I am blind to color, size and shape of my fellow humans' shell in which their beautiful soul and spirit inhabit. I feel their spirit reaching out for unity. I feel their energy of love.

I am a student of life. The more I know, the more I realize I have to learn. Every day I awaken to a prayer of thanksgiving for the blessings I receive from the higher source. Thankful for what I have, no regrets for what I do not have.The world can be your canvass. You can paint your  life as you feel inside.

My passion is deep and my soul often caresses my face with tears, not from pain, but from joy that I have made a connection with an energy of life. The power of a smile or a simple gesture of kindness nourishes my garden of life. My treasures are my love, smiles, kindness and soulful communication either from music, writings of poetry and inspiration or images.

My greatest happiness in life comes from giving and someone receiving my gift. To be witnessed as a fellow traveler in this journey called life on Mother Earth is the greatest compliment one can receive. If I have touched the heart of one fellow human while on the train of life I am blessed.

I believe I am energy as is everything that exists in this universe. When my journey ends, my energy simply changes its form and continues in the universe of all of things. I rise to a higher consciousness.

Emotions from Stephen November 2009

It is through a woman, the Creator sends his sacred life

Tears for a woman can clear the path for love

Love for a woman can make a man a better person

The body of a woman is sacred as are her heart and soul

In that love, man experiences Peace, Tranquility and Totality

For --- without women we would not be

FOOTPRINTS IN THE UNIVERSE

This energy leaves a footprint in the sacred halls of the universe.While we cannot change or dismiss some footprints we have already created in our past, we can harness the positive energy!

Grasp any image, word, motion that produces positive energy that you can identify with and keep it in your heart! Suddenly you will find yourself as one with all in the universe!

The above image came from a one of a kind canvass painting done by A Spiritualist and  Astrologist from Delhi, India. Her name is Balag. I acquired the painting from her husband when he came to southern California last year. I have acquired more art from her since.
For some mystical reason, as soon as I saw it I had to get it. It addressed my spirit and I felt a force of positive energy.
It is now hanging on my wall at our nest. I meditate either consciously or sub-consciously every time I walk near it.
I am as one with all!



Emotions from Stephen February 2009

All my senses are blessed by the the woman I love, to whom I dedicate this emotion: My beloved Regina


Emotions from Stephen November 2008

Some people go to a place of worship every Sunday, some on Saturdays others on Mondays ---. A day has been set aside for the liturgy that will be heard but not always felt. The building becomes a symbol, a place of sanctuary. For many, peace and tranquility are gained from this experience inside this building. I know and understand this form of religious conviction. I was once a priest who was very good at what a priest does. Thus, I will never sit in judgment of others who may not share in my religiosity.

For me, as I have evolved, the earth is my church. I do not have certain days of worship as I experience my religion on a daily basis. I am surrounded by my church everywhere I go. I praise the "miracle" of life with each breath I take. Life , not just limited to humans but to all living creatures. I show respect and honor
all. There is a Lakota Indian prayer called
" Mitakuye Oyasin"
which means "we are all related". It is a petition to our creator on behalf of everyone and everything on Earth for peace and unity. It is a positive energy that is sent to the entire planet for strength and awareness.

The breath of Zeus beckons the thunder, lightening and winds which dance on Mother Earth's skirt, the beautiful plains of this planet. This is my ecclesiastical music.

My choir will be the sounds of silence or that from all living creatures.

As I tread upon Mother Earth's skirt I may kneel on her as a pew. My congregation may be the trees, water, flowers, or all living creatures.

The sermon of the day is from the voice of my heart and soul to always be kind, compassionate, understanding and spiritual to all living creatures Mother Earth has bestowed us.



Emotions from Stephen August 2008
                                                   

YOU DELIVERED ME

There was a time when I would sit and experience darkness and then you came into my life and delivered me from the darkness and gave me light! The source of the light is the love from your heart. I call it the

Your heart is my life's light when I find myself without you in the dark. You are my lighthouse at water's edge when I am in a storm in life's sea. Your heart keeps me out of danger and safe.

