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May 4, 2009

by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

The month of May is always a very powerful time of year. With all of the challenges that are going on in people's lives at this time, we have a real opportunity to help clear the surfacing negativity.  We can do this by joining our hearts and our intentions together and utilizing the greatly expanded influx of Light that is pouring into the planet this month.

May is considered a very mystical month because of several activities of Light that take place during this time. The 1st of May is known as Saint Germain's Ascension Day. Every year on this day, Saint Germain and the Legions of the Violet Flame bless the Earth with an influx of the Violet Flame of Freedom's Love and Forgiveness. This year, because of the need of the hour, this activity of the Violet Flame is going to build in momentum throughout the entire month of May.  Please do not let this opportunity pass you by. Invoke this powerful gift of the Violet Flame every day, and transmute the painful things that are coming up to be healed in your life and in the lives of all Humanity.

Mother Mary is another very powerful Being of Light who is associated with the mystical month of May. Every year, throughout the month of May, Mother Mary's Temple of The Immaculate Heart is opened in the Inner Realms of Light. This year, Mother Mary is taking this opportunity to lift Humanity further into the frequencies of God’s Divine Love than we have ever experienced.

Throughout the month of May, while our physical bodies sleep at night, our I AM Presence is escorting us into Mother Mary's Temple of The Immaculate Heart in the Inner Realms of Illumined Truth.  When we arrive, Mother Mary embraces each of us and intensifies the cloak of Divine Love that she gave to every person on Earth last May. This gift from On High is lifting every man, woman, and child into higher frequencies of our Father-Mother God’s Divine Love than we have ever been able to experience. This merciful act of Divine Intervention and Grace is increasing our ability to be powerful forces of Love while we are facing any adversity in our lives. This comforting presence of Divine Love will help us to quickly move through this difficult but very necessary cleansing process.

Another event that takes place in May is the Taurus Full Moon, which celebrates the birth and Ascension of Gautama Buddha and the Enlightened Consciousness of the Buddha within Humanity. This festival is known as Wesak, and this year it occurs on May 9th. It is the second of the three Full Moon Festivals of Spring.

The first festival is the Aries Full Moon, which celebrates Passover and the Resurrection of the Love Nature of The Christ and the awakening of Christ Consciousness within Humanity. The Gemini Full Moon, which is the third of the Full Moon Festivals of Spring, is known as the celebration of the Goodwill of Humanity. During this Full Moon, which will occur this year on June 7th, the Love Nature of The Christ and the Enlightenment of the Buddha bathe the Earth and bless all Humanity.

Because of the incredible activities of Light that have been accomplished by Lightworkers all over the world in the last few years, Saint Germain is now able to bless Humanity with unprecedented 5th-Dimensional frequencies of the Violet Flame. This year on Saint Germain’s Ascension Day, we received a greater influx of the Violet Flame than ever before. This is because of the need of the hour and the heartfelt invocations of hundreds of thousands of Lightworkers all over the world. This powerful Light is now building in momentum as it floods through the Heart Flames of Lightworkers into the negativity that is surfacing all over the world to be healed.  The Violet Flame will increase daily and hourly throughout the month of May through the heartfelt invocations of people like you and me.

Please join with me and the Lightworkers all over the world who are volunteering to be the Open Door for this unprecedented gift of Light from our Father-Mother God.

This invocation is stated in the 1st person, so that we will all experience the Violet Flame personally and tangibly, but know that we are serving simultaneously as surrogates on behalf of every man, woman and child on Earth. We are invoking the mighty I AM Presence of every person on this planet to join with us in perfect alignment with his or her Divine Plan.

I AM One with ALL Life, and as I AM lifted up, ALL Life is lifted up with me.


Through the Beloved Presence of God, I AM, now blazing in my heart and the hearts of all Humanity, I invoke Beloved Saint Germain and ALL of the Legions of Light throughout infinity who are associated with the 5th-Dimensional frequencies of the Violet Flame of Freedom's Love and Forgiveness.

Blessed Ones, as I invoke the Violet Flame for myself, I simultaneously invoke it for my Loved Ones and all Humanity.

Blaze, blaze, blaze the full momentum of this Sacred Violet Fire in, through and around every electron of precious Life energy I have ever misqualified in any time frame or dimension both known and unknown. Transmute these patterns of imperfection cause, core, effect, record and memory into God’s Infinite Perfection.   (pause)

I AM now blazing the 5th-Dimensional frequencies of the Violet Flame through every thought, word, action or feeling I have ever expressed that reflects anything less than the Immaculate Concept of my full Divine Potential.    (pause)

Beloved I AM, look into my life now and see what yet remains to be balanced by me to any person, place, condition or thing I may have wronged at any time, in any way, for any reason whatsoever.

Beloved I AM, reach your great loving hands of Light into all of the positively qualified energy I have released throughout my Earthly sojourn, and draw forth a thousand times as much perfection as I have ever done wrong.

Fashion from this substance of perfection a Gift of Divine Love, whatever is necessary to balance every debt I have created which still remains unpaid to any part of Life.   (pause)

Beloved I AM, I ask you to forgive through the power of the Violet Flame every person, place, condition or thing which may have wronged me in any way, and balance all debts owed to me by Life everywhere.

I accept this victoriously accomplished through the Power of God, I AM.  

And so it is.


As we enter the Temple of the Immaculate Heart during the month of May, Beloved Mother Mary will embrace each of us in her loving arms. She will remind us of our sojourn in her sacred temple prior to this embodiment. We will know that we came to Earth during this Cosmic Moment with but one desire, to do God's Will. We will remember that we volunteered to be powerful Instruments of God during this critical time and that we have been training for aeons of time for this mission. We will also remember that we promised to be the full manifestation of Divine Love while serving the Light in this embodiment. Mother Mary’s expansion of the gift of our cloak of Divine Love will help us to fulfill our Divine Missions.

With Mother Mary's assistance, we will know that we chose to bring a portion of the Divine Plan, encoded within our Heart Flames, through the veil of physical birth. And she will remind us of the vow she took to come and assist us at this time of the fulfillment of our missions. Mother Mary will also help us to remember the capacity we have within our Lifestreams to fulfill our Divine Purpose with dignity, honor and victory.

During this holy month of May, Mother Mary will assist our I AM Presence to expand the Immortal Victorious Threefold Flames within our hearts. Through this expansion, our Heart Flames will begin to pulsate in perfect balance.

We will now be able to consciously magnify the Divinity within ourselves and within all Life. Our up-reaching consciousness will easily conduct the frequencies of Divine Love, Healing, Prosperity, Peace, Joy and Happiness into the world of form to bless all Life.

Through this activity of Light, every I AM Presence now affirms:

I AM a universal forcefield of Transfiguring Divine Love. The Love of God is now thriving on Earth through the Heart Flame of every person. The Flaming Heart of Divine Love that is now encapsulating the Earth is transfiguring into Light every frequency of energy, vibration and consciousness that is less than God’s Divine Love.

The dedicated Lightworkers who are serving the Light through this activity are selflessly paving the way for the New Earth. The I AM Presence of each one is permanently setting this Earth on a planetary course of Divine Love, right here and right now.   And so it is.

Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
New Age Study of Humanity's Purpose
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©2009 Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

The information in this monthly sharing is being given to Humanity by the Beings of Light in the Realms of Illumined Truth. The Divine Intent of these celestial sharings is to encourage, empower, uplift and inspire Humanity by allowing us to see the bigger picture during these wondrous but often challenging times.

presented by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles 

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Precious One, are you feeling overwhelmed by the challenges that are taking place in your life? Do things seem to be getting more difficult even though people keep telling you that they should be getting easier? Well, you are certainly not alone. The good news is that you do not have to just grin and bear it.  YOU can change your life. That statement is not just hype, it is a profound Truth.

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Brief Bio:
Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

Patricia was a marriage and family counselor for twenty years. During that time she cofounded the nonprofit, educational organization the New Age Study of Humanity's Purpose. Patricia is an internationally known teacher and author. She has written the ten books listed below and produced tapes, CDs and DVDs that supplement her work. She is editor and publisher of the monthly newsletter titled TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR LIFE and has a weekly Online radio program. For over 30 years, Patricia has traveled around the world lecturing and teaching workshops to help awakening souls fulfill their Divine Potential.

Books by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

Take Charge of Your Life
The Next Step...Re-Unification with the Presence of God Within our Hearts
Your Time Is At Hand
The Awakening...Eternal Youth, Vibrant Health, Radiant Beauty
Stargate of the Heart
What On Earth Is Going On?
It Is Time For You To Be Financially Free
HOME...Heaven On Mother Earth
The Violet Flame...God's Gift to Humanity
I AM Cocreating the New Earth...A Book of Invocations

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Posted: May 4, 2009 10:23pm
Mar 25, 2009
From the Mastery of Meditation, Kundalini yoga, and Zen from WWW.ANMOLMEHTA.COM 5 Major Obstacles to Self-Realization & Enlightenment

Importance of God Realization
Obstacles to Spiritual Enlightenment

"Hitch your wagon to a star!" is a famous Ralph Waldo Emerson quote urging you to aim high and have soaring aspirations.  I would like you to actually raise the level of your aspirations even higher, I would like you to raise the level of your aim to the very highest achievement possible in life, I would prefer if you "Hitch your wagon to infinity!"  Why even settle for a star?

Before all the experts on non-duality start clamoring that there should be no purpose to life, you should not set goals, etc, let me say that if there is any purpose at all to life, then it is Self-Realization, or to put it another way, it is to find God.  Everything else is immature.

So you must make the most of this chance.  No matter if you believe in reincarnation or not, this life is a golden opportunity to achieve this highest possible purpose of human life.  For those who believe reincarnation exists, you know how very precious and rare a human birth is, and for those who believe there is just one go around, well you certainly don't want to waste this opportunity then for sure.  Either way, since you are here anyway, why not shoot for highest high.

In this article, I would like to discuss the 5 major obstacles that often prevent you from fulfilling this great journey to God Realization.

5 Major Obstacles to Self-Realization:

1. Ignorance:

By ignorance here I mean that folks are just not aware that they actually have an infinite, divine aspect which can be discovered and abided in.  I remember speaking to a close relative once, who was surprised that there were people today who had awakened to their Infinite nature and lived life from there. 

