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Name: PAMELA ANN SULLIVAN WALLER VON HYDEN
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Location: CHICAGO, Illinois United States

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Nameamela Ann Sullivan Waller Von HydenType:Memorial (for the deceased)To Honor:Individual(s)Location:Chicago, Illinois United States


To all who knew Pamela Waller~ She has passed away tonite!  

On this day February 15th 2009  My dear and close friend and sister of my heart has passed away. 


She had a heart attack , and went quickly so I heard from her roomate.


They tried everything to get her heart to start.


All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't get sweet Pamela's heart beating again.


I shall miss her terribly!  We were very close and I heard her voice on the phone every day for years.  Now there will be silence.  A silence that will be so awful for me.  I miss my sister of my heart .


I am in mourning.  I lost Rabia a little over a year ago.  Now I lost Pamela.


I pray to Heavenly Father that she didn't feel any pain.


Her roomate told me that she asked her moments before she went, if she was in pain and Pamela said.."no, I am fine"  Then she slumped over with some facial signs of some discomfort. 


Her roomate gave her CPR until the Ambulance came and they took over.  Used paddles and everything kept up the CPR...and in the hospital finally gave up as her heart would not start up.


She was a very talented writer.  I hate using the word "was". 


She was a mother, and grandmother, a sister and a wonderful human being. She was sensitive and loving.


I shall miss her forever.  She and I were so close, I do not know what to do with myself, now that I won't hear her voice everyday saying to me  "Hi Sissy!"  And ending each phone call with "I love you"  as I said that of course as well.  Always we said "I love you" at the end of each phone call and each message on the Instant Messaging.


She was my mentor for my writing .  And my biggest fan.


God Rest ye sister of mine heart.  My sweet Irish Sister Pamela Ann Sullivan Waller.


Sullivan was her maiden name.


She is survived by her daughters and sons and a grandson she loved dearly.


I love you sissy!


Sleep in the arms of the angels.



Jandi


p.s. Note for care 2 .  Please leave her groups for poetry up and also her profile page in her honour. She shall not be forgotten, and all her work should not be erased!!!   Please !  



 Thank you, Jandi D.

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Posted: Feb 16, 2009 9:25pm
Feb 16, 2009
Name: Pamela Ann Sullivan Waller Von Hyden
Type: Memorial (for the deceased)
To Honor: Individual(s)
Location: Chicago, Illinois United States
To all who knew Pamela Waller~ She has passed away tonite!  

On this day February 15th 2009  My dear and close friend and sister of my heart has passed away. 

She had a heart attack , and went quickly so I heard from her roomate.

They tried everything to get her heart to start.

All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't get sweet Pamela's heart beating again.

I shall miss her terribly!  We were very close and I heard her voice on the phone every day for years.  Now there will be silence.  A silence that will be so awful for me.  I miss my sister of my heart .

I am in mourning.  I lost Rabia a little over a year ago.  Now I lost Pamela.

I pray to Heavenly Father that she didn't feel any pain.

Her roomate told me that she asked her moments before she went, if she was in pain and Pamela said.."no, I am fine"  Then she slumped over with some facial signs of some discomfort. 

Her roomate gave her CPR until the Ambulance came and they took over.  Used paddles and everything kept up the CPR...and in the hospital finally gave up as her heart would not start up.

She was a very talented writer.  I hate using the word "was". 

She was a mother, and grandmother, a sister and a wonderful human being. She was sensitive and loving.

I shall miss her forever.  She and I were so close, I do not know what to do with myself, now that I won't hear her voice everyday saying to me  "Hi Sissy!"  And ending each phone call with "I love you"  as I said that of course as well.  Always we said "I love you" at the end of each phone call and each message on the Instant Messaging.

She was my mentor for my writing .  And my biggest fan.

God Rest ye sister of mine heart.  My sweet Irish Sister Pamela Ann Sullivan Waller.

Sullivan was her maiden name.

She is survived by her daughters and sons and a grandson she loved dearly.

I love you sissy!

Sleep in the arms of the angels.

Jandi

p.s. Note for care 2 .  Please leave her groups for poetry up and also her profile page in her honour. She shall not be forgotten, and all her work should not be erased!!!   Please !  

 Thank you, Jandi D.

 

 

 


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Posted: Feb 16, 2009 9:01pm
Feb 15, 2009

On this day February 15th 2009  My dear and close friend and sister of my heart has passed away. 

