I am what I am & you cannot take that from me. I am what some call a Wiccan, others call a Pagan. Some would say I'm a heretic, others would call me blasphemous. I am not evil. I am not black nor white. I am part of the neutrality which is this universe & all things within it. Night to day. Hot to cold. I wear a pentacle about my neck & I praise the Old Ones. I call to the Guardians & I say goodnight to the Mother. I ask the Father for strength & I respect all faiths & beliefs. I do not judge & I choose not to be racist, sexist of narrow minded. I speak my prayers and devotions to myself in private & I seek no retribution on those who disagree. I will tell you of my beliefs yet I will not preach. I am. Just that - I am.
I've lived through domestic violence, childhood abuse and neglect, poverty and chronic illness.
I am sister, friend, wife, lover, mother. I am a survivor.
I'm an honest and loyal person. I'm a mom of four (3 girls and a boy) I suffer chronic illness and get blue at times. I am a recovering "goth".
I am an amateur photographer. I am an actress and I model as well. I also do some coordinating work in nightclubs across the Maritimes with a local promoter. I am an artist. I play with webdesign and graphics. I write erotica - if you would like to read it - message me for the URL.
I wear my heart on my sleeve yet I am also cynical and jaded. I've been hurt and betrayed by both friends as well as lovers. I still try to trust unless given a reason not to. I do not accept dishonesty in my life. I do not accept deception. I'm old enough to know how to live life and have fun and too damn young to stop just yet.
My Father
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December 16 1930 - March 29 1998My father was a true hero. My father saved my life and that of my sister. Our mother was sick. She was ...
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Border Guards Deserve More
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Agents left their posts at the Douglas, Pacific Highway, Aldergrove, and Huntington crossings at about 2 p.m. Sunday after an alert was...
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My Inspirations
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My network. The people who keep me sane, balanced and safe....
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"The first of April, some do say Is set apart for All Fool's Day; But why the people call it so Nor I, nor they themselves, do know, But on this day are people sent On purpose for pure merriment."
... I wish you dear Friend a happy April's 1st With Love Ana
"I think over again my small adventures My fears, those small ones that seemed so big For all the vital things I had to get and reach And yet there is only one great thing The only thing To live to see the great day that dawns And the light that fills the world."
- Unknown Inuit -
... another monday, a new week. I wish you dear Friend, a perfect one With Love Ana
- Remember its quite true to say One smile is worth a dozen frowns. - It enriches those who receive, Without making poorer those who give. - Among the worlds expensive things A smile is very cheap. - The world will seem a better place And all because you smiled. - And after all this my dear Friend Just give a big one: it's Weekend
... so, I wish you a wonderful one. And, smile dear Friend With Love Ana *flower
Only a night from old to new! Always a night from old to new! And in the first day, My wishes are few: The beginning of the end Of all wars in the world That all the soldiers safe return home The beginning of the end Of the prejudice, intolerance, racism Hunger, greed, attacks to life. After that night is the first new dawn And may we can start from the beginning, Living together, without haste In union with kind Mother Earth.
... I wish you a new year full of Love and Peace my Friend Ana
"When our community is in a state of peace, it can share that peace with neighboring communities, and so on. When we feel love and kindness towards others, it not only makes others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace. And there are ways in which we can consciously work to develop feelings of love and kindness. For some of us, the most effective way to do so is through religious practice. For others it may be non-religious practices. What is important is that we each make a sincere effort to take our responsibility for each other and for the natural environment we live in seriously." HH the Dalai Lama Ana
"A friend is someone who dances with you in the sunlight and, walks with you in the shadows. Is someone who stays there in silence and, hears what you say no mater the subject. Walks by your side and, behind you and catchs if you stumble. A FRIEND is a gift, a treasure to keep,to honour, whom we give a permanent place in our hearts."
... I love you sweet friend and, I wish you a wonderful weekend. Ana
The glistening sun is shining On the sparkling water, The sparkling water is connecting To the pretty ocean, The pretty ocean is as beautiful As a bachelor button flower, The bachelor button flower is yellow and blue Like the sunset sky, The sunset sky is giving peace to the Earth!
What is a Poem A poem is hidden in the soundlessspeechless soft clouds Tossing turning twisting in the crystal clear aquamarine sky Look inside a pleasing pretty flower Climb immeasurable immenseimpressive mountains If you find a poem handle it carefully Like a newborn puppy For a poem can die or slip through fingers Like creamy butter And be lost in the dark streets Look in places where you have never been before And there you might find a poem Lost somewhere in the soft clouds The clear sky or a pretty flower Waiting for you! by Amber Hickman (aged 8)
Fly Another morning comes again You rise as soon as the dawn breaks. You force yourself to carry on, However much your mind aches. The thought of freedom, The tangles of love and pain, The things you remember to breathe for, The reasons you remain. I have one thing to ask of you; Just please, can you answer me why? How can you keep your feet on the ground, When you know you were meant to fly?
There's nothing as nice As someone who shares, Your laughter, your secrets, Your wishes and cares, Someone who's there Through your good times and tears, Who stays by your side As your friend through the years.
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile... it's the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship."
My soul is the piano, Your words are the keys. Together we compose, The most wonderfu melodies. Daily my soul replays All the words You send my way. Just like a composer When is writing a play. I hear all the music, As you strikes a key. And a great orchestra, Is what you make see. We are two souls Sharing a common ground. The wonderful friendship That we have found. So what is a piano, Without the player. It's like a soul, Without a desire. That sits alone in the dark, Waiting for someone to light a spark. A hope or a desire, Waiting for someone to inspire. To play the song of the heart, A song of two souls that will never depart.