You don't have to believe that there is an eternal aspect to your being, although doing so and clinging to that belief is a valid Advaita Vedanta technique for enlightenment, but what you have to consider is that there is this possibility, and then explore your inner walls to discover if there is any truth to this claim.

If you outright reject that such as aspect to your being exists, life does not care, it does not matter to anyone else, it only means you will miss the whole point of being born.

One other point I would like to make with regard to ignorance, has to do with the pursuit of wealth, power, fame, etc.  Without getting into a big debate regarding the Easterlin Paradox (the research that says, money cannot buy you happiness), I would like to point out that chasing these material pleasures can potentially make your dream world nicer, but they do little for you in terms of waking up to the Truth.

This waking up, or Self-Realization, is worth it because it means you are now finally free from delusion, and can fully express your true self and live the life you were meant to live.  So if you want to pursue just material pleasures, in lieu of Enlightenment, then please go ahead and do so, just understand that this is ignorant and only manipulation of a dream reality.

Just to be clear here, I am not against material gains, wealth, power, fame, etc, what I am saying is that if you just chase that, you will go through life asleep.  Also, one other secret I will share with you is that all these material rewards are likely to be yours anyway, if you truly walk the path to Enlightenment.  After all, who is more famous than Lord Jesus and Lord Buddha!

2. Compromising:

Just don't do it.  Don't settle.  I know life and society wears you down slowly.  Chipping away at your heart and soul.  The uncompromising attitude, fire and exuberance of youth is slowly smothered by the endless responsibilities and difficulties of life, but don't give up. 

Research finds that men in their 40s and 50s, are quite prone to depression, and this is primarily because they are starting to feel that the great life they aspired to live, won't be realized anymore.  They feel they must swallow the bitter pill of "reality" and practicality.  This is rubbish.  Remain inspired, keep going, fight, don't settle.  Find ways to stay on course.  The only answer ever is God, everything else will fall into it's right place when Self-Realization is the underlying theme of your life. Let this great work, light your way forward.

If you are young, choose wisely.  I hope you find great teachers who will guide you well, so that you don't find yourself so mired in financial commitments and other responsibilities that you no longer have time to think about your divine nature.  You are blessed with abundant energy and death is far on the horizon, you have no excuse to not walk the walk.

3. Confusion:

Perhaps worse than the ignorant are the confused.  There really piss me off.  The confused are those who have health, know Self-Realization is the purpose of life, have food, clothing and shelter, but find excuses to run after other things endlessly.  What is wrong with you all?  Stop it.  At least the ignorant were clueless, they simply did not know better, but you do.  You know and yet you don't do what is necessary.

At one point or another we all make this mistake. Sometimes repeatedly .  I know I have and when I do, I get mad at myself too.  What the hell am I doing?  Not doing my daily meditation, not doing my yoga, not staying aware from moment to moment.  What am I doing?  Blogging and working all the time.  It's pathetic and I yell at myself and get back on the right path.  You must do the same, and if you need someone to yell at you, call me .

So confused means you lose sight of the fact that the true purpose of life, if any, is God Realization, Self-Realization, Enlightenment.  This must be the guiding force of your life.  Don't worry, life will give you everything else you need, she is our mother, and she won't abandon us.  You just keep your eye on finding Dad .

4. Laziness:

Perhaps I should categorize these folks with the confused, but I wanted to give them their very own space so they could feel truly pathetic.  The ignorant don't know better, the confused are at least trying to build an empire or something, what in the world are you folks doing?

You know what is at stake, have time and health, but are just mindlessly wasting precious time.  There are a million forms of mindless entertainment to keep you drugged and serving the purpose that society wishes from you.  But from this you must break free.  Come on yaar (friend), make some effort, show some willpower, turn off the TV, stop browsing the web, the sports matches can wait, infuse some balance into your life.  Once you start to gather momentum and break the cycle of inertia you will be unstoppable, so let's get going.

For more on this topic, here is an interesting read on how Zen views laziness: The True Meaning of Laziness.

5. Impatience:

It is unlikely that the highest achievement in life, is going to be easily accomplished by you overnight.  We are being trained to become quite an impatient and instant gratification society.  This can be easily seen not only in the use of medical drugs for muscle building, fat loss, pain, etc, but is also more subtly visible in relationships that today tend to skip romance all together and go straight to sex.

This attitude has spilled over into the spiritual arena as well, and I have written about this in the article, No Shortcuts to Enlightenment.  Essentially, the point here is that for Self-Realization, you will have to stay on the path for as long as it takes.  Another secret I would like to share with you here is that the path itself is really a lot of fun, Enlightenment is great, but so is the work leading up to it.


In the article, How to Discover Your Divine Nature, I wrote about how to recognize your Higher Self by experiencing an aspect of it.  The key to such awakening, is meditation and I want to stress that this is the real reason for human birth.  Although Enlightenment has absolutely no material value, without it life is absolutely useless.  If you don't want to have lived such a meaningless life, you need to wake up and claim your birthright of knowing you and God are One.  Let's get to it.


To get you started on meditation, you might want to sign up for the free online yoga and meditation classes offered here.  Also, here is the link to the Beginner's Meditation Class.  If you are an advanced yogi or meditator, I challenge you to take a swing at the Silent Mind Meditation Technique.

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Posted: Mar 25, 2009 1:39pm
Mar 25, 2009

This is an emailI received and plopped into a share on C2 so that al who were interested could join in the free energy healing this weekend.

(from Qigong Energy Healing

I am sending a reminder about the free distant healing session on March 29, 2009 from 7-8pm Pacific or Los Angeles, Ca. Time. When the original notice goes out early some people can forget they joined the session and they may be experiencing unusual things. You can include all your friends and family members by following the instructions below.

You join this session by using your intention and that is all. You do not send me an include email to join. There are more details about this later in the email. The minute you use your intention then energy can begin to flow to you.

Some of the things that you can experience from the energy adjustments before the main session are tingling, vibration, pressure or electrical sensations in your body. You can feel very energetic and peaceful or lethargic as toxins are released. Dreams can become very vivid and unusual. Unusual aches and pains may come and go as the energy works through the blockages. You may have to use the bathroom more as your body detoxifies and releases toxins. You may also feel unusually hot or very cold at times. If you feel very cold then you are releasing old stagnant energy out of your system. You can also feel more emotional as you release repressed emotions. From a Traditional Chinese Medicine perspective much dis-ease is caused by emotional repression.

All these things are very good and a sign that you are being helped by the energy. It can be a bit like a roller coaster ride leading up to the main session where you feel very energetic for awhile then very tired. Just realize that when you feel tired that it is a time of purification and you can be releasing on many levels, physical, mental and emotional. After you have released the toxicity then you have raised the vibration level of your energy system.

I encourage you to forward this to your friends because it can help many people. Someone wrote me this email after one of the previous sessions. "Thank you so very much for planning another free healing session. I've already emailed your invitation onto many friends. My 2 friends had amazing experiences the last free session. They were both down with back problems, that were healed from the session and another friend was helped with an ongoing chest issue. For myself, also had a wondrous experience." Persia We can't always be sure what effect a small action can have.

The rest of this email is the same as the previous email about the session.

I'm doing another free distant energy healing session for everyone on my email list and all their friends, families, and anyone else who reads this. The main healing session will be on Sunday March 29, from 7-8 PM Pacific Time or California Time.

You can join this free distant energy healing session by using your intention to be included. If you wish to participate, just close your eyes for a minute when you read this and mentally say that you intend to join the session and want to be included. That is all you have to do to connect with the energy and you don't have to do anything else. Healing energy can begin to flow to you once you do this as many people who have done this before have reported. I will be doing unscheduled energy adjustments leading up to the main session and you can receive a lot of healing energy before the main session on March 29.

You can include other people by following the instructions later in this email.

For those who want to know more about this work you can read my website . I was the past Secretary of the International Tibetan Qigong Association and found I had a gift for distant energy healing after recovering from a serious spinal cord injury.

This is not a telephone or Internet session. All you do is just relax and sit or lie down during the session and pay attention to what is happening in your body. Because there will be many people in the session, I please ask that you don't email or call to join. I wouldn't be able to handle all the email unless it is done this way. You join simply by using your intention after reading this email. Also because this will be a big group I won't be able to answer questions before the session and I'll give the details you will need in this email.

Besides the main healing session I'll be doing regular unscheduled energy adjustments leading up to Sun. March 29 for those who intend to join before the main session. People can begin to notice effects of the energy adjustments soon after intending to join. Sensitive people can feel the effects of this adjustment period very strongly before the main session. Here are some comments from people who felt the energy working soon after intending to join.

"This is my first experience with this type of healing and I was skeptical. I am sensitive and from the time I joined I have felt this flow of energy and coolness. It's quite interesting. "

Hi, "just the minute i intended to take part, while reading the e-mail, i could feel the energy! i felt waves and waves of energy. thanks so much for sharing this blessing with us!" anna

M: "I just joined for the session and soon I started to feel tingling sensations in my upper arms and my legs. And when I set back in the chair, it encompassed my entire body." Linda

Michael, "Shortly after I signed up, I started to feel some tingling sensation around my feet. The vibration got stronger and started to work its way up into my ankles, calves and thighs. And now 24 hours later, I'm still feeling the effects of it. If this is what you call unscheduled intermittent adjustments WOW. I can't wait for the main session to start. Thank you very much" Verna

This is not a telephone or Internet session. To receive the energy you just sit or lie down and relax on Sunday March 29 from 7-8 PM Pacific or Los Angeles, California Time and receive the energy. Even if you have to be active during the session you can still receive great benefit. If you live in a different country you can convert the time on the Internet by searching for a World Time Clock.

The energy works on many levels, physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual. Even though this is a group healing session, the energy will work with everyone individually. The energy is intelligent and knows best how to work with your energy system. The energy infuses light and energy into your energy field and can clear and balance the chakras, acupuncture meridians and other energetic channels. The energy won't get dissipated with a large group and can even get stronger with more people. Distance isn't a problem and you can receive this energy anywhere in the world.

I ask for your help and please forward this to anyone you think may be interested. Anyone can join even if they haven't done this work before. It's easier to forward this email by clicking the forward button in your email program than use the link at the bottom of the page. You can post this wherever you think it would be helpful, message boards, blogs, social websites, chat rooms etc..