She had a heart attack , and went quickly so I heard from her roomate.

They tried everything to get her heart to start.

All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't get sweet Pamela's heart beating again.

I shall miss her terribly!  We were very close and I heard her voice on the phone every day for years.  Now there will be silence.  A silence that will be so awful for me.  I miss my sister of my heart .

I am in mourning.  I lost Rabia a little over a year ago.  Now I lost Pamela.

I pray to Heavenly Father that she didn't feel any pain.

Her roomate told me that she asked her moments before she went, if she was in pain and Pamela said.."no, I am fine"  Then she slumped over with some facial signs of some discomfort. 

Her roomate gave her CPR until the Ambulance came and they took over.  Used paddles and everything kept up the CPR...and in the hospital finally gave up as her heart would not start up.

She was a very talented writer.  I hate using the word "was". 

She was a mother, and grandmother, a sister and a wonderful human being. She was sensitive and loving.

I shall miss her forever.  She and I were so close, I do not know what to do with myself, now that I won't hear her voice everyday saying to me  "Hi Sissy!"  And ending each phone call with "I love you"  as I said that of course as well.  Always we said "I love you" at the end of each phone call and each message on the Instant Messaging.

She was my mentor for my writing .  And my biggest fan.

God Rest ye sister of mine heart.  My sweet Irish Sister Pamela Ann Sullivan Waller.

Sullivan was her maiden name.

She is survived by her daughters and sons and a grandson she loved dearly.

I love you sissy!

Sleep in the arms of the angels.

Jandi

p.s. note for care 2 .  Please leave her groups for poetry up and also her profile page in her honour. She shall not be forgotten, and all her work should not be erased!!!   Please !   Thank you, Jandi D.

 

 

 

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Posted: Feb 15, 2009 11:54pm
May 10, 2008


Oh you aren't afraid of me
I am but a small monkey

I am happy you didn't fly away
You gave me some joy today

Just to visit with you and pet you
So beautiful with your wings of white
That can take you on a flight

I don't know where I will be
I am just a small monkey

I hope that I can grow up
And have fun in the trees
Like all the other monkey familys

I hope I don't get caught in some place
And hurt for a cream for someones face
Or given shocks of electricity
Or given shots of chemicals and things
I am just a small baby monkey

I wish to see so many things
And here you are
You beautiful white bird
You've come to visit me
One with such white wings

I am such a small monkey
I can almost hide behind you
Wish I could get on your back
And fly away with you
To safety and the tree's
Aboard your white wings.

My friend, my only friend,
A dove..
Stay awhile with me...please.
It is so nice to feel your wings

And listen to you coo
Such a beautiful Dove are you.

Wonder what is in store for me
When you fly so far away
I hope I see you again some day
My friend, my only friend
Dove.


by Jandi (c) 2008
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Posted: May 10, 2008 10:55pm
Mar 11, 2008
Never stop loving me the way you do, honey,Because you know ".Ooh , I like that!" 5:57 PM



romantid man and woman kissing in water ooh i like that.gif




Nurturing True love



I'll love you always... always
because


You love me for who I am


Enjoy my laughter and foibles


You laugh with me at my silly and


funny ways.


Give me hugs often and don't break


away from those hugs too fast


Treat me with love and kindness


Treat me as precious as I do you


Love me through the good times


And remember the good times,


when we have a rough road to go.


Help me with the everyday chores,
So I may have more time to be with
you and have quality time.



Never yell at me, unless there is a


fire, and we have to run!


Speak softly to me, and look into my


eyes.


Smile at me every day!


When you see me not feeling well,
and I am not at my best, you still
see the woman you always loved,
And care for me.


Oh, it is so wonderful, when you


rub my aching feet.


When you do something I love... and I tell you, 


"Ooh, I like that!!"...


And you won't stop, cause you love to please me,




And I love to do that to you, to please you, my


sweet.


Notice that I am making an effort
to make your life easier, and


happier..


Because you see, I love you my


sweetheart, and that makes me


happy.


I notice when you put something on


that I especially like you to wear, or


a special aftershave...I see you and


remark, how handsome you


are...listen up for those moments


when I say things like that.


And every day, I see that you try to


make my life happier.


When you tell me I look so pretty,


and how lucky you feel, to have me


as your mate.


That we don't let a day go by where


we don't say "I love you,  I love


you."


And appreciate the things I do, as I


do appreciate all that you do...


