WELCOME TO PRAYER CIRCLE PART 2.....
Mother and Father of All
I ask for health and strength for all of us during this season when illness is so prevalent. May our immune systems be strong to resist illness...
My mother had a small heart attack last night, she's been having silent and no so slient storkes for some time and her doctor wouldn't send her for any tests, we hoped he would AGREE TO by Christmas.
Because of my situation and malpractice and iwth several hosptials here, she can't even use my real name as contact, if they bring my files up they may kick her out, or not give her proper care, as they have done to me repeatedly to cover for themselves.
I am too ill/disabled to be with her and am waiting for the phone to ring. I have no other family, my mothers relatives have already been moving in for the kill and got my falsified medical records, wherein none ont eh brain/body damage exisits, and let telling my mother to put me in a nursing home where they live & take over my finances. They are waiting for her to go, get her stuff and move in on me & try to declare me incompent & I can't afford a law firm let alone huge malpractice firm. I live in my own apt and should have beenput in supportive care housing over 2 years ago.
We have never been close, but started, trying the past 2 years, and I have been working and learning to forgive her for so much, it hasn't been easy. At times like this it's a real wake up call, that no matter how nasty she is, she is still a beautiful soul inside who has been hurt much in this life.
I am waiting for the phone to ring....
Sunshine
thank you & God Bless 4:35 AM
Got the call, she was there for hours (the usual) gave her a few tests (EEG or EHG?), not much good AFTER), blood tests, her emzynes are raised asked if she ws taking an asprin a day and sent her home in a snow storm refusing to give her a catscan or MIR.
They said they can't see them on catscans, which I *&^%^ IS NOT TRUE. I saw a show on the CBC that even SILENT STROKES SHOW UP ON CATSCANS & ESPECIALLY WOMEN ARE HAVING THE BY THE SCORE, AND SHE'S BEEN HAVING LOTS, AND SOME NOT SO SILENT. LYDIA NELSON HEAD OF THE CFS/ME/FM ASSOCATION HAD A HEART ATTACK AND WHEN THEY DID THE CATSCAN THEY FOUND OUT SHE PREVIOUSLY HAD A SILENT STROKE AND WHAT PART OF HER BRAIN HAD BEEN AFFECTED.
WOMEN HAVE TAKEN THE BRUNT OF LACK OF MEDICAL CARE, RESEARCH AND TREATMENT FOR CENTURIES. 80% of people who get MS are WOMEN, at first they said THEY WERE BEING HYSTERICAL until it was proven it existed. CFS/CFIDS/ME, 80% Women affected AGAIN, DECLARED HYSTERICAL AND THIS TIME PYHCIATRIC WHICH IS KNOW PROVEN TO BE A NERUOLOGICAL ILLNESS THAT AFFECTS THE BRAIN WHICH AFFECTS THE REST OF THE BODY AND IS WORSE THAN MS.
I HAVE HAD IT WITH DOCTORS, THEY ARE UNDER EDUCATED, TUNNEL VISION, LAZY, CAN'T BE BOTHERED, AND MOST ARE MORE CONCERNED WITH THEIR FREE TIME, JUST HANDING OUT SCRIPTS, DON'T WANT TO DO PAPER WORK TO GET YOU TO SPECIALISTS AND LIE TO COVER THEIR OR OTHER DOCTORS SORRY BUTTS. I usually know more about my illnesses, if not almost ALWAYS THAN THEY DO. They are suppoed to learn from their patients not corposes like they used to dig up.
Now have to get a catscan for my mother and myself and PAY FOR IT. I apologize for my anger but I have been terribly abused and damaged by the medical profession and, now m y mother, just shuffle her off, here take an asprin. She's in her 70's, fractured spine, empashyma, arthritis, brittle bones,.silent & small strokes, she's lost so much weight, she's like a stick. x2 now her heart, happened her lat week but she refused to let me call 911 because they take you to what ever hosptial they want, and can't be sent to ones I've been damaged by.
Sunshine Ray
Mother and Father of us all
I ask for safe keeping of us all. I ask for health and strength in our bodies, hearts, and minds. I ask for healing for any of us that may be ill...
I thank you, Mother and Father of All, for each breath that is taken and every day that is lived by each of us.
May we all live long lives filled with joy and laughter. May we walk in the company of the Old Ones and in the footsteps of the Creator...
Mother and Father of us all
I pray now for Tracy D. I ask that her operation goes smoothly and easily. Guide the hands of the doctors and nurses that are caring for her. Bring Tracy peace, strength, and healing to her body and mind. Bring her an easy recovery.
I also pray for Lohn Red Gordin (Screaming Eagle). Touch him and his family and friends. Bring peace and healing to this situation. Guide the minds and hands of any doctors that treat him. Bring strength to his body and mind. I ask for full recovery from the stroke and and swift and easy rehabilitation .
Thank you, Mother and Father of us All
Dream Catcher holds protection.
I thank you for this my little sister.You always think of everyone, and that is while you are so special to me..Thank you little one...WALK IN PEACE AND FOREST LIGHT ALWAYS MY FRIEND...TomH
Tom,
You are special to me for the same reason .You think of everyone and show them that they matter. I truly needed to hear...read words like the ones you wrote to me.I thank you dear, kind ,brother for taking time to read my poem I am honoured
I apologize for not being around very much recently. So many problems,and now I have just been to the doctor to confirm what I suspected. I have scarlet fever.I've noticed that problems rarely come one at a time. Life's lessons are hard sometimes.