You can help many people by forwarding this email. Because we are in a time of major transformation predicted by many different ancient cultures, it is easier than ever to transform negative beliefs and energy patterns.

Many spiritual traditions teach that we are all connected and now some Quantum Physicists are saying the same thing. These ancient teachings often mention the most important thing we can do is help others. When we help others we are also helping ourselves because we are all connected.

In Chaos Theory there is a term called the butterfly effect. This term is used to suggest that small actions or variations in a system can affect giant and complex systems. It suggests that possibly a butterfly flapping it's wings in one part of the world could create a tornado in another part of the world or change it's direction. If you send this email to others we don't know how it will affect the bigger picture. You could send it to your friends and they could send it to their friends and it could affect hundreds of people or many people may read it on a message board.

I'm only a conduit for the energy and not the source and give all credit to the Universe or Divine or whatever term one may use. The energy helps people to adjust their energy field so they can heal themselves. I believe all healing is self healing. I'm very grateful for this gift and happy to share it.

I liken what I do to the transmitting antenna of a radio station. I'm not the source of the energy and just transmit the universal energy and frequencies. When you use your intention to join the session it is like a radio tuning into a radio station. When you post and email this to your friends then you are transmitting the healing energy to them. We will all be broadcasting healing energy to many thousands of people all around the planet.

A few other people wrote these comments after sessions.

Maureen Moss is the Executive Producer and host of World Puja Network, which is one of the oldest and largest holistic global Internet programs. She is the author of several books and wrote this about Michael's work; "The power of his work has continuously astounded me and shifted me! Michael Mohoric is one of the best energy healers I have ever had the pleasure of working with in my life... Michael is a Master Conductor of Energy!"

Sandy Johnson, is the author of "Mystics & Healers, Travels Into The World of Mystics, Shamans, & Miracle Makers", a book about healers with unusual abilities including John of God. She wrote this about this energy work after the book was published; "Even with all my exposure to healers of all types, this work leaves me amazed."

Ingrid Bacci has authored best-selling books, CD's and DVD's on self-healing and is a respected healer. She is a former professor and graduate of Harvard and Columbia Universities. Ingrid wrote the following about this work.

Hello Michael: "I want to thank you from my heart for the session Wednesday, the first I have experienced with you. As a 'healer', or facilitator of energy flow from the Universe, I recognized immediately the purity and effectiveness of your work. Before the session started, on Wednesday morning, I could feel some old emotional toxins come up and then clear. During the session itself, I felt first some 'kriya' spasms, then very strong images of gushing blue water, and then felt the energy working to open up my entire cranium and rebalance me at a deeper level in that area. I am well aware that the more 'open' our system, the more energy we can both receive and transmit, and your work felt truly profound. I also found the work very 'instructive' in the sense of guiding me to where I need to work within myself to receive at deeper levels, and a higher energy for helping others heal. Feel free to share these comments if you like. I look forward to working together more with you. Blessings, light, and many thanks," Ingrid Bacci

You can print this out and mail it to friends who don't have email to join the session. You can also read this to people over the phone if they don't have email and they'll get the energy when they use their intent to join.

For those in foreign countries you can translate this into your native language and send it to your friends to include them. Just try and stay as close and true as you can to the meaning of this email. You can leave out the testimonials in your translation.

How to Include Others

If you want to include other family members living at home in the session then just write their names on a piece of paper and put "Energy Healing" at the top of the page. Leave the paper out in the open on a counter or desk. Please don't send me their names in an additional email. You need to get other adult's permission to be included (you don't tell me). You don't need to get your children's permission. Anyone else outside your household will have to join by reading this email and using their intention to join. You can also include your pets by putting their names on the paper. Animals love the energy and respond very positively.

This isn't a phone session. You can be anywhere and receive the energy. Your intent to join is the connection. You could be in your car or on a plane and still receive the energy. It's best to try and be quiet during the session on Sun. 3/29 and just notice what is happening in your body. You can sit or lie down. You can still be active and get good results during the session but optimal results are obtained by being quiet during the session. It's ok to sleep during the session. It's helpful to not bathe right after the session, wait until the next morning. Try to avoid cold drinks the night of the main session. It's also good to take it easy the next day after the session and if you exercise do it very moderately. It's best to use the energy for healing and not for a lot of activity. The energy can continue to work in your body several days or more after the session.

I like to hear from people after the session so please feel free to email me your experience and I may have some feedback for you.

If you are not on my email list and would like to receive notices about other free sessions and my monthly newsletter then you can sign up through my website.

Don't subscribe with the link at the bottom of this email. You don't have to sign up to be on my email list to receive the energy. I send monthly notices when I start new monthly sessions and I also do these free sessions every 2-3 months. Once I've worked with someone I will then be able to send them energy in case they are ever caught in a disaster area to help them cope with the situation.

If after the session you would like to do more work with me then you can sign up through my website. I offer a monthly healing program for $99.

There is no set time for the unscheduled adjustments before the main session on Sunday 3/29/09 and you can receive this energy at any time. The unscheduled adjustments before the session can be a very powerful time. You may notice many things before, during and after the session. Some people may feel peaceful, energized, centered, balanced and sleep better. Others may be more emotional, restless and lethargic as they detoxify, which is very good. There can be a lot of purification happening on many levels during this time, emotional, mental and physical.

Before and during the session people can feel different energy sensations working in their body. Some of these feelings can be tingling, electrical, vibrating, heat, coolness, cold, pressure, lightness and other things. If you feel very cold then this is a sign that old stagnant energy is leaving your system. Try to stay warm if you feel very cold.

It is all right if you have to be active during the session. Many people have to work or take care of their families during this time. It can still be very beneficial if you aren't able to be quiet. It reduces the effects somewhat but a lot of energy can still get in. You can also be asleep during the session and this is good way to receive the energy because you will be very relaxed.

I would try not to work on anything during the session, just be receptive and let the energy do it's work. The energy knows where to work where it is most needed in your energy system. I have worked with thousands of people this way and get many reports that people are surprised that the energy often finds their blockages even though they haven't told me their symptoms.

Usually a great majority of people will have very positive results from the session. Some people are more sensitive and can feel a lot of energy moving in their body. Others may not feel the energy but will notice good effects. Before and after the sessions people can feel calm, centered, energized and balanced. They can also feel their pain greatly reduced or eliminated. Like any modality this won't work for everyone but most people notice significant results.

Don't worry if you feel odd pains come and go leading up to the main session. This is good. As the energy clears the blockage in an area it can result in temporary pain. Also people can feel extra emotional during this time, which is also very good. From a Qigong and Traditional Chinese Medical perspective much dis-ease is caused by emotional repression. The energy from these repressed emotions get stored in the organs and tissues of the body. The energy from the sessions can help to release these stored emotions. When we release repressed emotions then we can bring about deep healing. It takes a lot of energy to hold down the emotions and when they are released we can have much more energy available to us.

Sometimes people can have very beautiful and peaceful dreams during the sessions. Others can have some strange dreams. This is also beneficial. The sessions can assist people to release old stagnant energy. The energy works like a virus detection program on a computer and can remove and cancel negative energy patterns, beliefs and programming. Some people will notice that some of their old negative ways of thinking will simply be gone and sometimes addictions fall away. Don't worry if you have scary dreams during the sessions. As one releases old repressed fear out of their energy system then the mind can give it a symbol. The symbols and fear are coming from your own mind. The energy work is not causing anything, only helping to release old stuck energy and emotions.

The energy helps to purify, cleanse and detoxify the body and mind. As the energy works through the energy blockages it can cause toxins to be released that are stored in the area. Some people may feel achy or tired at times leading up to the session. This is good and very, very helpful in the healing process. Tiredness is a sign that the body is using most of it's energy for healing. Many modalities recognize the positive effects from detoxification. You may also find that you have to go to the bathroom more as you release toxins. During the purification process your organs of elimination will be energetically supported to help them release the toxins. I have done this process with thousands of people and the energy always works for people's highest good. If you don't feel good some of the time, try and hold the thought that you are healing.

The time leading up to and a little while after the main energy session can be a little bit like a roller coaster ride. You can feel very energized one day and then tired the next day as you release more toxins. Just realize that every time you don't feel good that it is a powerful time for healing and that you are raising the vibration of your energy system.

I am very grateful for this opportunity to work with everyone.


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Mar 25, 2009
Accelerated Empowerment Through Carefully Chosen Beliefs  

By Anita Briggs, DCEd, MSc, DAc.

I recently started a new practice in life. This is something I did awhile ago and lost the connection to it as life got very busy for me. But then I read some short writings I had on the go and was reminded once again of the power of belief, and the immense power of empowering beliefs! So I started up the practice again, and find the effects are better than ever.

The practice I do, which is so simple, is that under any circumstance where things don't look great in outer reality, I feel disappointed, anxious, or unhappy, have doubt about a decision made, or am uncertain about a decision not yet made, etc. I will pause to think the following:

What is the most empowering belief that I could have right now?

And then I consciously choose to align to that belief, by going within, connecting to the divine presence within, and feeling that belief as the only truth of my reality.  Usually the discomforting emotions dissipate on the spot and I feel a renewed sense of being master of my life and excited at the potential unfolding. If there was not an immediate shift, then I look at the deeper unrest and apply the process to that level.

For example, if I have an unusually slow week with clients, rather than feel unease or self-doubt over it, I will think of the most empowering belief that I can make at that time.

 "I am being given time to develop new ideas for a product that is very important for people to receive at this time, which will also deepen my connection to spirit and develop my healing gifts." Or " The energy is perfect for me this week to get amazing inspiration and insights and get things done quickly."

I will then go within and connect deeply with that belief and know it as truth.  This process aligns me deeply with a reality in which that belief is proven true.  We are continually creating and tearing down futures with our many thoughts, but when we consciously align with beliefs and monitor our thougths and emotions to be supportive of those beliefs, we sustain the created future until it comes to pass in our reality.

It is quite simple. If you want to be powerfully creative of your reality, you need to consciously choose to believe in things that empower you. Belief is foundational to how you feel and think and eventually manifest in your life. When you align with empowering beliefs, you are infused with excitement and hope, and feel open to good things. You become magnetic to new potentials coming into formation.  Disempowering beliefs, on the other hand, rob you of your power and kill potential formations.