And you compliment me on


something I tried to make for you


...but it didn't maybe turn out so


well, but you loved that I made it


with love.    And we can laugh!


When I've given birth and given you


our baby's, ...remember the


miracle, and the pain, and be extra
gentle with me....I am a woman.


Be my hero!  By being by my side
when I need you most...
Just as you see me there with you


always, my love.


When we get older, and things sort
of change and go south...lets hold
each other more often..and cherish
every moment together.


For you are a fortunate man, and I
am a fortunate woman, and that
we found one another, and we have
done everything we can to make
life better for one another.


Isn't that the greatest gift?


You are my sweetheart
You are my confident
You are my closest friend
You are my safety
You protect me
You are my funny face
You are my lover,
I have given of myself to you, as you


give yourself to me...and we are the
closest human beings in the world,
We have been "One"


How can I not love you?



by Jandi (c) 2008

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Posted: Mar 11, 2008 6:06pm
Mar 9, 2008

~ In Heat,
 Such that I cannot sleep~
I have been trying to go to sleep,
I keep moving, tossing on my sheets

Wrapping around pillows,
Thinking of you in the
Deepest depths of me
Imagining all the giving
Of pleasure, for you and me

Feeling so much desire
I am in heat for your kissing..
For your special kind of loving
That sets me on fire

Hard to stay still,
My body in motion..
Thinkng of my wanting,
Of my craving to feel your
warm body next to mine..
and climb all over you and
Kiss your neck and lips,
Oh those soft lips!!
And make love with you

In heat, such that I cannot sleep
Thinking, remembering,

Just your kiss, your kiss,
Started this fire inside me
I am restless, and..

In heat, such that I cannot sleep.

I smile as I think of you
And your sweet and sensual ways
How happy I have been these
days,
Since you came into my life
And I am captivated by you
You swept me off my feet!
And now I am in heat...such,
that I cannot sleep.

Man, you do drive me insane.

I will try and go back to sleep

If you listen to the wind,
You may hear...
From my lips, that are smiling...
I will whisper your name..
Yes , Your name.

Awaiting to be with you soon,
You drive me wild
With hunger for you to be close
to me.
You have awakened my body
With heat, such that I cannot sleep.
 
You have awakened the Lioness in

my soul, a burning I can't explain.
It is kind of like pain..

Maybe to be tamed by you.


This started with a kiss
With such soft lips
Unexpected, and exciting
Like a drug, I am hooked; and
alive and awake, in heat, such

that I cannot sleep.

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Posted: Mar 9, 2008 6:33pm
Feb 15, 2008

Believe again~

I really miss someone sweet  to kiss,
someone close and loving..

I miss the hugs I never got, but gave

so freely and truly.

And now, as I open my heart to

try.... I don't know why....or  how to

accept them, without wondering

what's the catch?

The giver, who now wishes  to

receive....

And the giver, now realizes, that

there  are people who would

decieve..

And that now, makes it hard to be

vulnerable.

And confusing to  know that there

are things not easy to  percieve.

I miss the hugs, the kind I give... I

miss the kisses...that I have known..

And now I am angry at me....

Because, I am afraid to let go, and

be hurt again.

This, .....is .....stifling me...I want to

feel more ....

More trusting.

More believing.

Less, questioning in my mind..

Knowing...just knowing that,

someday down the line.  There will

be someone, who will have the

patience to help me to trust again...

That would be just fine!
Someone to be just mine.

No tricks, no schemes,
No lies, no cheats,
No conning, coniving,

I'm open to that.
So I thought.

Now, I realize that I have deeper

wounds, then I ever realized before.

I just thank heaven, that I still have

room in my heart, for someone to

still care for.

Oh, why are there such games out

there.  Story's and lies , just to get

whatever.

What ever happened to feelings?

What ever happened to looking for

tomorrows.

Why jump in and take it all at once?

Why not enjoy the moments?

Why not enjoy the different

feelings?

Holding hands, caressing a face..
Smiling at each other.
.
Just being....quietly together...
Feeling safe in each other's arms.
Knowing there will come no harm.

Although I miss what was taken

from me...
I have not a broken

spirit..just a wee damaged....

and it can be healed ....
by the right one...at the right time....and the

right place.

I was thinking this...

I must
I must
I must not distrust...

Relax...
Deep breathe..

But then, of course,  I must not

allow any harm to come to me.