You are Apollo's assistant. He gives light from the sky; you give light from your heart!

May the Gods keep your heart light shinning for the rest of the days of my life and yours, my Regina!

I am very blessed to be walking this planet and sharing with you the beauty of life and all it has to offer. Some people may refer to miracles as an act against the "laws of nature", a paranormal event, beating the odds or as far as I am concerned; as the Latin word suggests, something wonderful! In looking back on my life I believe that twice I "cheated" death and was allowed to continue this life for some divine or sacred mission before I leave for the "West".

In May 1979 I tried desperately to book a flight from Chicago O'Hare airport to Los Angeles, California on American airlines, flight 191. I wanted to meet with my then girlfriend who lived in Los Angeles and from there we would drive to Las Vegas together where I was living at the time. I was not successful in getting a seat as the flight was sold out. I will spare some of the haunting details of the events which took place thereafter. American airlines flight 191 crashed after air born for no more than 2 minutes crashing into the runway killing all passengers aboard, over 270 of them. Until that day I had dreams since I was teenager that I would crash in an airplane. Since that day, those dreams have stopped.

On March 20, 2008 on a country road in Michoacan Mexico at about 7:30 PM I was asleep in a car driven by my beloved. The left front tire blew going about 70 MPH and the car went out of control and flipped over twice and landed upside down in the opposite lane of traffic. "Miraculously" the most serious injury between the two of us was to my head. I have had two surgeries in Mexico so far and I will have two more over the next 6 months. It is for cosmetic and not for health. I was informed that I had a tear to my left lung, evident from x-rays and could not leave for the states at least by air. I insisted that I was fine, having never felt the danger of loosing my life. I begged them to double check the diagnostics as I felt no impairment and such a strong need to get back to southern California and when they x-rayed me again the tear in my lung DISAPPEARED in a period of two days. The doctors could not believe it. I feel today much more energetic than before my accident. It seems that everything I touch at my business is turning into gold.

I am more positive now about life than ever before. I feel a need to share with the world that there is always hope when it seems that you are in total darkness. Thinking in a positive manner will generate positive energy. EVEN HEALING ENERGY! I strongly believe that we all have experiences and events that seem to be so disappointing and dark but that even from those experiences you can extract positive energy! Seek that special light power you have in you and become that powerful person you are capable of!

There now is a very special bond that exists between my beloved and me, having survived together the miracle of Michoacan, Mexico. There is absolutely nothing that can break that bond, regardless of what happens to us in the future as individuals or as a couple. This is also a bond that will be shared with the good members on care2. I have received so many requests to present my story and I am doing the best I can to get to everyone. I encourage all of you who read this billboard to go to my group, "The art of communication" for details of these miraculous events and for sources of inspiration. I love you all and embrace your friendship with an excitement to share and "be" together! Open your mind and heart and you will also experience "something wonderful"



Live life to it's fullest and be part of life's circle!



Emotions from Stephen April 2008

THE DANCE OF LIFE

My heart, soul and spirit met at the body's edge and there is a celebration... Like Mother Earth; this is a celebration of "NEW LIFE" in her beautiful expression of spring. The blanket of darkness which was thrown upon Apollo's sun in the fall, has now been uplifted and once again Apollo is shining his radiance bringing warmth back into our lives and writing his poetry of love. We are in Oestra which means that Mother Earth awakens and we are about to embark onto Beltran which is the marriage of new life which so symbolizes my new beginning.

I will dance with my beloved amidst the stars and the moon Goddess will radiate the tapestry of life with her fullness. Zeus will call upon Dionysus, God of merriment, to help celebrate in the rise of the Phoenix from the ashes of pain. Joining us will be my spirit animals, the Jaguar and the Beaver and my guardian fairy, Bridget, will accompany us in
what we call in Greek: O XOROS TIS ZOIS which in English is the DANCE OF LIFE!




Emotions from Stephen March 2008

Wolves are sacred to Native Americans. For many they are their spirit animals. Please support the preservation of these beautiful animals, our brothers and sisters!