I really miss someone sweet to kiss,
someone close and loving..
I miss the hugs I never got, but gave
so freely and truly.
And now, as I open my heart to
try.... I don't know why....or how to
accept them, without wondering
what's the catch?
The giver, who now wishes to
And the giver, now realizes, that
there are people who would
And that now, makes it hard to be
And confusing to know that there
are things not easy to percieve.
I miss the hugs, the kind I give... I
miss the kisses...that I have known..
And now I am angry at me....
Because, I am afraid to let go, and
be hurt again.
This, .....is .....stifling me...I want to
feel more ....
Less, questioning in my mind..
Knowing...just knowing that,
someday down the line. There will
be someone, who will have the
patience to help me to trust again...
That would be just fine!
Someone to be just mine.
No tricks, no schemes,
No lies, no cheats,
No conning, coniving,
I'm open to that.
So I thought.
Now, I realize that I have deeper
wounds, then I ever realized before.
I just thank heaven, that I still have
room in my heart, for someone to
still care for.
Oh, why are there such games out
there. Story's and lies , just to get
What ever happened to feelings?
What ever happened to looking for
Why jump in and take it all at once?
Why not enjoy the moments?
Why not enjoy the different
Holding hands, caressing a face..
Smiling at each other.
Just being....quietly together...
Feeling safe in each other's arms.
Knowing there will come no harm.
Although I miss what was taken
I have not a broken
spirit..just a wee damaged....
and it can be healed ....
by the right one...at the right time....and the
I was thinking this...
I must not distrust...
But then, of course, I must not
allow any harm to come to me.
Breathe in.....hold it....
by jandi (c) 2008
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