about social issues, and I guess I would describe my politcal leaning as Green Feminist Socialist I think...
I am what I am, and if you don't like what you see, then close your eyes and let me be
What Gives Me Hope
Persons who are actually concerned about all that is wrong and unfair in this world
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Fight Mammon. Work to end the tyranny of evil men. Make animal rights equally important to human rights. Fight discrimination because of race, gender or sexual orientation. Fight poverty and injustice, and make sure that not one single person in this world ever have to go hungry or freezing.
Poem: Five Senses
(Sep 25)
I saw your soul today my love
For the first time laid my gaze upon your eyes
You drowned me in those eyes my dear
My baptism of bli...
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Poem: The Evil Little Vamp
(Aug 9)
Tonight I will be dancing
With an evil little vamp
An evil little vamp
Who wants me as her lover
She&rsq...
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