How do you feel when you immerse in each of the beliefs in the following situations? It will become evident how the beliefs you choose deeply affect your vibration.

a)     You are laid off from your job.

"I have the worst of luck. I'm no good at anything. If I'm off for long I'll go brankrupt. This is the worst thing that could have happened and at the worst time!"

 "This is happening because I am being guided to something that is in better alignment with who I am.  This is a blessing and opportunity for wonderful growth. My financial obligations will be easy to manage through the transition, as I am being supported completely."

b)     You made a decision between two job offers in two different cities.

"I wonder if I made the right decision...maybe the other job is more challenging...the one I picked is not as pretigious...will I like it in that city?  Housing is more expensive there...maybe I'll get burned in the housing market...I'm not sure I made the right choice. It's too late to reconsider...maybe I blew it."

 "My decision was divinely guided. This new job is the perfect one for where I am headed in my life. There are people there I am meant to meet. The housing market is more expensive because the economy is robust and on the rise. I will find the perfect place at the right price."

c)      A business deal falls through at the last minute.

"I nearly had it!  If it had gone through, it would have been so great. Why did this have to happen. It's not fair, I did all I could..."

"The deal fell through so I would be ready for an even better one. I am grateful that I am being divinely supported in all that I do."

d)     You and your spouse have a big argument.

"I'm so tired of fighting over this issue. I've had it. We'll never see eye to eye on anything. I'm not sure I love him/her anymore...He/she is so unfair and stubborn..."

"This argument is a godsend and shows me where I am not paying attention to things in my life. I welcome spiritiual insight and help to own and process it deeply. I am excited at the possibilties for greater clarity and truth in our realitonship, through the resolution of this issue. I am seizing the moment so that our relationship becomes more loving."

Very simply, empowering beliefs impart power to you, regardless of outer circumstances. Nothing on the outside has power, as it is maintained by your inner thougths. When you hold empowering beliefs, potential is stirred into formation through that power. You will radiate potential and possibility and the universal energies will magnetically respond to this power and potential by flowing energies to support your thought formations. Outer reality will bend and shift according to your willled beliefs.

To be a deliberate creator, you must become a powerful force in life. This you do by reaching for the grandest and most powerful beliefs you can in any given situation. Outer reality can only get better when you think and act with power.

There are some fundamental beliefs that can impart great power to you in life. Some of these are listed as affirmations below. Essentially, the more empowering your beliefs, and the more faith you have in your beliefs, the more powerful you will be.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. Your unwavering faith in the unseen shapes your thoughts and feelings, which create formations in the subtler energy levels that are precursor to matter. Consciousness is all that is real. Outer reality is simply images of the mind expressed. And so it is that anything is possible for those who believe. With faith, your consciousness knows it has what is yet unseen, and the manifestation in outer reality is thus assured.

Practice choosing beliefs that are the most empowering to you in a given situation, and watch your life move into higher levels of excitement. Challenge yourself every now and then to think empowering beliefs that are beyond your usual capacity, and see how these accelerate your evolution.   Nothing can limit you except your own beliefs.

To access a set of trigger affirmations and a vibrationally encoded image to support you in empowering your affirmations and visualizations, click here.

The trigger affirmations will activate the Affirmation Enhancer Tool (AET) for you.  The AET clears all that is impeding the integration of an affirmation energetically, and will quickly put you in vibrational harmony with it--a necessary step for its manifestation in outer life. The AET enables you to embody the energy of the affirmation instantaneously, at deep levels of being. If you want to read more about this Tool of healing, manifestation, and transformation, visit  If you have the AET, it is recommended that you use it on the empowering beliefs that you create in situations that challenge you in life, as it will help you to reach a state of knowing and faith and will accelerate the manifestation of that reality for you.

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Mar 12, 2009


by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles


Near-Death Experience Story of Mellen-Thomas Benedict

Mellen-Thomas Benedict speaks:

In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. The condition I had was inoperable, and any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me more of a vegetable. I was given six to eight months to live.

I had been an information freak in the 1970s, and I had become increasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So, since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had made a mistake and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created for ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer—and that is what I got.

That is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is. It can feed back on you, especially if it is a negative world view. I had a seriously negative one. That is what led me into my death. I tried all sorts of alternative healing methods, but nothing helped.

So I determined that this was really just between me and God.  I had never really faced God before or even dealt with God. I was not into any kind of spirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I could and bone up on the subject, because I did not want to be surprised on the other side. So I started reading on various religions and philosophies. They were all very interesting and gave hope that there was something on the other side. I ended up in hospice care.

I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 AM, and I just knew that this was it.

This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few friends and said goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours, since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when you die. I went back to sleep.

The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience. Suddenly I was fully aware—and I was standing up but my body was in the bed. There was this darkness around me. Being out of my body was even more vivid than ordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see every room in the house. I could see the top of the house, I could see around the house, I could see under the house.


There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was very similar to what many other people have described in their near-death experiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it. It is alluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal mother’s or father’s arms.

As I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to the Light, I would be dead. So as I was moving toward the Light I said, “Please wait a minute; just hold on a second here. I want to think about this. I would like to talk to you before I go.” To my surprise, the entire experience halted at that point. You are in control of your life-after-death experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride.

So my request was honored, and I had some conversations with the Light. The Light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the Light, “What is going on here? Please, Light,  clarify yourself for me.  I really want to know the reality of the situation.” I cannot really say the exact words, because it was sort of telepathy.

The Light responded. The information transferred to me was that during your life-after- death experience your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are getting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a chance to look at it and examine it, but most people do not. As the Light revealed itself to me, I became aware that what I was really seeing was our Higher Self matrix.

We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. It revealed itself to me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe it is that the Being of the Higher Self is more like a conduit. It did not look like that, but it is a direct connection to the Source that each and every one of us have. We are directly connected to the Source. So the Light was showing me the Higher Self matrix. I was not committed to one particular religion. So that is what was being fed back to me during my life-after-death experience.

As I asked the Light to keep clearing for me, to keep explaining, I understood what the Higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around the planet where all the Higher Selves are connected.

This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy around us, the spirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of minutes, I asked for more clarification. I really wanted to know what the Universe is about, and I was ready to go at that time. I said, “I am ready, take me.”

Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen: a mandala of human souls on this planet. Now I came to this with my negative view of what was happening on the planet. So as I asked the Light to keep clarifying for me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all are in our essence, our core. We are the most beautiful creations.

The human soul, the human matrix that we all make together, is absolutely fantastic, elegant, exotic, everything. I just cannot say enough about how it changed my opinion of human Beings in that instant. I said, “Oh, God, I did not know how beautiful we are.” At any level, high or low, in whatever shape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation.


The revelations coming from the Light  seemed to go on and on.  Then I asked the Light, “Does this mean that Mankind will be saved?” Then, like a trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying, “Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. You always have. You always will. You were created with the power to do so from before the beginning of the world.”

In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self- correct like the rest of God’s Universe. This is what the second coming is about. I thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up with was these simple words of total appreciation: “Oh dear God, dear Universe, dear Great Self, I Love My Life.”

The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It was as if the Light was completely absorbing me. The Love Light is, to this day, indescribable. I entered into another realm, more profound than the last and became aware of something more, much more. It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and full, deep in the Heart of Life. I asked what this was.

The Light responded, “This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water to your heart’s content.” So I did. I took one big drink and then another. To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy.

Then the Light said, “You have a desire.” The Light knew all about me, everything past, present and future. “Yes!” I whispered.

I asked to see the rest of the Universe, beyond our solar system, beyond all human illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream. I did, and was carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel. I felt and heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!

Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of Life. I saw the Earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor, whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the center of the Galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this Galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds. The good news is that we are not alone in this Universe!

As I rode this stream of consciousness through the center of the Galaxy, the stream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of energy. The super clusters of Galaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I was going somewhere, actually traveling. But then I realized that as the stream was expanding, my own consciousness was also expanding to take in everything in the Universe! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder! I truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland!

At this point, I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence. I could see or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity.


I was in the Void.

I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had crossed over the beginning of time/the First Word/the First Vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation. I felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling. Simply, I was at one with Absolute Life and Consciousness.

When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and without end. That is a mind expanding thought, isn’t it?

Scientists perceive the Big Bang as a single event which created the Universe. I saw during my life-after- death experience that the Big Bang is only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously. The only images that even come close in human terms would be those created by super computers using fractal geometry equations.

The ancients knew of this. They said God had periodically created new Universes by breathing out and recreated other Universes by breathing in. These epochs were called Yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang. I was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big Bangs or Yugas creating and recreating themselves. Instantly I entered into them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of creation has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I am still speechless about this.

It took me years after I returned from my near-death experience to assimilate any words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you this now: the Void is less than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The Void is absolute zero, chaos forming all possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness, much more than even Universal Intelligence.

The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations. It is the SPACE between atoms and their components. Modern science has begun to study this space between everything. They call it Zero point. Whenever they try to measure it, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity, so to speak. They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately. There is more of the zero space in your own body and the Universe than anything else!

What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so full of energy, a different kind of energy that has created everything that we are. Everything since the Big Bang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first vibration. The biblical “I AM” really has a question mark after it. “I AM—What am I?” So creation is God exploring God’s Self through every way imaginable, in an on-going, infinite exploration through every one of us. I began to see during my near-death experience that everything that is, is the Self, literally your Self, my Self. Everything is the great Self. That is why God knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever you are is the center of the Universe. Wherever any atom is, that is the center of the Universe. There is God in that, and God in the Void.

As I was exploring the Void during my life-after- death experience and all the Yugas or creations, I was completely out of time and space as we know it. In this expanded state, I discovered that creation is about Absolute Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into the Experience of Life as we know it. The Void itself is devoid of experience. It is pre life, before the first vibration. Godhead is about more than Life and Death. Therefore there is even more than Life and Death to experience in the Universe!

When I realized this, I was finished with the Void and wanted to return to this creation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do. Then I suddenly came back through the second Light, or the Big Bang, hearing several more velvet booms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through all of creation, and what a ride it was! The super clusters of Galaxies came through me with even more insights. I passed through the center of our Galaxy, which is a black hole. Black holes are the great processors or recyclers of the Universe.

