I am deeply disturbed I am deeply unhappy. I welcome you all to the odyssey of the mind.
Take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. Take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland, and I show you, how deep the rabbit-hole goes. Welcome to the desert of the real. Mine is the last voice that you will ever hear. Do not be alarmed. 'I have seen things that you can only dream about. I have been there!' I see myself for what i truly am. ... the moments I've had, the marvels I've witnessed, the wonderful thruths I've seen. The night falls, and you close your eyes to sleep and dream. This is life. It is a piece of somebodys life. It is pure, uncut, straight from the cerebral cortex. I mean, you are there you are doing it, you are seeing it, you are hearing it. You are feeling it.' 'What kind of things, exactly?' 'Exactly anything. It is whatever you want, whoever you want to be.' 'That sounds good' 'See, I can get you what you want. I can, I can get you anything, you just have to talk to me, you have to trust me, You can trust me 'cause I'm your priest, I'm your shrink, I'm your main connection to the switchboard of the soul. I'm the magic man... Santa Claus of the subconscious. Late at night, my mind would come alive, with voices and stories I gave myself up to, longing for transformation. I'm you and you are me, and we are here. I'm the dreamer, you are the dream. There is nothing real outside our perception of reality, is there? The way I feel I don't expect to go to sleep for a year. I'm on fucking fire. There are hundreds of universes of intelligent energy, inside your body. Have you ever had that feeling when you're not sure if you're awake or still dreaming? All the time... It's called mescaline - it's the only way to fly. The boiled juice from the cactus contains the worlds highest concentration of the hallucinogen known as mescaline. Don't be afraid. Your appearance now is what we call a resedual self image, it's the mental projection of your digital self. This is a psychedelic experience, to guide you back on your path. Just close your eyes for a moment, take a deep breath and inhale the energy surrounding you. Free your mind and feel the energy lifting you up to a higher level. Notice how the energy is flowing all around you. Enjoy this moment of peace, deep inside of you. Now send the energy out to the universe and recognize, we are all one! Life is an illusion. Reality is simply a figment of the imagination. Your thoughts will be with me always. You will learn to live without day or night. Escape is impossible.
No pain, no feelings, no sense of time. I strive for the magic. Unite with the poeple, wherever they are.
Is reality a dimension I've just invented? Circling my mind like a dark dream.
I'm feeling a little disconnected from my real life. I'm kinda losing touch with the texture of it.
When I dance, I love myself in the DJ's hands to take me to a journey - the unconscious journey to reality.
Instructions for life : Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great sacrifice. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. Respect for self, respect for others, and responsibility for all your actions. Learn the rules so you know how to break them. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. Spend some time alone every day. Approach love with reckless abandon. Share your knowledge, it's a way to achieve immortality. Be gentle with the earth. Dance like nobody's watching.
I think... you're afraid of letting go. I think you're afraid of happiness. And this is starting to excite me!
The last thing I remember is being in a really small place. I was flying or floating in warm liquid. I couldn't see anything, but I was sensing things. There was no pain, there were no feelings. So I guess that, in a way, I was happy.
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