Life…

Ok…I’m just here at home, watching Abrams and Bettes on my TiVO. I just want to write about what I’m doing right now. I know  that this blog I’m writing…no one will read it because you’ll think it’s sooo boring… ha ha ha.

Well, as some of you may all know…I became an auntie and an older cousin in a matter of 2 days. Madison Marie Carrera became my niece on May 27, and Ana Marisol Cabello, became my new little cousin on the 30^th. That I realize that life is so powerful.

Why? I mean, I am now realizing that life is just special…even when people say, “OMG, I HATE LIFE!!! I WANNA DIE!!!” Because people like that…aren’t living what they are living for. (That’s why I dropped the “emo” label. Skye, if you are reading this…you are right. EMO is just not a word. Emo is nothing.). And I think life is just telling me that I must take what’s about to give me. For example, I am ready to take the challenge of going to summer school this year for the next 3 weeks. I am ready to face the move to Mexicali in July. I am ready to make my dreams come true. By the time I receive my diploma, life is now against me.

What’s life doing to me right now? Great. I just turned into a Vegetarian. I can’t eat meat anymore. And some of my friends think that I will forget being a vegetarian in 2 weeks. I mean, HELLO. If I eat meat, I get those painful stomach aches and I just can’t move at all. So my mom told me, “Ay, Anita, you are turning into a vegetarian. You gotta stop eating carne asada.” Ok…And I gotta avoid what I’m eating at school, too, because lately at work, I am getting painful stomach aches. And pretty much on one day, I didn’t go at all because of that.

Speaking of work, this Friday, I end my era at BW. I am saddened to say. I do learned a lot over there and I would like it to be my new job. NOOO!!! ( I know, Lebriia, you do feel the same thing, too.)

I have this feeling that maybe this month, I will see Adam again. I don’t know. He said he will return to C-Town this weekend, and hopefully he will stay for the whole month. Hopefully…I just have to keep my fingers crossed…