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Mar 17, 2006

My Last Share Anywhere
I stand Out in the cold dark and wet world,
With a razor sharp wooden stake
Driven straight through my heart
So just let me close my eyes never to
Awaken nevermore.

Is this really a poem or is it?
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Posted: Friday March 17, 2006, 6:56 pm
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Past Member (0)
Friday March 17, 2006, 7:50 pm
I REALLY HOPE it is just a poem...we all feel this way sometimes...but if you are really feeling this a lot you need help...I am sorry I cannot reach out there and HUG you...
BUT you need to PULL YOURSELF out of that negitive talk!
I am a small woman that has been raped 3 times...once was by my ex whom before he did that I LOVED him...HE not only raped me but added 2 friends in for the FUN...
I PULLED through that stuff and whatever you are going through YOU can pull thoruhg it too!
I am not making your stuff seem LESS tahn mine, I am sharing that we all go through hard times...
and it is those of us that KEEP going that ARE someone...ARE YOU someone? or are you going to shut your eyes forever?
I have known 22 people in MY life...I am 46 years old...22 people who have KILLED themselves...
ARE you going to be Number 23???
HOLD ON!!!!!
Someday YOU will be proud of yourself for doing that...I a was almost in your shoes...but I stopped and here I am today...
IF even to tell you ...that YOU matter in this world.
Love and Light Nikki Jo

Purrfect Storm (139)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 4:50 am
Please hold on here! I have been wondering why you keep popping up in my thoughts so much. I hope this "just a poem," as Nikki Jo commented below. Please don't do something that all of us who you (even if it's "virtually") will regret! I lost someone who was like a brother to me in the early '80's, and it still hurts - and it always will. God knows I have been in the lowest depths more than I want to remember in my 50 years, but someone has always come along (a guardian angel?) and given me at least one reason not to act on those emotional invitations. If for no other reason, remember me (and others) who would lose what we consider to be a really great friend who is always there to brighten our mundane existance! With my MS (Multiple Sclerosis), I have become a caged bird of sorts. There are months that go by when I barely (or never) leave our apt. My computer and people like you bring so much sunshine into an otherwise dull existance (not counting my husband and 2 cats, anyway). I am always happy to hear from you and get the beautiful images you send me, and I will be even more happy to be a better friend and talk to you more often through emails and/or IM (if I can get Yahoo to work with it like it did last fall).
PLEASE tell me this is JUST A POEM! I am waiting to hear from you. I have been up all night (am getting a migraine, too) and will eventually have to get some asleep, but I won't sleep well if I don't hear from you first. As a matter of fact, I'll likely have night terrors if I go to sleep feeling like this - and I know you wouldn't want me to. Please answer me ASAP.
Love and Hugs!

Past Member (0)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 7:59 am
Do not do stuff like this, as Sandy says even us VIRTUAL PEOPLE CARE...and it is hard cuz we cannot GET there to help you out of the pain...YOU need to do it...
love and light, Nikki Jo

Past Member (0)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 2:39 pm
Dragon sweetie - you have us concerned for you here - Will you please contact one of us. You are in all of our thoughts. Talk to us please
Love Jennie P.

Past Member (0)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 3:14 pm
Hang in there! Life is good! :)

Dragon Storm (170)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 3:22 pm
To Everyone concerned, at the time i wrote this it was a poem,this was done in 1975.I was remembering back to that time because of events the past 2 weeks at my place.After I had lost my family and girlfriend on seperate occasions mind you in '75 I really did think like this,but with the way things went in my life It would be foolish to even consider this.When i lost everyone,I joined the army,work for them some still and have my own business and would be foolish to even ruin what it took me years to build.Also this was the easiest thing i could find because all i had to do was copy and paste it from my folder.The reason being that i suffered injuries to both my hands and left arm in the line of duty 2 nights ago,I'm a bodyguard/bounty hunter.Instead of typing with 2 hands now I use my right one more because it's the least injured one.So I just hunt and peck lol.My left hand is injured all the way back to the wristis still also swollen and very painful including the knuckles and has a fever to boot.So in this case this is the last post until my left hand heals.
Hope this eases the concern

Past Member (0)
Saturday March 18, 2006, 4:19 pm
OH! Ok good! great...I am glad you are still HERE...
Nikki Jo

MoonMaiden M. (1283)
Sunday March 19, 2006, 1:39 am
You had a lot of your friends worried about you.
Your a srtong person.

Purrfect Storm (139)
Sunday March 19, 2006, 2:21 pm
This was NOT in the least to be trivialized, and it was not humorous in any way. You really did scare some of us. I'm very glad you're still with us and that it wasn't real, but please never do this to us again. I could have had a stroke with my high blood pressure (my dad died of his final stroke when I was barely 9 and was paralyzed in his whole left side before that - at 55 years of age - and I'm 50 and counting). How would you feell if one of us did what you did and you came across it?
Walk in love and light!

Rebecca Wiles (1160)
Tuesday April 11, 2006, 6:06 pm
Whew! I just now read this and I don't want to lose another friend this way! Glad it was just a reflection Dragon Storm! HUGS!!!


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