"If they could talk, they probably wouldn’t say much / Because I always keep myself locked away in such / Just a sheltered life being wasted away / Like four walls on a casket being put in a grave / So many hours spent looking at nothing / But I keep on glaring steadily hoping for something"
"Well that is that and this is this. / Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, / when the ocean met the sky. / You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye. / When the earth folded on itself. / And said "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell / are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath." / You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death? / you wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?"
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road / Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go / So make the best of this test, and don't ask why / It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time / It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. / I hope you had the time of your life."
"and if you have to leave / i wish that you would just leave / because your presence still lingers here / and it won't leave me alone / these wounds won't seem to heal / this pain is just too real / there's just too much that time cannot erase"
"But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside / Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die / But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be / I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening"
"Father of mine / Tell me where have you been / I just closed my eyes / And the world disappeared / Father of mine / Tell me how do you sleep / With the children you abandoned / And the wife I saw you beat / I will never be safe / I will never be sane / I will always be weird inside / I will always be lame / Now I am a grown man / With a child of my own / And I swear I'm not going to let her know / All the pain I have known / Then he walked away / Daddy gave me a name / Then he walked away"
Um... I often have mood swings and am depressed a lot. But if I really like someone, it seems I'm happy around them about 70% of the time. I am a juggalette, wiccan, animal rights activist, vegetarian, and a lot of other things I can't quite name right now. I do seem judgmental, but really I'm not. I just say what I think or notice. I say whatever pops into my head, and I do try to control what I say. But it is pretty hard for me.
i get turned on by swimming during thunder storms. :P
live to love and love to learn
What Gives Me Hope
People who fall more times than they can count and always stand up against everything all over again.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Hah!!! Me, mayor/governor/president! Never gonna happen, even if it was possible. But, to answer your question, I would make animal cruelty laws much stricter and make prejudice laws go *poof* byebye.
What/who changed my life and why
umm, I have a couple of very important people in my life. I consider them my family. They are Enrica, Brooke, Nova, Nikki, Rieley, Shawna and Maryssa. Enrica opened my eyes to a better, more animal-friendly life. It is because of her I am a vegetarian/going vegan. Brooke, my girlfriend and better-half, I don't know where I would be without her. I thought I loved before her, but when I started dating her I felt as if I truly fell in love for the first time, and I still do. I love her more than life itself. Nova, one of my family-like-friends, my used-to-be Wiccan teacher, and my now roomie. She has taught me al lot about a lot of stuff, she has drastically changed my life and way of understanding things (in a good way). Nikki, another family-like-friend, is also a really close person to me and she accepts me for who I am. I really look up to her. Rieley, Shawna, and Maryssa are my other 3 family-like friends, they always accepted me as well, even when I told them that I was gay. Enrica, Shawna, and Rieley were the first people to know. They kept my 'secret' better than I did (which is impossible for me, within a month everybody knew because of me letting it slip, I am truly cursed with secrets, but luckily only my own.) Also my sisters Holly and Kelsea have changed me a lot, Holly has always helped me when I needed her and introduced me to a lot of new experiences (and people), and I follow in Kelsea's footprints so much that it is creapy, and I don't even mean it! For example: Kelsea was once a juggalette, not very much, but she was one, now I am, and I didn't even know until a couple of months ago when my mom told me. Also my nephews and neice, I love them very much, like I would my own, they teach me innocence and to let go a little on being afraid of being percieved as immature or childish.
I love a lot of different quotes pretty much equally, but my most used one's would be "say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family"
- Dark Lotus,
"The animals of the world exsist for their own reasons. They were not made for humans anymore than black people were made for whites or women for men."
- Alice Walker,
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter."
- Rev. Martin Luther King Jr., and
"Thou shalt not be a victim, thou shalt not be a perpetrator, above all, thou shalt not be a bystander."
- Holocaust Musuem, Washington, D.C.
FREDDIE Our birthdays are feathers in the broad wing of time. ~Jean Paul Richter~ May your birthday take flight and bring you much laughter, and fill your memories with mirth from now to hereafter! ~Becca~