I'm not very good at asking for something for myself....but I'm going to do it now. Please remember me in your Prayers today Tom? I feel I need some help today.
Sken:nen;
Your Little Sister;
SilentEyes
She is one of us, please enter the circle and pray for our little sister ! I recieved this today..I hope I have not lost her trust . I felt that you should be aware of her situation...As always...TomH
I could never lose faith in my brother. He has a special Heart. 
Thankyou for your Prayers ...support....thankyou for everything.
I'm beginning to feel a little better today and I know it is with your help.
A MESSAGE FROM THE SHARING HEART PASSED ON TO ME AND NOW I PASS TO YOU!
THE LIVING BIBLE , !!!!!!! WOW, ME TO YOU
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> This is such a great example of The Living Bible.
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> His name is Bill. He has wild hair, wears a T-shirt
> with holes in it,
> jeans, and no shoes. This was literally his wardrobe
> for his entire four
> years of college.
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> He is brilliant. Kind of profound and very, very
> bright. He became a
> Christian while attending college.
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> Across the street from the campus is a well-dressed,
> very conservative
> church. They want to develop a ministry to the
> students but are not sure
> how to go about
it.
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> One day Bill decides to go there. He walks in with
> no shoes, jeans, his
> T-shirt, and wild hair. The service has already
> started and so Bill starts
> down the aisle looking for a seat.
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> The church is completely packed and he can't find a
> seat. By now, people
> are really looking a bit uncomfortable, but no one
> says anything.
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> Bill gets closer and closer and closer to the
> pulpit, and when he realizes
> there are no seats, he just squats down right on the
> carpet.
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> By now the people are really uptight, and the
> tension in the air is thick.
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> About this time, the minister realizes that from way
> at the back of the
> church, a deacon is slowly making his way toward
> Bill.
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> Now the deacon is in his
eighties, has silver-gray
> hair, and a three-piece
> suit. A godly man, very elegant, very dignified,
> very courtly. He walks
> with a cane and, as he starts walking toward this
> boy, everyone is saying
> to themselves that you can't blame him for what he's
> going to do.
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> How can you expect a man of his age and of his
> background to understand
> some college kid on the floor?
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> It takes a long time for the man to reach the boy.
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> The church is utterly silent except for the clicking
> of the man's cane.
> All eyes are focused on him. You can't even hear
> anyone breathing. The
> minister can't even preach the sermon until the
> deacon does what he has to
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> And now they see this elderly man drop his cane on
> the floor. With
great
> difficulty, he lowers himself and sits down next to
> Bill and worships with
> him so he won't be alone.
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> Everyone chokes up with emotion.
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> When the minister gains control, he says, "What I'm
> about to preach, you
> will never remember. What you have just seen, you
> will never forget."
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> "Be careful how you live. You may be the only Bible
> some people will ever
> read".
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> I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you
> today. To guide you and
> protect you as you go along your way.... His love is
> always with you, His
> promises are true,
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> And when we give Him all our cares, You know He will
> see us through.
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> Pass this to People you want God to Bless.
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> I
DID
this message was passed onto me from a very close friend. It does have meaning to me, as it should for others, because you see, this is special, as the person who sent this to me, has been ill these past few moons, the one who sent this to me, her friend passed on to a better life and now looks down upon us all. Her friends age? 10 died of leukemia. It was her only niece. This message I have posted in a few other groups, but did not explain it futher. I hope you get a chance to take the time and read it. This little message was the little girls favorite thing, it was beside her always near her bed at the hospitol, she laughed, she was cheery, she understood the circumstances, her last words were; " i am not afraid of death, cause you see I got god, and I will get to see my Mom and Grandma now!' With that she passed on and with a smile on her face she took her final journey to the great creators side... So be it, now she lies in peace...So young, and yet so brave...TomH
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Creator, Ancient Ones
Be with Destiny. Bring her the strength and energy to keep fighting. Hold her hand and help her continue to have courage and peace. Guide the hands of her doctors and open their minds to Your wisdom- the right decisions for treatments and options.
Destiny told me yesterday that she found someone to help her with her pain so let's pray that works out as well.
Thomas H.A PRAYER FOR PAM'S FAMILY MEMBER 1:43 PM
The
Shape of the smoke from the train-viewed away from picture tells it how
it is----"The bear flew over the mountain to visit the one who was
ill-the eagle then followed soon-then the elk didst join the two-to
make three-then followest the wolf, the owl, the others, all crossing
to heal the one, who was their friend-and they all threw their magic
healing-, and heal the one that was ill-and so this little prayer I
send you my friend-from me to you!"
[ send green star]
Thomas H.Request from member 1:27 PM
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Prayers Needed!
Hi All,
Asking for prayers for a family member of mine who is very sick and dying. Tis a very rough time for me and my family.
Hope all is well with each one of you.
Always,
PLEASE PRAY AND LIGHT YOUR CANDLES FOR STRENGTH 9:45 PM
Beth B will be away from group awhile, her husbands sister has passed
on into the Great Creators hand. She has passed on from cancer and died
earlier tonight...Please pray and give her and her husband strength on
this sad day! Come forth and gather into the circle to give Beth's husband strength in unison upon this bleak day-Pray for him and his beloved sister , give them strength and nourishment from your inner soul and praise ye above dear lord to keep his sister safe among your fold,,,AMEN
My prayers are with all of you who have spoken here. Your pain and sorrows sadden me. I wish for you peace and strength to endure and continue. May you know happier days to come. All my relations - Nogomaq. Waneeshee - May the way soon be beautiful for you once again.
--Bear
