IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SON LJ CUNNINGHAM BORN MAY 14 1983 DIED MAY 20TH 2008
I lost my oldest son to methadone May 20 2008 i am going threw so much pain and greif my feelings go out to all you mothers who have lost your child to this drug and all other drugs It breaks my heart to think that he death could possibly have been prevented and he might still be with us today. Everyone's life now has been changed. Some have come to know God and his love and changed there way of life knowing how young and fast we can die. while some have went deeper into way's of life trying to stop the the pain and going futher into hell. May God be with us all as we come together and believe that there is hope in trying to get this drug off the market around the world It's not just our country but other country's to surffing. He was a 25 year old young man full of life with hopes and dreams of his future. He loved to play basketball L.J was my first born son.died from an overdose of methadone. My world stopped revolving at that point and I wondered how could this happen. I have no idea, he death could have been prevented. When will this stop? How many children do we have to lose before something is done? I am still waiting for justice to be served ...
Feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day When I have the chance to sit and think I stare ahead and never stop to blink My heart is loudly crying out for you My soul is crying out for love so true I don't know how I've made it this long I don't know how I've stayed so strong I guess I am waiting for the day When all of my pain will go away It's been so hard without you by my side Losing you took away so much of my pride You are part of me, a piece of my soul And until you find me, I will never be whole I am so sorry that I let you go And hope one day that you will know That all I wanted was the best for you Even though it's torn my world in two The only reason I am still alive Is the hope that you'll be by my side I want you to know wherever you are That even if the distance is far You are always here in my heart and soul And that I'm leaving this is God's control One day he'll send you back to me One day my heart will again be free My love for you will never end When you're back my heart will mend Just know a Mother love is forever ...Even if we are not together this is my son.... Lj I
LOVE YOU SON REST IN PEACE LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MOM
Hold On !!! to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your life, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to my hand, even if I've gone away from you.