My mum is not the person I would like her to be either, I think she never learnt compassion or dignity in this sufferring world. My brother hung himself 17 years ago at age 22, when I was 24, I
miss him, my uncle garotted himself a year later, then I found my best male friend dead, and had to give him mouth to mouth, but he was gone. all m,y gen X friends are dead or toothless. My mum does have much to answer for as to why did she have me at 17? She can't really answer that, all she says is that it was a mistake.