I have grown up in disfunction and learned to stop it at me, I have survived an abusive marriage and made life for me and my 3 children better when leaving, I buried my 9yr old son when someone else made a decision that took his life and continued to forgive and love, I've taken custody of my 3yr old grandaughter due to my oldest child being addicted to heroin, I lost my family because I put that little girl before drugs and thru alanon learned how to deal with an addict, my family didn't agree and disowed me 2yrs ago. I sufferer with spinal tumors and several health problems being only 40 but every day I know I have a purpose and God has brought me through each and every hurdle even when I didn't think I'd make it. I now realize it wasn't all to hurt me but to see even with all those things, others have lost so much more, live unsafe and don't have half of what i am blessed with. I am so thankful for all I have and ask that my family find inner peace and strength so they to may wake up and be thankful for each day!!
I am crazy about just say NO to drugs, don't drink and drive when Someone will drive you for free, Think before you make the biggest mistakes of your life, love like someone could leave your life because my son did at age 9 in a matter of mins. he was gone.
Family is not the blood that runs through you, it's the people who will come get you in the middle of the night. Remeber you always have a choice and someday you will answer for it!
What Gives Me Hope
knowing there are good people in the world and everytime I'm losing hope God sends an angel to remind me he is still watching...and guiding my life in the direction it's suppose to be.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Stop bullying and start making family relationships a priority because if you look back to when we were kids there weren't nearly as many teenagers in trouble, parents had more control because money wasn't so important, love and being a good human being was....
What/who changed my life and why
I have so many people that changed my life but my grandaughter has changed it the most because of her I was able to weed out all negative and unhealthy relationships..let go of hurts and anger but still will always love and appreciate those people were only capable of what they gave.