Very tired and sore.

There was also the first real snow of the year, but it didn't last long at all....

More arguements....

I got a letter from my insurance company today, and had a severe panic attack....

I had an arguement with Dana today, we almost broke up....

I had a fight with the neighbour this afternoon. Apparently I'm not helping them enough.

They don't know, or don't care, that I haven't done anything for myself for years. I have trouble getting out of bed sometimes.

I had suicidal ideation for a while, then went to bed....

Very tired, stiff and sore. I wonder if I'm coming down with something....

Not a great day, Dana and I argued a lot....

I went down to Reston to see Dana and Victoria. Dana and I took Echo for a walk on the Canupawakpa hiking trail.

After supper, I went back to Virden to play poker at the Legion.

It went better than I expected, and I came close to making the final table....

Very sore and tired...

Feeling taken advantage of...