With Mother's Day approaching, it is my hope that Jeffrey realizes the deep significance that our soul purpose has had being together for so many years. It was about opening hearts and learning self forgiveness and letting go in order to love...especially to love his own Mother. A man cannot love a woman, fully, when he does not love his Mother. It was not about his loving me. Our relationship was about loving love and learning how to just be...one with God. I sense and feel a shift in his heart. Stubborn and at times, unyielding, with Jeffrey it takes a rude awakening to open his eyes, and how paradoxical for a closed heart to burst open due to a broken leg, a mental break down, or a heart breaking such as having a heart attack ...to assist and move his rigid thinking and heartfelt actions to a higher evolvement in his spiritual journey. Whatever it took, I can feel his change in heart. Opening a rusty lock on a heart and breaking it open to feel God's love entering into it only needed a simple act of letting go and letting God. A Mother's broken heart can now be healed. One more heartfelt action needs to be addressed, and that is for Jeffrey and his brother to make full ammends to bring the family together, again. Let go. Let go. Let go. Old thinking and old attitudes are keeping the last link of an old rusty chain from being broken - a link that holds this family in pain. Let God heal the three of you - allow him to open your hearts fully. Do it for your Mother. Do it for your brother. Do it for yourself. Love awaits you.. Love is freedom...to be....don't you want to be free from the resistance, the baggage, the pain of old thinking? Let go and be happy. Anger causes friction and pain. Love is free-flowing, peaceful, joyful, beautiful, and energizing; it's like being out on the stillness of the water in a sailboat, and a breeze comes along, and next thing you know you are moving on a beam reach and Mother Nature is uplifting - giving you a free and peaceful ride without effort. Become effortless in your attempts to find happiness by opening your heart and allowing God to work through it. your loving soulmate, LJ
Loving is the only way to completeness.
Love is always bestowed as a gift -- freely, willingly, and without expectation ... We don’t love to be loved; we love to love.
A loving and caring Mother of two married sons, and a teenage daughter. I have 3 beautiful children and 4 wonderful grandchildren whom I love very much.
My purpose in life is to make a difference in the way children perceive the basic concepts of being healthy and well. Most students, when asked, "what does it mean to be healthy" cannot answer this basic question. I have developed a curriculum to assist students to critically think about health, wellness, decision-making skills, enpowering themselves to make healthy choices through classroom demonstrations, modeling, allowing students to do self-analysis through discovery and role playing, doing the lastest research through the Harvard Review, NIH, CDC, Mayo Clinic, JAMA, etc. I facilitate the Choices Club whereby I teach students how to be Peer Educators to the lower grades. Leaning toward Special Ed in my Master's program, I have witnessed the importance of differentiation skills, and enjoy using many techniques like SHOWING my students what to DO as I teach lifestyle skills and good habits and in exploring character values. I have created a student-centered classroom that fosters convergent thinking so that students can make wise, healthy, and emotionally intelligent choices. That is why I have become a Health teacher.
I once thought that the "truth" was something you were told... but I know now it is something you know intuitively. I once thought a friend was someone you spoke to everyday... but I know now, a true friend is someone even when you don't speak to them everyday, they are there when it really matters. I once thought that someone could complete me... but I know now, I am complete just within myself. I once thought that love was was meant to last forever, but I know now, that even when we love only for a moment in time, and it ends... we are still blessed to ever have loved at all. To everyone that I have loved... even if only for a moment in time... Thank You for my blessings!!!
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
by
Maya Angelou
What Gives Me Hope
Believing that there is something more to this human existance on ethereal spiritual levels of consciousness.
Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
-- Washington Irving
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Demonstrate what being "At Peace and in harmony" is like.
What/who changed my life and why
Sundays in the Rain...with You which began as an autobiography in midlife with a man named Jeffrey, but now has become a healing story for all the other women who have fallen for a man who lied to them and told them they were not married, but were, in fact, very married to unsuspecting wives.
I began to have an idea of my life, not as the slow shaping of achievement to fit my preconceived purposes, but as the gradual discovery and growth of a purpose which I did not know. Joanna Field, b. 1900 English Psychologist
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
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A message for JH http://www.blessyoumovie.com/ Another spring has sprung just like the one when we met on March 20th 2000. How could I ever forget you when the daffodils bloom and the tulips make me remember when our two lips first met? Eight years later, I heard it said that here comes a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go. Yes, the latter part may be true, but we don't ever have to stop loving, and we shouldn't. Never throw anyone out of your heart. To my Jeffrey, may our spirits soar out on the Great South Bay together this summer while we are sailing.
Anytime that you are feeling that there are loose ends to something,
Reaffirm to yourself what you do know; there are alot of things that you don't know about the details of things- but reaffirm to yourself what you do know.
I do know life is good. I do know I am an extention of non-physical energy. I do know my source is pure positive energy. I do know that I'm here as a creator. I do know that when I focus my attention energy flows through me. I do know that all is well.
And as you recount all that you do know, you will come back instantly to your place of stablilty.