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"I will fight my brother's fight."

Harding, PA, USA
female, age 17
single
Joined Feb 12, 2007
What I Want to Do: Fight my brother's fight
Causes: freedom for all, same sex marriage, Pro-life not Pro-death, drunk driving, Anti-drugs, Animal welfare and rights
Activities: writting


 
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About Me Writting is my passion, my anti-drug, my life.Sat, 12/15/2007

This may not be the best to start off my blog with, but, I guess I should be describing myself to anyone out there who reads this, and this is who I am.
I am a person with suicide constantly on my mind.
Some days are worse than others.
These are one of those days.
I have a wonderful life, I do not take what I have for granted, and in some ways, that makes it even worse.
I'm a vegetarian, and believe extremely strongly against factory farms, slaughterhouses, meat industry, whatever you want to call it. Paul McCartney once said "If Slaughterhouses had glass walls, everyone would be a vegetarian. I think that pretty much sums it up. No one knows, or even wants to know, about the abuse that goes on. If you care enough to know, and you should, shielding your eyes from the truth is one of the worst sins I can think of, check out the Peta video, "Meet Your Meat" It amazes me that people can watch that and still eat meat.
So, if you want an understanding as to what I'm talking about, I'd watch the video.
To know that this goes on, it's sometimes so overwhelming, I can't even begin to explain it. It's like, there is no good left in the world, or at least, not enough. I want to leave, and, suicide is my only choice so far as I see it.
I don't know what has stopped me so far. Whenever I get these feelings, I write.
Writing is my passion, and it has gotten me through many, many, rough patches in my life.
I suppose that, when most people would turn to drugs or drinking, I turn to witting.

Now thats making me think. Why shouldn't I do drugs? I mean, whats the worst that will happen? That I'll die?
In my case, thats not a bad thing at all.
If you're high, you only feel, well, nothing. I want to feel that nothingness, that floating on air, no burden in the world feeling.
But I don't.

What is stopping me from taking drugs?
What is stopping me from tieing a noose around my neck?

I don't know.

And I also don't know how long it will stop me for, because I'm not getting better.
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Pets 2 guiea pigs, 2 cats, 1 dog  
Activist Aspirations Enthusiastic
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My Philosophy Reading something you love is great, but reading something you love, that YOU wrote, is amazing.
What Gives Me Hope Third Day (band)
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by Make waaaaaaay better laws as far as animal abuse goes. Meat,leather, & fur would be illegal.
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What Bugs Me animal abuse/neglect/cruelty/testing, Meat  
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Quotation "If slaughterhouses had glass walls, everyone would be a vegetarian."
-Paul MaCartney
Interests writting  
Books To Kill a Mockingbird  
Music Third Day, Elvis  
Movies The Sound of Music  
TV Shows Stargate SG-1  
Favorite Foods Tofu  
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Sheldon J. (4293) 		Testimonial on Feb 28, 2007
Hello, my name is Sheldon Johnson, I have 2 Petitions posted on my home page concerning corruption & abuse against innocent children & their parents. Please review my Petitions. Sorry for the testimonial, I ran out of Introductions.
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