Do you know what is on the other side of a black hole? We are; our Galaxy, which has been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total energy configuration, the Galaxy looked like a fantastic city of lights.. All energy this side of the Big Bang is Light. Every sub atom, atom, star, planet, even consciousness itself is made of Light and has a frequency and/or particle. Light is living stuff. Everything is made of Light, even stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the Light of God; everything is very intelligent.

As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light coming. I knew it was the First Light; the Higher Self Light Matrix of our Solar System. Then the entire Solar System appeared in the Light, accompanied by one of those velvet booms.

I could see all the energy that this Solar System generates, and it is an incredible Light show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our Solar System, as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light, sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star systems can spot Life as we know it in the Universe by the vibratory or energy matrix imprint. It is child’s play. The Earth’s wonder child (Human Beings) make an abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the backyard of the Univrse.

The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal Beings. We have already been alive forever! I realized that we are part of a natural living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had to come back. I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had seen during my life-after-death experience.

I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there came a moment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my return was near. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other side, I mean to say just that. All my questions have been answered. Every human has a different life and set of questions to explore. Some of our questions are universal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in our own unique way. So is every other form of life, from mountains to every leaf on every tree.

That is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because it all contributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are literally God exploring God’s Self in an infinite Dance of Life. Your uniqueness enhances all of Life.

As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was I told, that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter. I had complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged with the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings of what I had learned on the other side.

There was a “Yes.” It felt like a kiss to my soul.

Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again. The whole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I came back home, and I was given lessons from my near-death experience on the mechanics of reincarnation. I was given answers to all those little questions I had: “How does this work? How does that work?” I knew that I would be reincarnated.

The Earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness evolves out of that into each one of us. I thought of myself as a human for the first time, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to be an atom in this Universe. An atom. So to be the human part of God—this is the most fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation of what a blessing can be. For each and every one of us to be the human part of this experience is awesome and magnificent. Each and every one of us, no matter where we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the planet, right where we are.

I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere. But I was given a lesson on how individual identity and consciousness evolve. I was so surprised when I opened my eyes. I do not know why, because I understood it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body, back in my room with someone looking over me, crying her eyes out. It was my hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour and a half after finding me dead. My body was stiff and inflexible. She went into the other room. Then I awakened and saw the light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I fell out of the bed. She heard a loud “clunk,” ran in and found me on the floor.

When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had happened to me during my near-death experience. At first all the memory of the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, “Am I alive?” This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Within three days I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet different than I had ever felt in my life. My memory of my near-death experience came back later. I could see nothing wrong with any human Being I had ever seen. Before that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were really screwed up.  In fact, I thought that everybody was screwed up but me. But I got clear on all that.

About three months later a friend said I should get tested, so I went and got the scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of getting bad news. I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and after scans, saying, “Well, there is nothing here now.” I said, “Really, it must be a miracle”’ He said “No, these things happen; they are called spontaneous remissions.” He acted very unimpressed. But here was a miracle, and I was impressed, even if no one else was.

During my near-death experience I had a descent into what you might call Hell, and it was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My descent into Hell was a descent into each person’s customized human misery, ignorance, and darkness of not knowing. It seemed like a miserable eternity. But each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of Light always available. But no one seemed to pay attention to it. They were so consumed with their own grief, trauma and misery. But, after what seemed an eternity, I started calling out to that Light, like a child calling to a parent for help.

Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came right to me and insulated me from all that fear and pain, That is what Hell really is. So what we are doing is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors of Hell are open now. We are going to link up, hold hands and walk out of Hell together. The Light came to me and turned into a huge golden Angel. I said, “Are you the Angel of Death?” It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my Higher Self matrix, a super ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to the Light.

Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn't that going to be wonderful? We are coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or spirit energy.  Physicists use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what they are made of. They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all that. Well, one day they are going to come down to the little thing that holds it all together, and they are going to have to call it...God. We are just beginning to understand that we are creating too, as we go along. As I saw forever, I came to a realm during my near-death experience in which there is a point where we pass all knowledge and begin creating the next fractal, the next level. We have that power to create as we explore. And that is God expanding itself through us.

Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. Each one of you can do this. You do not have to die or have a near-death experience to do this. It is within your equipment; you are wired for it already. The body is the most magnificent Light Being there is. The body is a Universe of incredible Light. Spirit is not pushing us to dissolve this body. That is not what is happening. Stop trying to become God; God is becoming you. Here.

I asked God: “What is the best religion on the planet? Which one is right?” And Godhead said, with great love: “I don't care.” That was incredible grace. When Godhead said, “I don't care,” I immediately understood that it is for us to care about. It is important, because we are the caring Beings. It matters to us and that is where it is important. What you have is the energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are Protestant, Buddhist or whatever. It is all a blooming facet of the whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. It is not the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same God. Live and let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big picture; it is all important.

I went over to the other side during my near-death experience with a lot of fears about toxic waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, the rainforest. I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear waste. I love the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest mandala that we have manifested to date, as an archetype. It, more than any religion or philosophy on Earth, brought us together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness. Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we finally realize that maybe we are all here together, now.

For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us. Then we started saying, “we do not need this any more.” Now we are actually in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer. So I came back from my near-death experience loving toxic waste because it brought us together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell might say, these problems are now “soul size.” Do we have soul size answers” YES!

The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there will be more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into ecology, go for it; you are that part of the system that is becoming aware. Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed. It is part of a larger thing.

Earth is in the process of domesticating itself. It is never again going to be as wild a place as it once was. There will be great wild places, reserves where nature thrives. Gardening and reserves will be the thing in the future. Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in consciousness will change politics, money, energy.

After dying, going through my near-death experience and coming back, I really respect life and death. In our DNA experiments we may have opened the door to a great secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to live in this body.

After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that you will want to change channels. Living forever in one body is not as creative as reincarnation, as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy that we are in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of Life and death, and enjoy it. As it is now, we have already been alive forever.

This body, that you are in, has been alive forever. It comes from an unending Stream of Life, going back to the Big Bang and beyond.

This body gives life to the next life, in dense and subtle energy.

This body has been alive forever already.

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Posted: Mar 12, 2009 8:25am
Mar 4, 2009

I don't know about many of you but I've been feeling a bit lethargic from all the energy shifting.  Not as many of us are posting to C2, and to some of us C2 feels downright energetically nasty these days.  So, I was thinking it was just me until I began receiving emails from lightworkers on C2 saying things like "I'm taking a break from C2 because my computer refuses to cooperate when I'm on the site..." or "I need time to myself, I seem to be going through alot of stuff"  or "I don't know what it is, but I need to take a break because I feel off..".  This has been happening to me too, and I can hardly be on the C2 system myself.  I've been making my home at the Humanity Healing network site and on Facebook.  It seems many of us are beginning a migration elsewhere.

So, no surprise to me that I got this from HH today:

 Some of our members have been feeling a real shift on the energies lately and have been feeling a real lack of energy.  We decided to put together a free e-book available to help everyone facing some energetic challenges. To get your e-book, please go to our Virtual Library ”Halls of Learning”, or just click on the link Below.
 Much love and respect to all,
Humanity Healing Team,

Visit Humanity Healing Network at: 


Humanity Healing is offering a quick guide on Self Defense and Protection, Please use and distribute it freely.  This is from an online site I participate in called Halls of Learning on the Humanity Healing Network.  If you have never been to the site, it is a plethora of info and inspiration.  Like C2 you have to sign up and become a member, but unlike C2 the energy of the place is clean and its members are all lightworkers.  It is a very sacred space and where I am spending more and more of my time...

I'll include lots of access points for this information for you, this is an article written in PDF and it will be MOST HELPFUL to you all!!*pmNH/PsychicDefenses1.pdf


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Posted: Mar 4, 2009 2:12pm
Feb 27, 2009

Solar Wave 2009

THE 15th Annual SOLAR WAVE 2009
Calling All Light Workers and Way-Showers!
This is your time to SHINE ~ SERVE ~ SHARE with the WORLD!
Equinox Sunrise ~ March 20th and September 22nd, 2009

Exact dates and times for Equinox here

This is a Joyful Invitation for YOU in the quickly Awakening Masses of Gaia
to join in a Global Sunrise Celebration with Sacred Service to your community.

Your time has come, the energy is ripe, and the stage has been set for humanity to finally move into ONE HEART . . .
to raise up and unify our Global Community and Planet. We encourage all like-minded,
heart-centered souls to join together in an unstoppable Solar Wave of
Joyful Celebration and Heart Centered Community Service.
The Prophesies have come to pass, and we have turned a corner toward a bright new age.
It is time for us to joyfully serve our global family!

 Where is the Global Celebration in Sacred Service?
It takes place right where you are! 
  When is the Global Celebration in Sacred Service?
On both 2009 Equinoxes, March 20th & September 22nd, 2009
 What can we do together to make the world a better place?
Gather together for a sunrise ceremony,
and then offer your sacred service to your local community...
and network this event!
As Gandhi said . . . "BE the change that we wish to see in the world!"

"You who have the light, what are you doing with it?" ~ Paul Claudel

Help Humanity and the Planet and network this event.
E-mail this Global Event to your Friends 

What Celebration are you planning in your location?
You can list your event here!

 We invite ONE and ALL
to this Celebration of Sacred Service.

 1. First . . . begin with a sunrise prayer and ceremony.
On Equinox Sunrise ~ March 20th and September 22nd, 2009, plan your simple gathering, or dream big and plan a huge event with all your like-minded family. Plan an event in your living room, or fill a stadium! Remember to act locally, but think globally. On Equinox Sunrise, March 20th and September 22nd, 2009, with your masterful networking help, we can encourage the entire global population of healers and light workers to catch the Solar Wave to activate our divine service to the planet. We were born for this day! This is the day we have been waiting for.

2. Secondly . . . offer your sacred service.
After your sunrise ceremony, your group can offer a chosen sacred service for the day. This is our day to show the world what we are made of. It is our day to be leaders of light for our community, country, and planet. There is SO MUCH we can offer our communities. There are so many ways that we can let our hearts shine. A few ideas . . . offer . . . * Free Healing Day * Help a Neighbor Day * Clean up your Community Day * Help your Elders Day * Plant a Tree Day, etc.... Get creative, and pay attention to what your local community needs, and offer your services for the day.

