"Change the way in which the world percieves without ever having been known for doing so."
Sechelt, BC, Canada
male, age 49
committed relationship, 2 children
Joined Nov 25, 2006
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ My Thoughts ₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪
One of you wondered; "where are your thoughts?" I answered with silence, for silence is sometimes the best course when confronted by a sneering face, and a mind closed off by a hatred. I was her, she is me, as I was not so long ago. The destroyer I sense in her, how could I not? I recognize it so well.
I stand on the stage of this, a poor little theater under the stars.
I can't see your faces, so I close my eyes, and I say to you what is in my heart, what is in my thoughts.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Maybe I shouldn't admonish them, really, what right have I? Maybe unrestrained and emotional discussion is whats needed for them to evolve the necessary skills to cope with communication with other humans. Is it a necessity that people must hurt each other in order to grow out of hurting each other? I just don't know sometimes.
I know I don't like to see people stop speaking from their hearts, and turn to anger, and begin attacking each other.
I am my own best example
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I love complicated people who keep it simple, and simple people who don't care if your complicated.
There is far to much psience fiction being written as psience fact.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The community is atwitter with tales of paranormal assets being added to them, or existing perceptions being increased in amplitude.
Their children, more sensitive than the parents are to the changes, do not have the facility or the context to know what it is they are perceiving. And so they go directionless because the previous generation cannot look beyond their own limits into the places where their children glance with impunity.
The physical symptoms are beginning to come up in topics now, the word spreads. It is only the beginning.
The effect is still the main topic, while the reasons for such an event happening go as yet unspoken.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ You and I will stop staring into each others eyes at some point, because trust will be there. We will turn from each other, join hands, and look out into the world as more than one. Others will join us, and we will grasp their hands, and they will look out into the world with us.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ You continue your efforts to quantify me through examination. A monkey may pick up a nuclear detonator and examine it all he or she wishes, but in the end, they are still a monkey.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I am still uncomfortable placing pieces of my self in this place, but if I cannot speak even to myself of these things, where then should I gather my courage and speak?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ This, and this alone is why I have refused to read the literature that is so popular; all these labels, all the peripheral descriptions do not make it more real to me, it is written to be made more real for other people, by people who don't themselves know.
They cast a spell, calling on their Gods for the power to carry out their will on another, while others ask for guidance and or healing for their transgressor.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ They think I look down, and they are wrong in this, having their directions mixed up. I look back, and often fondly in remembrance of my own growth in that specific thing.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Sometimes the indications of undealt with history come in the form of an emotive twitch, sometimes as a twinge.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ It's all been said before, even now I hear the echoes of it.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ From every word flows the state of mind.
From every state of mind flows the definition.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ "You don't know shit about metaphysics"
No truer statement can be made by you in regards to me.
You point out my strengths inadvertently.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The more I look at the human animal, the more indistinct the boundaries of the possible become.
Amusing to note; the very things they accuse her of are the things they themselves need to work on the most.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Yesterday my Pardon came in the mail.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ There are no such things as "minor events" when all things are connected.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ When I point at you, it means I have thoroughly examined the what and why of the fingers pointing directly back at me.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ You are what you do.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ A thought is an action. A thought about doing the dishes, is not doing the dishes.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The Thirteenth Step
We make an identical step every thirteen steps.
In other words, each of twelve steps is employed differently, tilted to make use of one part of the foot over another for the duration of the step. Balance and placement are different each time to keep one part of the foot from being utilized for each and every step.
The first and the thirteenth step are identical because the configuration of each footfall is hardwired into the brain to save the foot from needless wear.
Heard this from Dr. Friend of Dr. working on this.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Whether shopping for food, love, understanding, wisdom or friends, don't do it while starving for any of the aforementioned.
The dreamers believe that stoicism is the road to enlightenment. Never had I seen a cobblestone called a highway until now.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ If you must provoke a thing; provoke a thought. No one will remember whence it came, and it will spread like raindrop ripples across the ocean of humanity.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I can effect a certain amount of change in my breathing such as hold my breath for a time, but when I exhale finally, it's usually a blast. And no matter what I do, I must breathe. So too, I can regulate my breathing for long periods of time, and eventually be diverted by something else requiring my attention. And so my breathing resets to it's natural rhythm as set by my overall state of mind and present circumstance. Tel/Empathy is no different to breathing.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I have never voted in any municipal, provincial or federal election during the course of my life. None of the candidates or parties involved were worthy of my vote.
The Nationalist said; If you don't vote, you can't bitch. To which I replied; I always pay my taxes, every cent owed. I'm not refusing to cast my vote because of certain failure on the part of the elected to deliver. I refrain from voting because of the certain failure of the system to which the electorate belong.
As an Tel/Empath the word vicarious has a completely different context.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Of what value will your current thinking be there, in that time?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I need to close my eyes for awhile - to walk in life for a time with only my sight as my guide, and not my vision.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ There is a thing that has been used to successfully unite men in task for millennium: Destruction. It had a rival: Defense. When Defense became Destruction, it became necessary to give it another label, it was called National Defense.
When National Defense could no longer be called anything but Destruction, it was given a new label.
