Over the years I have learned many valuable lessons. Most of the time not easy ones, seeing as I typically make things harder on myself than they should be. Resistence to change is not a good quality, especially when it's for your higher self and and the greater good of all. Fear seemed to always be in my way, what if I fail, what if they wont like me, what if I screw up. So instead of screwing up, or not being liked etc. I just wouldn't try.
When I lived in Las Vegas, last June, was the "darkest" time in my life. I was at the bottom of the bottom, I couldn't feel my way out of the hole I had created for myself. I began taking anti-depressants, seeing a therapist, found a Personal Life Coach and began a new journey back into the light. After a few months with the anti-depressants, and the non-sense that they cause, I took myself off all medicines, continued doing the assignments my life coach and therapist requested of me, and I put my "life on the line". I wasn't sure if I would make it, or what would come of the journey, but I found somewhere deep within a glimmer of hope, or a little flicker of light, and I focused on that, I focused on my dreams. my hopes, my intentions, and I began to focus on GOD again.
One of my assignments was too make a list of 10 goals, you know lose 10 pounds get out of debt, better relationships, but the one thing I had never put down on paper was that of owning my own business. It seems that within months of writing out that intention and voicing to several people coach, therapist, love of my life, family, that dream came to reality. WOW THE POWER OF INTENTION WORKS...THE LAWS OF ATTRACTION....(LATER BLOG)!!! I AM SOO BLESSED, NOT ONLY DID I LEARN SOMETHING, I COMPLETED A TASK THAT I BEGAN. I KNEW IF I TRIED AND FAILED THEN I COULD AT LEAST SAY I TRIED, WHICH IS BETTER THAN NOT DOING THE THINGS YOU DREAM OF, AT ALL. Mind you I didn't do this myself...I am very very greatful for my friend and mother of my Love Al. She is the one that made this dream a reality and a day rarely goes by that I don't tell her thank you for making this dream come true.
Since leaving Las Vegas, and opening our store in Madison Ohio, I have seen in action, the results of listening to my inner being, focusing my intentions on an outcome, and manifestation of dreams come true. For these lessons, and learning I am truly blessed.
I thank GOD, the Divine, my friends, my angels and my guides for allowing me to see my true potential, and realizing that DREAM"S DO COME TRUE!