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CAPTURING SERENITY IS A PERSONAL JOURNEY INTO THE REALMS OF THE UNSEEN EYE...

Posted: Thursday February 8, 2007, 10:38 am
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Ann D. (40) 		Thursday February 8, 2007, 2:24 pm
I BELIEVE IN TOTAL UNIVERSAL COMMUNICATION...FROM WITHIN MY INNER SELF TOWARDS THE DIVINITY I SEEK...I BELIEVE ONLY BY SEEKING THIS ELEMENT OF FAITH CAN I CONVERSE...NOT WITH WORDS, THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS BUT FROM BEYOND THEM AND FROM BUILDING THIS BELIEF...THE DIVINITY I SEEK IS WITHIN A SOURCE OUR BRAIN, MIND AND CONCIOUS CANNOT ACCEPT BECAUSE OF ITS PHYSICAL CONFINES...MY SUPER-CONCIENCE DELIVERS ME THESE RELEASES AND RELIEF

ENLIGHTENMENT TO ALL

Ann D. (40) 		Thursday February 8, 2007, 5:23 pm
hi, my studies of the lord have left me to conclude that he was the living spirit..the son therefore the eternal child...his apparition was physical to compound mankind into the true accumulation of our wisdom...he was to teach us of what we should be and not what we had become...our intellects were at a point that there was no longer time or space for primate concious...for we had lived through centuries and arose within the passing passages of existence inside a constant strive...we had fed from nature, we had begged to live and for eternal salvation before jesus arrived..he was just a mere messenger to remind us of our lost destinies...he stressed throughout his words that we were and are the miracle...was jesus a real man? yes! is jesus a real man...does a real man sacrifice all he has including his own to save all others...yes...so if jesus is apparant on earth today...the eternal spirit would not change..so yes! understanding the true concepts of divine love and jesus is simply within you or not.

Ann D. (40) 		Saturday February 10, 2007, 1:02 pm
i think that if you send negative energy then it will always arrive back and you must be strong enough and willing to take it...if you replace the smallest amount of negativity with positivity then you will achieve your goals with only positive energies (that you are responsible for) surrounding you...

for example if you wanted a bad person to stop hurting someone...then instead of imagining or willing the bad person bad...wish their victim well...imagine the victim/s smiling and even reigning over the evil or bad...imagine the person euthoric and dancing and even telling you how they are free of the bad...


Ann D. (40) 		Sunday February 11, 2007, 8:44 am
astral travel, astral projection or some other form of experience?

about 13 years ago i was asleep in bed one night. at a time in my life that i bordered death in every one of days seconds. my system was in the most extreme abused state. i was a victim of daily systematic violence and to counteract the pain from this i therefore abused drugs. my mind was a shattered illusion that drove on instinctive paranoia. i detatched from every single living entity that i knew or had know...i was 6 stone in weight!

asleep on that night i was next to the x-partner that caused me the beatings and mental abuse. i have no recollection of any dream or visions before the experience that was coming as i was suddenly in the most euthoric sensation lept forth from within my body outside of it. the feeling was of being sucked into sole gravity. i was in flight as the suction ceased and left me amid an empty and soundless space. i examined my whole body and touched over my face and could feel but within a new and unknown (therefore indescribable) sense or sensation. in joy i immediately lunged upwards in a controlled flight. it was the most beautiful experience i had/have ever experienced...i slowed in my flight as my concious began t become aware of something higher and above me, not in direction but in devine status that led me to being aware of it. i immediately tried to lunge towards it (strangely enough the direction i was inclined to soare towards felt in our human gravity upwards)...then a sudden windy atmosphere surrounded me...the wind streams were carrying what looked like leaves in a forrest of autumn. surrounded by the wind and the leaf like objects i then felt a very strong gravity that came from within me and out of my whole back suckling me back down...i immediately began to fight the feeling as i was now possesed with reaching this unknow divinity in the opposite direction to that of which my body was pulling.

my natural human instinct drove me to look down. i was directly above myself and my x-partner. there was only the double bed and the two of us there. everything else looked like a dark tunnel. i was lay on my back and deep asleep with an expressionless face. my x-partner had his back to me curled in a ball like way. the whole of me cringed and tensed and pannicked as i was being dragged back towards the sight. as i was about to scream out i felt an almighty power of force suck me back into my body and i sat up startled, pannicking, sweating, heavy breathing and near convulsing. it took me a while and i managed to calm myself down. until i looked at my x-partner and he was lay in the exact position i had seen from the sight. as the pannick again started i was nearly being swallowed by the matress as fear and confusion swallowed my mind (i had had strange experiences as a very young child but had become very unable to cope with them from being unfamiliar in time). then a sudden apparition of a tall man with powerful strong and distinct features was there infront of me. i both saw his face suspended about ten feet away and his body walking past himself in a hazy shadow form. his eyes then filled with a look that i have never seen and the fear and pannick that i was feeling became tame and i was held (for the slightest second but for what also felt like a minute) within his expression...then i fell asleep.

i am now free from abuse. i am clean from drugs. i am strong in mind. but strange things still occur!