Together we will create a 24 hour tidal wave of powerful, transforming, healing light, creating a positive vision for a brilliant future. This is YOUR TIME to put to action all the healing talents and spiritual truths you have taken such great care to learn and develop. At equinox sunrise, give the world ALL the LIGHT, LOVE and COMPASSION you have! Send your HEART out to humanity, the planet, and all life. Send your knowingness that paradise is here right now, and BE the world as you want it to be. Use your highest, purest intentions, and remember that the truth is not out there . . . it is within YOU. As Gandhi said . . . "We must BE the change that we want to see in the world!"KNOW that it is so. There is nothing more powerful than a unified group operating from the heart using the Earth's 24 hour solar cycle during the thinned veils of harmonizing Equinoxes.


For the last 15 years, thousands upon thousands of light workers, peacekeepers, shamans, healers, gods and goddesses, angels and saints from around the globe have joined together to work with powerful Equinox energy in a 24 hour Solar Wave of Light and creative potential. This event is nothing new. Ancient ones knew about this powerful time and have used it to balance and harmonize discordant energy for eons. The fact that the masses are now becoming aware of this time of great potential is a huge sign that we are, in fact entering a new age. Will you join us?

Solar Wave History - Where it all began.... The Solar Wave was an idea born in 1990 while Aluna Joy was on a pilgrimage to Palenque, Mexico. In an amazing overnight stay in the Temple of the Sun, she was taught, or better yet, downloaded with a vision. Aluna Joy was shown a new energy that was coming to the planet that was going to come in energy waves in multiplying voltage. Today, 19 years after the initial vision, the waves are getting too big to ignore. You can read about this experience by reading   A PALENQUE STORY

   Please NETWORK This Event!    

Please send this invitation to all your relations everywhere.
Network the Solar Wave. Talk about the Solar Wave. Remember we are only separated by 6 degrees of separation. So if you send this to 6 people, we can reach the entire conscious community of the planet! Or if you are a hard core networker, send this to everyone you know, and let's get the entire world unified and working together to reclaim our destiny! Remember . . . when two or more are gathered together in a common focus, the power to change the world is multiplied a thousand times more than if one person was doing it alone. Dream BIG!

We invite all the Guides, Guardians, Angels, Ascended Masters, Shamans and Sages of the LIGHT
to assist in this Healing and Awakening of Humanity, Earth and Cosmos. May the shifts be completed in all ~time~space~dimension~past~present~future~body~mind~spirit,
7 days a week ~ 24 hours a day ~ 365 days year!

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Posted: Feb 27, 2009 10:08pm
Feb 21, 2009

Christ Consciousness

Extract from Dr Joshua David Stone's "Integrated Ascension"

The concept of Christ Consciousness is truly an exquisite one. In essence it means to see the world through the heart/mind of GOD, to refrain from all judgments whatsoever, remaining in a perpetual state of unconditional love and always choosing love over fear. In truth, however, there are many subtle nuances contained within this simply stated explanation. There is also the fact, that although almost every single light worker would like to be operating out of Christ consciousness, one must be extremely "vigilant for GOD and His Kingdom" as Sananda/Jesus so perfectly puts in A Course in Miracles.

The subtleties within this glorious 'ideal' direct all of us seeking to operate from this elevated vantage point to truly keep vigilant over all that we put forth. We likewise need to observe how we process what comes into us via the four minds (Monad, Higher Self, Conscious mind, Subconscious mind) and the four-body system, as well as through the senses.

The core principle of the Christ Consciousness Quotient is that there are two philosophies or thought systems. These are the Christ/Buddha thought system and the negative ego thought system. Every person on Earth, or in the infinite universe for that matter, falls into one, the other, or a combination of both. The key to building up your Christ Consciousness Quotient is to deny all negative ego thoughts from entering your conscious mind from self or others and to keep your mind thinking, affirming and visualizing only Christ thoughts and Christ images at all times. It only takes twenty-one days to cement a habit into the subconscious mind, so the more you practice this, the more habitual, in a positive sense, it will become.

As the Bible says, "Let this mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus." Christ consciousness is an attitude and philosophy of life that creates unconditional love, oneness, joy, inner peace, equanimity, non-judgmentalness, forgiveness and compassion in all moments and situations of life. It is a choice! So in each moment and situation in life ask yourself, "Do I choose GOD and Christ consciousness in this situation or do I choose negative ego consciousness, glamour, illusion and maya?"

To build your Christ Consciousness Quotient, keep choosing GOD, unconditional love, positivity and oneness in your thinking and interpretations of life which will lead to the creation of only positive, loving, spiritualized feelings and emotions. It is our thoughts that create our feelings and emotions and the question you must continually ask yourself in every moment of your life is whether your thoughts, interpretations and motives are coming from the negative ego or the Christ consciousness, Higher Self, Monad, Ascended Masters and GOD. It is really that simple. For a deeper explanation of how the Christ Mind and Negative Ego Mind think, please read my books How to Clear the Negative Ego and Soul Psychology. For this reason Christ Consciousness becomes one of the eight primary quotients that is deserving of our constant attention.

The ideal for all light workers in regard to this particular quotient, is to operate from the Christ Consciousness at a minimum of the 80th percentile at all times. This would mean that this mode of consciousness is so integrated within your system that even when you fall into automatic pilot, all thoughts, words, emotions and deeds will flow from the inner Christ. There will, of course, be specific situations or tests that challenge this mode of consciousness. It is during these particular crises that we have the opportunity to learn and grow. It is also estimated by the Masters that since we will be put within these situations in order to make the needed adjustments of consciousness those who are sincerely working at this quotient will at first fall out of Christ consciousness 20 percent of the time. That is why 20% is given as the basic standard. As we practice the application of this mode of spiritual consciousness within our lives, the goal is that we then come as close to the 100% quotient as possible.

This is the ideal and the way in which humanity will achieve GOD consciousness. It is important to understand that minor mistakes and adjustments will always come up. The key is to make these attitudinal adjustments as quickly as possible, so what threw you off for a whole day or week in the past can be resolved in a moment or two once you get the hang of it and really see how you cause your own reality by how you think.

Let us take a look at how some of the intricacies within this mode of consciousness are meant to potentially function. One of the key choices that we all have is to choose love over fear.

Yet for many fear has become instinctive. The body reacts, the emotions react, and the mind takes off in a thousand different directions, literally scattering and fragmenting one's consciousness. In situations like this, one needs to turn to love, for "Perfect love casteth out fear." One must, however, make this turn with gentleness and ease, which boils down to essentially meaning, without judgment of any sort. This is one of the trickier aspects of maintaining Christ consciousness.

The force of judgment is very powerful. For some, the judgment turns outward and gets thrown in another's direction. For many upon the spiritual path the judgment is turned inward. When this occurs, one is shaken out of their peace through self-judgment of one's own fear; instead of turning to love, self-judgment calls in guilt or shame. These are obviously not attributes of Christ consciousness nor can love blossom within a field of judgment of any sort. What I am in essence saying, is that in order to turn fear into love, one must first be willing to cast aside the judgment of the fear itself! Fear prompting one to judgments operates on very subtle levels, such as fear of dishonor in the eyes of humanity, fear of not being seen as you see yourself, fear of intimacy and so forth. It is a fact that people do not like to be judged. Looking at us as a race as a whole I would not hesitate to say that we live in constant fear of judgment.

The fear of being judged inferior to someone else, has played itself out in the third dimensional world through guises too numerous to even begin to name here. I will, however, guide you to consider the world of business, politics or the arts, in order to see how this is manifesting in those arenas. Socially it can be seen in the continuing desire to keep up with the Jones's. The most cursory look, beloved readers, will reveal this in operation everywhere and at all levels.

Unfortunately, this all pervasive fear permeates much of the spiritual movement as well. The fear of being judged "less than perfect," actually has no basis in reality as we are all already perfect since we are Sons and Daughters of GOD, yet this fear often prompts us into the mode of judging either others or ourselves. This judgment and fear falls like a shadow across the faces of many wonderful workers of the light, and creates a divisive barrier between them and their true goal, which is Christ consciousness!

This type of fear and judgment, however, falls upon the light worker in a subtle and almost undetectable manner, which is why I have stressed the point that it takes great vigilance to maintain Christ consciousness. The higher one travels upon the ladder of evolution, the more subtler and subtler things become. The overt war between two businesses can become the silent struggle for power between two light workers. If the core of this struggle is explored it would reveal the two key elements, fear and judgment. If these can be eradicated then the consciousness can be raised up to the realm of Christ, Buddha, Melchizedek and GOD!

If you truly want to operate out of the Christ consciousness, which I hope you do as it is one of the primary keys to integrated ascension, you certainly can! To do this, however, your utmost attention is demanded in any and every situation along with absolute honesty.

There is no shame in noting where your weaknesses are; in fact, just the opposite is true. The light that reveals the muddiest spots within self is the same light that cleanses and purifies them. Courage to face self and willingness to change join with our lesser attributes when we offer them up at GOD's alter. When this is done, then that which is a block from Christ consciousness, namely fear in its many guises and judgment in its many forms, will be transcended and transmuted into divine love and light. One will then be upraised to the point where one operates from out of the Christ consciousness 99% to 100% of the time. So in truth there are only two emotions.

All negative emotions, no matter what the quality, stem from fear. All positive emotions, no matter what the quality, stem from love. Any negative emotion you may have, if you trace its roots back to its source, will come from the illusionary premise of fear which you unconsciously allowed to infiltrate your mind. This is not a judgment, but rather a keen insight to understanding the causative nature of how feelings and emotions are created. The same, of course, is also true with all the positive emotions, with the difference here being that love will be the root cause and foundation. Creating the atmosphere that is nurturing to the Christ consciousness and then keeping vigilant watch to hold to that precious and sacred space is one of the most important pieces of integration work that one can do. The Christ consciousness quotient should be built to its highest capacity and once established within the 90-100 percent range, all efforts should be given to maintaining these levels.

Actually Christ consciousness is more than just a quotient; it is a way to manifest GOD upon the Earth. It is life at its most glorious capacity, a place of pure connection with our brothers and sisters, with self and GOD. Just because a person achieves their ascension or seven levels of initiation and are now considered a Master doesn't mean they can let down their vigilance.

