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Carl C.

"to do nothing"

single, 12 children
Speaks: English
Joined Jun 23, 2005

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Joined Jun 23, 2005 Activist Aspirations undeclared 
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Birthday Jan 01  
Languages English  
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Activist Aspirations
Political Leaning Depends
Religions Christian - Protestant  
Eating Habits Coffee - Now!  
Wild Fact About Me never to old to grow up
My Philosophy
What Gives Me Hope you
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by not tellin
What/who changed my life and why
What Bugs Me Excessive Consumerism, abusive people, Is Sobriety all that we are to expect of  
Passions books, LIFE!!!, I stand by the door  
What Scares Me  
Role Models children are the most powerful teachers, MY SPONSOR  

Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks.
Masks that I'm afraid to take off.
And none of them are me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me;
But don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled!
I give you the impression that I'm secure.
That confidence is my name and coolness my game.
That the water's calm and I'm in command.
And that I need no one.
But don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask.
My ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.
Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence.
Beneath dwells the real me, in confusion, in fear, in aloneness.

But I hide this.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind.
A nonchalant, sophisticated facade to help me pretend.
To shield me from the glance that knows.

But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
That is, if it's followed by acceptance.
If it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself.
From my own self-built prison walls.
From the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me of what I can't assure myself...
That I'm really worth something...

I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls,
And in this lies my hope,
My only hope.
Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands.
But with gentle hands - for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder?
I'm someone you know very well...
For I am every man or woman you meet.

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    Dec 27, 2013 8:24 AM

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    Cheryl B. (206)
    Hi Carl dear. I hope you come back to us here. I miss you!


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    happy birthday , black background, glitter text, balloons
    Dec 24, 2011 10:58 PM

    Cheryl B. (206)
    Hi Carl - I'm thinking of you tonight, Christmas Eve, and wish you lots of happiness and peace, joy and warmth.



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    Merry Christmas
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