A window openend up one night as I was writing something or another...
I didn't know you...and I didn't want you..let alone be my lover.
You talked to me so sweetly
Your words so smooth and nice
Did i want to talk to you more then once?
Well maybe twice.
I talked to you another time...
It seemed alright and good
I didn't think anything of it...
I never understood.
That you would creep right in my heart
And feel like we may never part?
Never part?..I thought....Why we never even met yet.
But then we talked some more..
You asked me for a phone number..
To talk to me for sure.
I didn't want to let myself...
Be taken with someone new
I was someone else's and thought I should be true.
But that someone else was far away...
And you were nearer still..
You talked so sweetly in my ears...
With words I wanted to hear..
You sounded oh so sexy
You sounded oh so fine..
You woo'd me with your manly words..
You made me feel alive.
I didn't know it was happening
I didn't think it true
I was falling and falling in something like love
With my new and handsome you.
When you sent me your picture..
I was happily surprised...
You were so handsome and sweet looking
With soulful, hungry eyes..
I was caught within my heartstrings
Within a web entwined..
A feeling so strong inside me
Words could not define...
Except that there was heat in me
And a thrill, that all consumed
My sheltered world had opened up...
For you...yes for you...
And I began to feel
Something I never felt...
Was it real?
Was it in my head?
Was it true?
Was I on a trip of dreams?
Was it because of you?
You handsome man with sweet talk
So full of words..
That excited me to no end
And sent me to different worlds..
I could go to you in a minute..
And give it all up, it's true
For the love of your words in my ears..
For the love of handsome sweet you.
Are you real?
Please be so..
But if you are not...
You will be my lover I know for sure
And we'll be loving friends.
We can have our time,
Our season in the Sun
Our passion and dancing...
And all our fun..
Then if we must part..
You were my only online Lover...
That I met...and ever kissed.
I will forever remember our time we had
Should that time come to pass, and we do truly meet...
Then perhaps might just part...
This is from my heart!
As I haven't gotten to see you yet,
I think I can say, my sweet..
Your tender Love and spoken words ...
Will always be with me,
No matter where I go
No matter what may be
I will never forget you...
writings by Jandi D.
(c) July 9, 2007