This is a very big mistake that a great many advanced light workers are making. The ultimate result of this is summoned up in the biblical statement, "After pride cometh the fall." One has to work with the same self discipline and single focus and commitment after ascension as one did before. It does not become easier just because you have achieved your ascension. Ascension and initiations are really just percentages of light quotients that serve as markers on an infinite journey. There are always more initiations and more light quotient as one transfers over to the Cosmic Light Quotient scale. If one really gets off track, one can lose initiatory status and can greatly fall in all the quotients mentioned in this chapter.

So never take anything for granted. Even when one becomes a Master in name, one must continue to demonstrate this mastery to truly be considered a Master in the eyes of GOD and the Spiritual Hierarchy of inner plane Ascended Masters.

It is not so much what you've done in the past that is so important (although this does hold some weight), it is what you are doing in the present moment that is most important.

Again, you may have been an incredible spiritual teacher, prophet, channel or leader in a past life, however this does not mean in the slightest that the negative ego is not running you in this life. The key here is to be devastatingly honest with self and to strive for the purity of GOD every moment of your life regardless of your initiatory status, past lives or present fame. This is the true test of a light worker.

When positions of power are achieved the light worker needs to embody the greatest vigilance so the negative ego does not take over. Take time, beloved readers, to cultivate this quotient and radiate these glorious and beautiful frequencies within you and around you. In this way, both you and the planet will accelerate in love and harmony. There is truly no greater way to uplift both self and humanity than to become a vortex of Christ consciousness. The wonderful thing is that this divine state of grace is ours just for the asking, seeking, cultivating, and claiming. When we remain vigilant within this area we will know beyond the shadow of a doubt that we are emissaries and embodiments of Christ on Earth!

Transcendence of Negative Ego Quotient

The sister quotient to the Christ Consciousness Quotient, so to speak, is the Transcendence of Negative Ego Quotient. Whereas the Christ Consciousness Quotient exemplifies GOD or spiritual consciousness in its highest capacity, the negative ego exemplifies lower consciousness, with all its attendant difficulties. For this reason, the transcendence of the negative ego is one of the eight major quotients. When dealing with the Transcendence of Negative Ego Quotient, what we are rating is our success in not operating out of the negative ego. In order to do this, however, one must first be aware of the negative ego itself.

This is that part of ourselves which operates solely out of selfishness, isolation, fear, and fragmentation, as well as embracing the entire gamut of lower impulses, tendencies and expressions. It is often the place from which the inner child is operating, without proper parenting. It basically functions from the level of the subconscious. This is not always the case, as many times, where people are third-dimensionally focused, it will openly operate and consciously choose negativity.

This can be seen in the conscious choices made that clearly lead to pain, destruction, hurt, harmfulness and so forth. In fact, in the third-dimensional world the ability to function selfishly is often deemed as an asset, even if that takes the form of consciously harming another being. The entertainment industry is notorious for using people as stepping stones, and the political arenas generally function shamelessly in the mode of the negative ego. These are but two very generalized examples. The truth is that the planet viewed from a higher perspective, functions almost exclusively from this negative vantage point.

Above Extract from "Integrated Ascension" by Dr Joshua David Stone

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Posted: Feb 21, 2009 11:37pm
Feb 10, 2009


Earth at Night as Seen by Satellite*

Recommended Reading
Journeys to Renewal and Awakening

Tools of Light
Finding the Heaven Within

The Dance of Life: The Dance of Light
A time for new beginnings

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The STAR PATH is a step-by-step process of enhancing and accelerating spiritual growth toward wholeness and enlightenment. Every human being is on an evolutionary journey of return—a homecoming—to awareness of his or her Actual Self, and of the design and purpose of life.Using ancient techniques in a modern formulation, those on the STAR PATH work with inner "light-fire" energy tools and techniques to increase the joy of living, to heal oneself and others, to enrich creative inspiration and expression, and to solve problems in all areas of life.The STAR PATH is a presentation of Actualism, a spiritual, educational, non-profit organization dedicated to the process of learning to relate to the Actual Self within each person, and to the radiant Actuality within the countless realities of life.You can study these teachings in person at our Star Centers, or at an introductory level here online. We welcome your comments, and your questions will be answered personally.


Each of these articles includes a
technique you can practice on your own


      Dear Fellow Traveler on the Star Path,
      Quite frankly, not everyone who has read these articles has been sold on this method of inner work. People usually have one of three responses:

            1.. I tried it and it works!
            2.. I tried it and I'm not sure if it works.
            3.. I tried it and didn't feel anything.
      Before you plunge in to this material, a word of advice. If you try any of these techniques and "don't feel anything", relax. It doesn't mean that your efforts are for naught. In fact if you keep practicing the techniques, say for from ten to thirty minutes a day, the chances are very good that within a week or two you WILL begin to experience the benefits. You might even start to "feel something"! Keep an open mind, don't try too hard.

      The secret is in the "effortless effort" of getting the energy flow started with the thought, then letting it happen. Most of us are conditioned to try to make something happen. In the case of inner work, that often blocks our means of perceiving what IS happening. So again, just think the thought, let it happen, and be open to observing and experiencing whatever you perceive, no matter how subtle.

      Take your time. Assimilation is a very important part of this work. You wouldn't eat three dinners at one sitting, you would take time to digest. The same is true with this material. Each article is designed to be read, then practiced, so that you move from the idea into the experience. As you do so, each life-energy tool or technique becomes more and more an integral part of your consciousness, and begins to express in behavior. This is a process known as "earthing" -- bringing spirit into form, and translating changes in consciousness into action.

      I recommend that you read at most one article in a day, work with the technique for a while, then come back and read the next one.

      Yours in the Love of Light,
      Bruce R. Jaffe
©1999-2003 Bruce R. Jaffe, E-mail:




      I tried the first exercise at my computer, and I could feel a light shower of sparkling energy coming down through my head. Thank you very much for this experience!
      —Bjorn, a STAR PATH
      online participant in Finland

      The powerful and effective introductory meditation technique which follows has been taught to literally thousands of people over more than 30 years, including health practitioners at the University of California, San Diego Health Sciences Department. Many have found it to be calming and centering for themselves and for those they treat and counsel. Scientific studies have found meditation in general to have health benefits such as reducing stress and lowering blood pressure. Beyond those physical benefits, if practiced often, meditation can lead to an overall increased clarity of mind, emotional well-being, and sensory delight in life-in essence, more of the joy of living
      The STAR PATH is a step-by-step process of enhancing and accelerating spiritual growth and enlightenment. Using ancient techniques in a modern formulation, the STAR PATH works with inner "light-fire" energy tools and techniques to bring about the releasing of one's potential for healing self and others, for creative inspiration and expression, and for problem-solving in many areas of life.


      Founded in the early 1960's by Dr. Russell Paul Schofield, Actualism— known as "Agni Yoga" or "union by fire"— now taught at centers in New York, California (including Costa Mesa, Laguna Beach, Los Angeles, San Diego, and San Francisco), and elsewhere. I am endeavoring to introduce this teaching to a worldwide audience by means of the Internet.

      To teach meditation by correspondence, in a book, or long distance over computer networks, is a formidable task, but the results since the first of these articles was posted to "alt.meditation" on the Internet in September 1993 have shown that it is possible. At least the introductory techniques can be practiced, and even mastered, from reading and then sitting down and working with them. With a teacher present in person, it is much easier to learn because not only is the teacher available to answer questions, but the energy and awareness of the teacher amplify the experience of the student.


      Actualism teaches the following basic laws of energy, which express profoundly powerful inner truths:

        1. Awareness directs thought, and thought directs energy.

        2. Life-energy follows thought.

        3. Where there is pain, from mild discomfort to acute distress, the flow of life-energy is obstructed.

        4. Where thought is focused, the power of life-energy is concentrated.

      We can sum up these four laws in four simple words for practical application: THINK, LET, OBSERVE, and EXPERIENCE.

      So when you are working with inner life energy tools, think of the energy once, then let it flow, observe it moving about, and with your awareness let yourself enter into the experience. As you become skilled at this directed "letting" you move into what we call "effortless effort". How difficult is it to think a thought? Yet that is all it takes to begin tapping into your inner- light-fire energy. The key is knowing where to direct your awareness, and how to bring the energy from within out. The "how" is easy, once you stop trying to make it difficult.


      Especially when you start out working with life-energies, it is best to be in a situation where you will not be interrupted. If possible, find a quiet, comfortable place to sit. Let someone else or your phone answering machine answer the phone.

      Sit in a comfortable chair, with your feet flat on the floor, your legs and arms uncrossed. (This can also be done lying down, but you might fall asleep). Rest your hands on your upper legs, with your palms down. Close your eyes, so your mind won't be distracted by what is going on around you.


      1. Direct your focus of awareness to a place six inches (about 15cm) directly above the center of the top of your head. This is the location of a place  in consciousness called "The Upper Room". It is always calm and radiant, no matter what is going on elsewhere in your mind or body, or around you.  Think of a point of pure, crystal-white light here. Don't "try" to visualize it. If you see it, fine, but if you don't, it doesn't matter. As you think of the point of white light, it grows brighter, expanding into a little star, three inches (about 7.5cm) in diameter.

      2. Think and let the star burn away the veils that have kept it hidden all these years. Direct the star to open, releasing a downpour of cleansing and purifying life energy. This energy is crystal clear, like fresh spring water.

      3. Let the energy flow through your hair, scalp, into the bones of your head and face, into your brain, eyes, ears, nose, mouth, down the neck, through your shoulders, arms, and hands. Experience it flowing through your chest and back, abdomen, hips, pelvic area, upper legs, knees, lower legs, ankles and feet. Think and let the soles of your feet open, releasing the energy into the earth beneath your feet. Now it is flowing through your whole body.

      4. Think of the soles of your feet closing, so the energy begins to backfill up through the areas you have cleared out. Experience it in your legs, hips, torso, shoulders, arms, hands, neck, and head. Let it overflow out the top of your head, surrounding your body with an aura of crystal clear white light.

      5. Bring your hands together, almost but not quite touching, palms facing each other out in front of your body. Experience the energy flowing through your hands. You could use this energy to heal others, by laying your lighted hands on the person's head, heart, or wherever they have discomfort. Whatever you touch with your hands lighted this way will be filled with inner light-fire-energy.

