As I woke one morning I sure that time was pasting me by so fast but I was not moving at all my life was at a stand still
I took a good look in the mirror and I said to my self in order to change my life I have to move on. He always told me no one else will want you but I said to myself
I had to move on and leave what is no good behind and start a new life. I was Scared but I moved on.
I realized it was him who put my life at a stand and when I turn my life away from him my life began to change
when I realized.
I realized I was somebody and my life belongs to me. I am somebody their noting I couldn’t be or do. I can be and do what I want to do if I wanted too.
So when you feel this way and a man or anyone is trying to take away your self esteem. Read my words and look in the mirror like I did and say I am somebody and you can take that away from me my life belongs to me.
Created by L H B D
To My Four Lovely Daughters
Daughters I don't want you to cry when
I fade away
I don't want to open my eyes to see my
daughter's cry, If they didn't care when I was alive
They chooses between imitating their mother,
or other significant influences in their life's.
As an adolescent
they have come to look down on their mother
and think that other mothers are much better
when death calls me, to the end of a life to be
I am going to a new life with no pain and strife
is the living part of me, will go un to you,
And the gift I give to you my beautiful daughters
From the Heavenly altar as I will stand tall
I will watch my daughters as you have your
children and your children grow.
Your children will do un to you as you have
Done un to me.
Then you will feel the pain that I have
felt threw the years with you.
You will be their to take my place
of what you have put me threw
Don't do to a mother what you don't like
done un to you as mother
because you are not fully grown woman's
you do not understand the
challenges and choices that a mother faces .
It is only when you becomes a woman than
you will fully understand and learn to appreciate
a mother. Then you will always be
The living part of me
with your girls, boys, as they are growing
then you will know why
I wanted to protected you from the world
and If I am a bad mother because I wanted
to protected you from the world
even on my deathbed bed my bond to
my daughters as a mother will always be their
Through all the commotion
I feel the emotion of a joyful life
when death calls me to
The end of a life to be I will feel no pain No shame No regret
Nor will I fear
because I feel I have done my best as a mother
For with your eyes and tears
I will be with joy, calm and peace
when my life does decease
Created By Lillian H.B.D
Four My 4 beautiful daughters.
The lord had a plan for me
The Lord knew I would love the beauty of a garden
I love my garden,
I created my Garden for my Lord.
He gave me knowledge and Strength
to created something so beautiful for me and my family
and the creators like the bird’s and the butterfly‘s.
As I build my garden I feel like I am walking in the heaven of my lord.
With beautiful colors and sharp’s that surround me, the beautiful birds and butterfly all around me.
When I am stress I walk threw my garden and I find peace and tranquility threw all the lovely colors and sharp , Birds and butterfly‘s.
I guess the lord had my life plan
when he instill in my mother to name me Lillian
he threw I would love the beauty of a garden.
Created Sept 21, 2009
For my Garden Group
My Garden & Your's
Created By Lillian. H.B.D
Welcome to America, where you and your family will be able to fulfill your dreams
You are required to work hard in order to succeed. I give you the opportunities through
hard work to own your own land. I welcome you to rise up and fight for what you believe in the American dream I welcome you now onto American soil.
Good Luck and God Bless
Watch the Mortgage corporate today or they will take your American dream away that's the
American way of life today
Come Come Come
Keep the vision alive of what America really is freedom and the American Dream
The crooks have taken that away
America represents the last stand for freedom in the world.
Welcome! Here in America you will be guarded from harm and protected from enemies. You will prosper your children will grow to be finely tuned to contribute to this land, their land. We together will make this land great. Your times of hardships are not over with the corporate crooks today.
This land is your land. This land is my land.
Welcome to the land of the free, land of opportunity, land of Constitutional equality
Welcome to the gates of the America dream. Any and everyone are welcome whether rich or poor. This is the land for Freedom, liberty where hope is alive and where dreams come alive
Now congress you must keep this American Dream alive.
Welcome to America, Come in and enjoy the freedoms that America has to offer. Here you will find endless opportunity and prosperity at your fingertip builds your American Dream and let no crook take it from under
Welcome! My name is Lady Liberty. As we all know, many of you are searching for freedom.
Well I can say you came to the right place. In America, you will find all you wanted, and more.
I wrote a song:
Let freedom ring from the bottom of your heart
Everyone deserves the best freedom is the best part. In America you can find your American dream to come true, even more then it seems but watch out for the American crooks or your American dream will be unforeseen I no these cooperated crooks come so quickly and without warning to take your American Dream so we have to stand together and fight for what is rightly ours.
Seeking freedom and fulfillment of our dream. It is one of the universal symbols of political freedom and democracy in the world
Did You Know?
Freedom is not standing still. A symbolic feature that people cannot see is the broken chain wrapped around the Statue's feet. Protruding from the bottom of her robe, the broken chains symbolize her free forward movement, enlightening the world with her torch free from oppression and servitude
Enjoy your stay here, you will find a better life if you do not let the crooks stand in your way. Here in America, their once was no strife now you have to strife. Your life will be better, you made an extraordinary choice, because in our country, everyone can find their own, special voice in freedom of speech so stand together and struggle and fight until we have won our fight.
United we stand divided we fall.
Where have Democratic gone into the hands of the crooks
The Democratic Party swept to power
Created By L.H.B.D for my group Predatory Mortgage Lending
Created Jan 29,2007
A poem Written for Me From a Friend
Whatever your desire her heart is on fire when she hears the words "Let's go for a ride."
You wanted your own personal poem Lillian so here you go. I have no idea what to call it but perhaps you may have some ideas.
I hope you enjoy it! Lillian in a few simple phrases if not a few pages Is a little like this:
Her heart is deeply touched by a dinner out or lunch with her four loving daughters by her side
Her favorite destination is anywhere between the North and the South Poles for unending travel is what lights up her soul.
It's not too much to say she loves dancing every day Any step is fine Just be sure to bring the camera along this time she is very fun to be with and knows her computer outside and in.
This is as a woman with whom you surely can win.
Dedicated to me by my husband
When we first were going out
WORDS FROM MY HEARTWORDS FROM MY HEART
AS I LAY HERE TONIGHT, MY THOUGHTS DRIFT
BACK TO THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE.
THE WONDERMENT I FEEL FOR FINDING YOU,
YOU HAVE OPENED UP MY WORLD
TO LET THE SUN SHINE IN.
YOU HAVE LIFTED MY BURDEN THAT HAS
BEEN HOLDING ME DOWN.
MY HEART SINGS WITH JOY AND LAUGHTER
WHENEVER YOUR VOICE ECHOES IN MY EARS.
YOU HAVE RESTORED MY FAITH IN THE WORD "LOVE".
IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR SOULS
WE KNOW WE WILL BE AS ONE.
FOREVER TOGETHER, FOREVER WHOLE.
FOREVER PARTNERS, FOREVER LOVERS.
FOREVER BEST FRIENDS.
THE DISTANCE APART IN MILES
WE SHARE TOGETHER, MAKING US STRONG
FOR THE DAY WE MEET.
THE WARM TOUCH OF YOUR EMBRACE
WON'T FEEL NEW TO ME.
THE SOFTNESS OF YOUR LIPS
WON'T SURPRISE ME.
THE LOVE IN YOUR HEART
I HAVE FELT MANY TIMES.
AND I KNOW THAT OUR LOVE
WILL BE FOREVER.
THESE WORDS ARE MY OWN,
AND FROM MY HEART, I'LL
ALWAYS LOVE YOU.