Shenita Etwaroo Neon

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"I take up compassion and surrender my excuses."

Jamaica, NY, USA
female, age 29
single
Speaks: french, hindi, english
Joined Oct 2, 2009

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Hometown	Guyana,NYC & NC
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Birthday	Aug 25, 1980
Languages	french, hindi, english
About Me	♥ I am a dedicated follower of Jesus Christ, an animal lover, humanitarian, writer & an artist. ♥ I have self- possession, a sense of passion that is controlled by discipline even if I love someone more than myself, I won’t let go of my relationship with Jesus to please them. I'm highly discriminating and I believe in true love, and I will never settle for less than I deserve which means that I will never be anything on the side for anyone, not even the one I loved. I love myself and know I'm worthy and deserve love and commitment. I am quality not glitter or anyone’s doormat. I will carry my cross for Jesus and will persist until the end. His love is sufficient for me and I am no longer wasting my time dating anyone. I AM WHO I AM and only God's approval is needed :) I think my time is better spent on serving God and helping the lesser fortunate than on dates. I have an analytical mind, until I have the facts before me, I'm reluctant to make a decision. My faith is not in fortune cookies, but in facts. I distrust vague ideas that don't stand up to critical appraisals or people who make emotional judgments.♥ I am aware of my restless, controlled intensity, the desire to be up and doing, rearranging, improving and helping others. I can exhaust myself more by simply sitting still than others do moving around. My ceaseless drive is to accomplish and perfect. It is impossible for me to put off until tomorrow what could be done today. My idea of taking it easy would seem like hard work to others. I am ambitious, but not for the money. I want to know more to gain in wisdom and put this wisdom to practical use. I’m not in the game of life to cheat or extract from others. I have higher motives; I want to be of use.♥ ♥ My preoccupation with neatness and precision sometimes limits my breath of vision. Although I'm versatile and adaptable, most people definitely think of me as persistent and tenacious. I am often drawn to people who are effusive and vivacious. Yet I have a horror of getting embroiled in tempestuous scenes and angry tantrums♥ ♥ One might genuinely assume that the ideal mate for me would be someone intelligent, logical, nice looking, and neat, but can one marry a clone? Actually, I'm attracted to people who are quite unlike me- more emotional and effusive and less calculating. However, my life partner will have to be a born again believer of Jesus Christ, an animal lover, must treat me with respect, have a clean sense of humor and must be down to earth. I compromise and forgive seventy times seven, but I'm not easily brainwashed. I always analyze every word before I decide to believe anything, and remain silent when I am hurt which most people misinterpret to mean that I believe their cheap words and lies. I am not gullible or naïve. Note: If I was foolish or stupid, I would let others outsmart me and would be living my life to gratify my flesh and people not God. When I’m in love, I have a gentle and sympathetic nature and will sacrifice my happiness whoever it is. I am also warm- hearted and generous with those I loved, though I demand a lot of attention in return. I’m not a woman you can take for granted. I’m an enigma that no one has quite figured out. I have come a long way from tons of weaknesses, insecurities, hardships, sorrows and terrible losses .Whenever I sin against God even in thoughts, I would become emotionally cripple and as dead. Now for the first time in my life, I can say that I am whole and my spirit is not broken anymore (Amen). I am still faced with temptations everyday but I know that God lives inside of me. And as much I want to please my flesh (body), I have to fight the good fight and feed my spirit the right food and not succumb to temptations. I have to keep my spirit and my body pure for God’s glory. Listening to God's Word daily helps me to obey Him and live my life to please Him, so my flesh won't win over my spirit. I am finally free of my bondage because of the goodness, mercy and unfailing love of my Lord who was with me throughout my fight to get rid of the strongholds the devil had of me, and with the love and support of Neon whom I loved more than my life, Resh, and my family . I am able to have victory over the darkness in my life, and to finally master my soul or mind- hurray!! I truly care about my passions: my faith in my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ, Neon, my baby bunny and guardian angel, my parents (Shirley & Dates),my sis(Rita),my nephew(Noah),my greatest pal (Resh),Tigger, all pets & animals. I simply adore you all and hope that one day you too can experience joy and peace in Christ :) I invite you to give yourself to God and to