My life passion -- my precious granddaughter, Indiana. I had her for two years. Two wonderful years! But, one day my son and his girlfriend, Amy, came and took her away. I haven't seen her in two years now. Amy cannot have children of her own. This may be one of the factors in my son's decision in not allowing me to see her. I know she wonders what happened to Grandma. I tried everything -- begging, pleading, whatever. The only contact I have is my sending e cards addressed to my son -- and the notification that they arrived and were picked-up. I thought with time I would begin to forget and could go on with my life. But, although its been a little over two years -- I still feel the same overwhelming grief and heartache I did when I first lost her. I hope that she is doing well! I can only pray that one day I will see her again. We have so much to talk about. I miss her!!! I love you, Indiana!
Outgoing -- but, stricken with major depression. I like to socialize and need friends. I am a good friend. I am extremely sensitive. I love my home. My home and its environment mean a lot to me and I am most affected by my environment!
I am an educated woman (college) but am little "street wise." I was raised to do the right -- I am baptized Mormon. I am easily influenced by my peers though. I am fun and like to do new and interesting things! I am having to ponder whether to end an eighteen year marriage. I have a lot of personal issues to resolve.
"See People, Places, and Things As They Are -- Not As You Want Them To Be" 1500 AD Machiavelli's "The Prince."
What Gives Me Hope
My faith in Heavenly Father. My closest friend (who tells me that I am okay). My career goals.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Elect a woman as President of our Country.
What/who changed my life and why
I can't think of anyone, or anything at this time. My life is disastrous. But, perhaps, I will have the answer one day. I will need to think about this one!