Such wonderings.

Deep Breathe...

Breathe in.....hold it....

Breathe out....

Relax.

Believe again.


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Posted: Feb 15, 2008 8:17pm
Feb 1, 2008


I AM HERE~! 


I am here!
I am the one you have been searching for.

Do you not see me?
Why can you not see my heart?
I show my heart.  I show my face.
I show my smile.
You see my softness.
You see my sweetness.
You can see sincerity in my eyes.

So what do you want?
Do you want warmth, and love?
Do you want these things?
Or do you want to play games?

You say, you don't want someone
who plays games.
You say, you are looking for someone ...quite like me it would seem.
Yet, here I am.  And there we go.

Now where are you?
Was it something I said?
Or didn't say?

I smiled at you, was that scarey?
I laughed with you, did that seem strange?
We got along so nicely.
I even kissed you goodbye.
But I thought it was just goodbye
for that day.
It was a nice kiss.
You said, I'll call you.

What is it you really wanted?
Why are you still looking?
What are you hiding?
When do you speak the truth?
Didn't you know I was sincere?
Couldn't you tell this?

What more could I have been?
I am all that I can be, and still learning in life how to be better.

Are you selfish?
Is your ego awfully big?
Do you not want someone to care?
What do you think?

What goes through your mind?

What more can I do then to be me?
There is much to love about me.
I am good, and kind, and loving.

I am affectionate, I am beautiful.
I am sincere, and I am goofy.
I am serious, I am loyal.
I am Woman!  All the woman anyone can ever want!

So, what do men want?  A facade, a fake, a person who is shallow?

I am real!  I am true!  I am deep!
I wonder, if life is a game, and I just don't know how to play it.

Mixed messages. 

I was never meant to be alone.
I never had a meanness in body or bone.

Only softness, giving, and sweetness in my heart to give.

Where is that for me?  Is there no one that can match that, and be that to me?

Question's mulling around in my head sometimes....Hmmm.



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Jan 20, 2008
A Hundred Fold


Take care of a heart that
cares for you.
Take care of that soul that
has a need for you
Be kind, be wise,
And realize,
That true love is rare
And a love that is true
Can not be taken for granted
Or put away
But cherished, and held
Precious each blessed day.

Once a woman give's of herself
And share's her hearts desire
With a man who doesn't deserve her
Well, that would put out the fire.

But to the man who cares
And stands by her side
Through hard times and good times
Through out life

Well now, He will reap the rewards of a lifetime of splendid moments

For she will look up at him
In her sweet and fragile way
Wondering, if she is safe,
 
And if she is safe within his arms
No one can take her away.

Be kind and loving
Be soft and caring
Be gentle and protective
Be her knight in shining armor

She will be everything to you
A hundred fold!

Nay, more then A hundred fold!

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Jan 19, 2008
~Picnic on a Tartan blanket~


Come with me amongst the tree's
And flowers that abound.

Shall we sit on the blanket ..or the bench nearby?

Looking around..feeling the breeze

Oh thank you for putting your coat over my shoulders...tis so warm inside and does warm me.
And it has your scent...it comforts me.

The sky is so clear..except look...over there...a cloud or two..and they are in shapes...what do you see in them? 

If we look long enough as they move.. Oh..I see a beautiful horse, or is that a unicorn?

Lie beside me on this tartan blanket
and look up at the sky...

Can it really be, it goes on forever?
Amazing, isn't it?

Hungry you are? Well, I brought a basket, with food.
Here, lets have something to eat..

I can't help but look at your face, and see by your lip...a smidge of
some mayo , ah, but it makes me smile.....here...allow me please,  to reach over and kiss it off.

I might linger a bit, just to make sure, with a sweet and soft kiss.

What a lovely picnic..and what a lovely day

Just you and I, and noone else in the world.
Well, except that little squirrel.

We laugh and play, and have a great day..till sunset will sneak up and light the sky with such beautiful colours.

Look my sweet and gentle love..
We are making memories of just being together.

See, the dove flying above, meeting it's mate on the tree nearby?  Aren't they beautiful ?

Time to go now...we had such a time, so calm and peaceful and nice.

Let's do this again from time to time.

Just you and I and the never ending sky...amongst the trees and ever abounding flowers...and a squirrel or two..and maybe the dove family above us too.

Finding shapes in the beautiful white and fluffy clouds in that beautiful blue sky.

Just you and I.


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