      6. If you experience discomfort anywhere in your body as you are working with the inner light, think of the "consuming fire" aspect of the energy. Hold the focus of it in the area of discomfort to burn through the obstructions to the flow of your pure life energy. Afterwards, take a few minutes to assimilate the radiant essence of the light into any area that you have cleared out with the consuming fire aspect.


      In addition to your focused practice of the energy in a meditation as described above, you can work with the downpour anytime and anywhere, day or night, with your eyes open or closed, as appropriate to the situation. You can use it as an inner shower while you take your outer shower in the morning. Every time you think of the star and the white light downpouring, it continues for about 30 minutes. So you can literally fill your day with inner light. It's also a great way to go to sleep at night. For stress-reduction it is best to practice the technique for at least a few minutes every day.



When Actualism sessions are taught in person, this technique precedes each lesson, to enhance the experience of life-energy. I presented this in the on-line series as the second lesson, because I thought it might be too subtle for the first session without a teacher present. If you had a good response to the energy work from the first session, you are no doubt ready to do this more subtle work with awareness. This can be practiced by itself, or as the beginning of a meditation session with light-fire-energy.



One of the most important aspects of the power to focus thought, and thereby to direct energy, is awareness. Where your awareness is scattered, your thoughts become scattered, and your energy also. As you learn to gather and enlighten your awareness, working with light-fire-energy becomes more powerful and effective. Furthermore, as you gather more awareness, you have more awareness available to expand. There is a big difference between scattering awareness and expanding awareness, as you will come to experience.

Awareness has three main aspects:

Knowing Awareness - Which is your mental awareness, including thoughts, ideas, plans, and concepts.

Emotional Awareness - Also called feeling awareness, including your emotional feelings of every kind.

Sensory Awareness - Including sensations of every kind, perceptions, and perspectives.



The following technique is a way of gathering and enlightening your knowing, feeling, and sensory awareness. It is recommended that from now on you do this at the beginning of every meditation session, to amplify your experience of the light-fire-energy, and your ability to direct and focus the energy.

1. Sit comfortably, with your feet, legs, and arms uncrossed, and your eyes closed. In time you will find you can also do this with your eyes open, but it is easier not to be distracted with your eyes closed.

2. Think of your Upper Room, the radiant, peaceful place within your nature that is located about six inches (15cm) directly above the center of the top of your head. Although it is not within your body, it is within your energy field, which extends from 12 to 15 feet (about 4 to 5 meters) in every direction (spherical) around your body. The Upper Room is a source point for the Radiant Awareness of your Actual Self, also known as your "Higher Self" or the "Being of Light" that you actually are.

3. Focus your attention in your brain. Think and let the knowing awareness in your brain-mind open to and harmonize with the Radiant Awareness from your Upper Room. With effortless effort, observe and experience the gathering in of your mental awareness. If your brain is chattering too much for you to experience anything else, let your brain shift out of the active "doing" role into the relaxed "being" mode. Continue this for about 1-2 minutes.

4. Then shift your focus to the nerve cells and nerves in your brain. Most of the brain is made up of nerve cells. Direct the nerves to harmonize with radiant awareness from your Upper Room, and send Radiant Awareness flowing through your spinal cord, solar plexus, and out through all the nerves in your body, gathering and enlightening your sensory awareness. Continue this for about 1-2 minutes.

5. Now focus in your heart and harmonize your heart with the Radiant Awareness from the Upper Room. From here it flows out through your blood and circulatory system throughout your whole body. Expand this focus to your liver, and from the liver Radiant Awareness moves to all the glands in your body. From this focus in the liquid systems of your heart, blood, circulatory system, liver and glands, experience gathering and enlightening your emotional or feeling awareness. Continue this for about 1-2 minutes.

6. Now you have enlightened knowing, sensory, and emotional awareness. From here you can move with a flow of enlightened awareness into your Upper Room, lighting your Star and downpouring from it, as in the previous lesson.



This chapter discusses the energy field which surrounds everything, and how to enlighten the field surrounding your body. It includes the next in this series of techniques, building upon the methods taught in Chapters 1 and 2. I call this work "meditation and beyond" because it involves not only transforming your energy during meditation, but in your active daily life as well. For best results, practice working with the light (with effortless effort) for at least a few minutes every day.



We live in a sea of energy, as many people have discovered. Everything, whether animal, vegetable, or mineral, has an energy field within and around it. Human beings have the largest fields, in proportion to the size of their bodies, of any life form on earth. The greater the degree of sensitivity, the larger the field. With training, the field can be extended to an even greater size. People who are interested in meditation generally have a high degree of sensitivity, with a field extending from 12 to 15 feet (about 4 to 5 meters) in every direction around the body, or about 30 feet (roughly 10m) in diameter.

The field tends to be very magnetic, picking up energy vibrations from the environment, of both high frequency, life-supportive energy and low frequency, life-draining energy. Often we experience these loads without realizing what is happening. That is why sometimes you may suddenly feel tired, depressed, or anxious upon entering a room or a building (such as a store), or after a few minutes of being around certain people. With enlightened awareness expanded into the field, and with the use of light-fire-energy from the crystal white Star, any loads picked up in the field can quickly be processed and transformed into life-supporting energy essence.

There is a central vertical axis (CVA) running through the center of your body and your field, from top to bottom. It follows the position of your body, and bends if your body bends, such as when you are seated in a chair. The Upper Room and white star that we worked with in previous sessions are located upon this central vertical axis.



1. After gathering and enlightening awareness and turning on the crystal white star and downpour, raise the star up to about three feet (about 1m) above the center of the top of your head. Direct the star to expand to about 3-1/2 feet in diameter, and close it so that it is no longer downpouring.

2. Bring the star out in front of your body and on down below your feet to about 12 feet (4m) below your body. Here at the bottom of your field, the star centers on the central vertical axis (CVA). Direct the star to begin spinning --like a disk or platform-- in a counterclockwise direction. This counterclockwise (CC) spin intensifies elimination of low frequency energy debris. Here we are using it to clear out the bottom of the field, where loads of muddy energy often collect. For added clearing power, think of the "consuming fire" aspect of the crystal white light, which invokes it. This speeds up the elimination of low frequency, making room for high frequency energy.

3. The star will reach a tremendous speed, faster than any material object could spin without flying apart. Your brain-mind does not have to keep it going, so just relax and let the star do the spinning! This is "effortless effort" in action.

4. Bring the spinning star slowly up along the CVA, pausing about six inches (15cm) below your feet, then bring it up into your legs and pelvic bowl, so you are seated within the spinning star. Then bring it up into the upper half of your body, extending from above your head to below your seat.

5. Raise the star up above your body, on up to about 3 feet (1m) above. Direct it to stop spinning, which it does instantly. Then have the star spinning clockwise (CW) and repeat the previous steps with the CW spin. This amplifies assimilation of purified, transformed energy essence into all the areas you have cleared out. By filling in with light all along your axis, you are building up a powerful radiant glow that will keep these areas lighted as you go about your business in the world.

There are other techniques for becoming more aware of your field, and for building up the strength of the light in your field, which we will go into in subsequent sessions.

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Jan 14, 2009

The Little Soul and the Sun

Neale Donald Walsh

Conversations with God



Once upon no time, there was a little Soul who said to God, "I know who I am."

And God said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"
And the Little Soul shouted, "I'm the Light!"
God smiled a big smile. "That's right!" God exclaimed. "You are the Light."

The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out.

"Wow," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"

But soon, knowing who it was was not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was.

And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said,

"Hi, God! Now that I know Who I am, is it okay for me to be it?"
And God said, "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"

"Well," replied the Little Soul," it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it.

I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!"

"But you already are the Light," God repeated, smiling again.

"Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!" cried the Little Soul.

"Well," said God with a chuckle, "I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one."

Then God's expression changed. "There's only one thing..."

"What?" asked the Little Soul.

"Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not."

"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.

"Think of it this way," said God. "You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, gazillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles...and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light -that is the question."

"Well," the Little Soul perked up, "you're God.
Think of something!"

Once more God smiled. "I already have," God said. "Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."

"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.

God replied, "It is that which you are not."

"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.

"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."

"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.

Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. "It is a great gift," God said, "because without it, you could not know what anything is like. You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then."

"And so," God concluded, "when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness. Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too.

Let your Light shine so that everyone will know how special you are!"

"You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?" asked the Little Soul.

"Of course!" God chuckled. "It's very okay! But remember,'special' does not mean 'better.' Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special."

"Wow," said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy.

"I can be as special as I want to be!"

"Yes, and you can start right now," said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul.

"What part of special do you want to be?"

"What part of special?" the Little Soul repeated. "I don't understand."

"Well," God explained, "being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient.

Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?"

The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. "I can think of lots of ways to be special!" the Little Soul then exclaimed. "It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly.

It is special to be considerate of others!"

"Yes!" God agreed, "and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light."

"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I want to be the part of special called 'forgiving'.

Isn't it special to be forgiving?"
"Oh, yes," God assured the Little Soul. "That is very special."

"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."

"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."

The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication.

"What is it?" the Little Soul sighed.

"There is no one to forgive."

"No one?" The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.

"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you."

It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide ~ from all over the Kingdom ~ for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying. Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.

"Who, then, to forgive?" asked God.

"Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."

And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad. But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd.

"Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."

"You will?" the Little Soul brightened.

"But what can you do?"

"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"
"You can?"

"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."

"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked.

"You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you ~ who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move through the Kingdom with the speed of your thought--to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"

"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."

The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer.

"Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember."

"We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad; we have both been the victim and the villain of it."

"Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are. And so," the Friendly Soul explained further, "I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives.

"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"
"Oh," replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."

Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."

"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.

"I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself. And so, I have but one favour to ask of you in return."

"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!"
Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.

"What is it?" the Little Soul asked.

"What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!"

"Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!" God interrupted. "Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels."

And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. "What can I do for you?" the Little Soul asked again.

"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possible imagine ~ in that very moment..."
"Yes?" the Little Soul interrupted, "yes...?""Remember Who I Really Am."

"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"

"Good," said the Friendly Soul, "because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are."

"No, we won't!" the Little Soul promised again. "I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift ~ the chance to experience myself as Who I Am.

" And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.

And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible. And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness--and especially if it brought sadness--the Little Soul thought of what God had said.

"Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."

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