Ann D. (40) 		Sunday February 11, 2007, 8:57 am
those who abuse in the name of christ deserve not his name. those who willingly give name to those who take the lords the in vain seal the title of their own undoing. for they are laying false title as others claim it.

all those who create bias or injury using the lords name are not the true cristians. they are allowed to take false reign because others bestow this title upon them.

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 19, 2007, 10:55 pm
ode to the dark insistence...

if you are forthright with insistency of the truth...your statements of believing in spirituality seem duplex, contorted and confused...your abuse and outlandish statements are an abuse to yourself...you express a divisional outburst of non-respect and need a retort as salvation...you are penting energy that no true spiritual apparition, enlightenment or mortal could even perceive...this is my truth and offered in the respect that you first educate your questions before ever expecting to receive true education...freedom of expression is not a compound of attack...it is a compound of release...as purely spiritual and enlightening... not mere psychological outbursting...maybe you could channel your energy into helping the world rather than deeming to insult but without truth and reference you demise your own respect

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 19, 2007, 10:56 pm
you are great through being humble...respect to you

Ann D. (40) 		Saturday February 24, 2007, 9:49 am
di·vin·i·ty (d-vn-t)
n. pl. di·vin·i·ties
1. The state or quality of being divine.
2.
a. Divinity The godhead; God. Used with the.
b. A deity, such as a god or goddess.
3. Godlike character.
4. Theology.

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 26, 2007, 1:48 pm
spirituality!...born or bread so?...i think both may be true too...but some people may hold a greater instinct that cultivates it more naturally or powerfully...maybe it is carried through each strenght of belief in each life we lead...i do believe in after and before life and the possibilities (not all principles) of reincarnation too

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 26, 2007, 1:57 pm
maybe?

I Corinthians 11:14 - Doth not even nature itself teach you, that, if a man have long hair, it is a shame unto him?

maybe it is refered to nature itself and not the man...nature teaches and we are educated from that...maybe the long hair represents the natures teachings...but the long hair shows the man has not stepped out from the teachings to be fully educated...maybe we should always be the cultivators of nature...not the catastrophe that we are...if we did leave nature to its own thing, it would overtake us physically...maybe something was in reference to that...being too lost in nature and not cultivating it with respect????

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 26, 2007, 2:06 pm
EGO PERSONA 2:05 PM
i personally see the ego as the emancipated and compounded self...the ego is the determing strenght that carries storage to the soul...protects the soul and therefore recreates and reimbursts the soul...our inner god...that we are self and selfless...self so that the ego may grow and develop and not conform us but be a solid counterpart of us...selfless so we may carry this strenght through life to pass onto or effect others with...i think the ego size does not effect the confidence amount...the ego merely summons what large or little confidences we have...it is our might that if abused turns to spite

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 26, 2007, 2:16 pm
I TOO FEEL WE SHOULD FEAR MUCH MORE LOOSING EGO THAN FEAR LETTING OURSELVES BE EGOLESS...WE WOULD BECOME EASILY TRODDEN SOULS...

Ann D. (40) 		Monday February 26, 2007, 2:21 pm
MY TRUE RELIGION IS THE EXPERIENCE OF ALL FAITHS ON EARTH...THE CONCEPT TO RISE WITHIN THIS AND BE AWARE OF THIS IS OUR ETERNITY...I AM A CHRISTIAN IN MY FOUNDING OF FAITH BUT I AM UNIVERSAL IN RELIGIOUS ACCEPTANCE (ONLY THE PURE COUNTERPARTS OF EACH)

Ann D. (40) 		Tuesday January 8, 2008, 9:03 am
all experience is never in isolation. time has fabricated space unto what it is today. god did fabricate both messenger and messiah, and this is the highest role model i could ever perceive, that which is of god and from the devine will.

Ann D. (40) 		Tuesday January 8, 2008, 9:22 am
i spiritually love you all

yet my heart bleeds

my soul is open to you

but i am physically bound by silence

i love you all like religion

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