Hello to all, Well I am new to the group but not the experience of loving too much.
I was kicked out by my ex 34wks pregnant, with a 18 mth son and flew back home to NZ. I tried to be better and be good and work on myself, but as we know there is nothing that is good enough or enough for some people. I went back for holidays twice and with the help of the family friends counsellors and the book. I am here and getting better. I have not gone back and will not, that is okay because I have been replaced with someone else and as long as I still react scared and he can come back and create chaos, he is happy.
I am just starting out on the custody battle for the kid, its been three years and this is the second time to see this process the first was with his mum.
I am getting there on the scale of recovery, still loads of weight to loss and taking better care of myself, me a great mum to the kids. I am also getting into study in Nursing, so heres hopeing.