give EVERYTHING. That was my problem. I picked and choose what I would give to Him. That does not work but will only make you miserable. We can’t live our lives to please both our bodies and God, simultaneously. We have to give everything to Him. I now have an actual living relationship with Jesus. I know and understand the real Jesus and I have fallen in love with Him. I am taken, sorry hotties;) My life wasn't as bad as I made it out to be in the past. I just developed a bad attitude because I spent too much of my time with negative people and hardly had time for God and nearly lost my true self. Now, I don’t listen to anyone. If it’s not in the holy bible (KJV) then it’s not from God and I don’t need anyone to tell me that I am crazy for wanting to obey God. I have learned the importance of honesty and integrity, respect, obeying God and reading His word daily, of loving myself, how to treat others and doing the right thing, no matter my circumstance. I now know what it means to be a Christian and to follow Christ. I am a sinner saved by grace. I am no longer living to please people or my flesh but to please God. It is never too late for anyone. Seek to have an intimate relationship with Jesus and never give up. You can’t love anyone without knowing them. To know Jesus is to know His word and to obey them despite how difficult it may seems at times. For instance, there was one time in my life where I was deeply in love and my flesh (body) and mind (soul) wanted to be with the individual to do whatever it takes to satisfy the longings I had deep within, but my spirit and the true love I have for the person was much stronger, because the Holy Ghost lives in me, so I had to do what was best for both of us, saving our spirits from condemnation. Our life on earth is temporary for it is the preparation for life eternal. Don’t give up your eternal rewards for temporary pleasure. God is all we need or have in the end. Our body, beauty, friends, wealth or whatever we chose over Jesus won’t be able to help us in the day of judgement. People will forsake you in your time of need, but Jesus will never leave nor forsake you. I thought I had a lot of people in my life who genuinely loved me, but they were only with me because the weather was fair, but as soon as I was in desperate need of help, they all vanished, except Jesus, Neo, my mom,sis and Polly. May God always bless my family for helping me in my time of need. Keep pressing on until you have a closer relationship with Him. From experiences, I can tell you that the temporary joys of the world are nothing compare to the joy and peace I now have in Christ :). ♥ ♥ Meaning of Shenita: beauty, love and adornment******XOXO**** ♥ ♥ Meaning of Shenita: beauty, love and adornment****XOXO****** My Words of Wisdom Never stop loving anyone. Remember why you loved them in the beginning. It is not how much we give when we have in abundance that counts, but how much we give when we hardly have for ourselves.
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Lifestyle
Pets	A Bunny named Neon
Activist Aspirations	Casual
Political Leaning	Conservative
Religions	Christian - Baptist
Eating Habits	Almost Vegetarian
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My Philosophy
What Gives Me Hope	My faith in Jesus Christ In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through Him all things were made. John 1:1-3 And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth. John 1:14
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
What/who changed my life and why	Jesus Christ,Neo and all my pets,my family,My best friend Resh.
What Bugs Me	cruelty, hypocrisy, unfriendly people, Stupid mean people, people who rape, mean peeps, People whom do harm unto others, Those who hurt others weaker than them, Any one that would hurt an animal
Passions	art, children, god, my friends, my family, writing, peace, making a difference, Energy Healing And Love, animals, spirituality
Inspirations	animals, the sound of the ocean, My best friend, My mother, Kindness in the face of hate, god
What Scares Me	abusers, cruel people, Losing the ones I love, snakes, rape, Violent people, War - Cruelty - Greed - Indifference
Favorites
Role Models	Mother Teresa, Jesus Christ
Quotation	Do unto others as you would have them do unto you & Dream as if you will live forever,live as if you will die tomorrow.
Interests	pets, psychology, Travel/Adventure, reading, wildlife, photography, Medicine / Health Care, internet, children, Books - Author, Mind/Body/Spirit, Spirituality/Philosophy
Books	comics, psychology, Self improvement, the Holy Bible, spirituality, sci-fi, romance novels, Sefl Help Books!, Mysteries
Music	Techno/Dance, Trance, pop, christian
Movies	Thriller, Horror, comedy, drama
TV Shows	History, Travel, NGC, Animal Planet, Discovery Channel
Favorite Foods	Guyanese, Indian, Tai, American
Favorite Places	My bed, ocean, lakes, England, Raleigh NC, New York City
Can't Live Without	Love, oxygen and water, God, Neon, my bunny, family, Asthma meds
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