It is because the math itself, and the personalities employing it, require the associational leap between the particles and their nature. The relatedness is missing when all becomes subjective at the subatomic level.
Some call it philosophy, I call it the beginning of creative physics. The observable comes next when the attributes of the String are studied from the various perspectives. One such is the alteration of subatomics by Ψ. It started with study of the associational effects between the subjective subatomic universe and the subjective individual. An observable result ensues in the objective or relativistic universe.
It is understanding the leap between this effect, and the subjective foundational universe the String theories describe, that will help to define first the nature, and then reality of, the extra-dimensionality inherent in current String Theory.
It would also bring to light the connection subjective thinking has to a seemingly Objective Universe.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ There are only three answers to prayers: Yes, No and Wait.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Do I believe in abortion? No.
Do you believe in retroactive abortion?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The primary difference between a survivor and a survivalist is apparatus. The survivor is his own apparatus.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ All too often are the thoughts of one's "higher self" mistaken for the those of the highly "emotional" self.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Believing is "sides" would make understanding the worlds' situation so much easier, so much more incorrect.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The only definitive difference between Witchcraft and Psi is your perception of it.
Continue to live by manufactured consent, and call it freedom if you will. It will remain the most comfortable place on which to lay while watching your world and yourself be torn apart.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Trying is a function of thought.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I have nothing to say regarding things not experienced firsthand.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ In the absence of factual information, opinion gains supremacy becoming the surrogate of fact.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Verbing the noun - how lame new words are made.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Do I seem like one who doesn't believe
in what he cannot see?
I believe in the wind
and can see it's effects
no less clearly.
I saw the weather supposer,
he said a percentage.
I love that.
A percentage of a chance.
That was the day any actor
could anchor the weather.
That was the day
an opinion became
as important as a fact.
That was a day,
a long time ago.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I ask nothing of you that I am not currently willing to give. It is for this reason that I ask so little of you. Often it is easier to proceed without you than to explain, or debate with you the reasons for proceeding in the first place.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Hey! Lower Self! Cut it out! I'm trying to think our way out of this shit, and you keep interfering!
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The ripple only seems deep, when it nears the shallows.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Elise introduced me to the ambisyllabic L. An inside joke to be sure. I asked her if there was a paralell, and she told me there wasn't because the L had no place to go when it was at the end. The R though, was another matter altogether. So much for ambisyllabic parallelism.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ It is not that I came up with the thought, it was always there. I merely happened to be listening at the time.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I have said nothing intelligent. I have merely stated the obvious and worded it in such a way as to make sense of it.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ AI Bytes
An example of a multilayered subtlety, is the setup and use of one letter square to complete three words simultaneously and consistently - In a game of Scrabble.
The point is; say what you mean, and mean what you say in every context you present simulataneously.
Because; Even when your not understood - You will be.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ What's the first thing that happens when two lesbians meet?
They rent a U-Haul.
Have you ever wondered why?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Humanism is not a stone, but a piece of a stone.
If made into a road, it leads to slavery and madness.
It resides within self, AND the collective.
Go see for yourself.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ As always, the easily led make up the highest population count, and, because of their milling throngs; are easy prey of Government and Media. Their easy to spot, you'll find them at a voting station on election dayl; voting decisively for a left or right wing.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Nurture, not Nature.
Yep, another study. This time from the University of
British Columbia - It's been echoing around the world for centuries.
Have you ever heard the folkialism: He's good at Math, She's not"?
I have. The first time was long ago.
Women were told before a test, that females of the species are, by design, not as sufficient at mathematics overall as the males of the species.
Around fifty percent of the women bummed on the exam against the men.
Guess which fifty percent of women were told the opposite.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ They call it "Connection to Source". Pale and empty words. Those who know the difference are entirely aware of this fact as the reality of their situation has made them aware of What and Whom the words imply.
It took me a lifetime to grow into these words, and a moment to grow out of them.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ From oblivion eld, I came.
To oblivion young, will I return.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ When asked by a member of an collective; Would you attend coherent and meaningful discussion on global direction with a view to effecting change?
I replied; That depends entirely on both the essence of the changes being considered, and the means by which those changes are to be implemented.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ They speak of Christians in ignorance, confusing those ones with the followers of Christ. Having only ever met people whom; professing to be Christians, live their lives without the understanding or practice of Christ's teachings, these one's speaking have a point of view as skewed as the object of their judgement.
So they turn to the histories of Christianity, and point there saying: "That is why I do not trust Christians, look what they have done!" Christianity is led by men; Christians are led by the Church, and follow the church into it's demise.
I will tell you how you may spot the follower of Christ: It will occur when you witness the love they have for one another, and for God. Even the one's spitting their ignorance and saliva into the face of these people will not be exempt from their prayers or regard.
Just to be sure, I will also tell you where you will not find a follower of Christ. You will not find a follower of Christ in the Millitary, nor will you find one aspiring to Church or Government leadership. Christ forbids much of this indirectly, and warns against the rest of it by providing examples.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The Simple Man
The difference between the simple man and the complicated man, is the pause.
Allow me to demonstrate:
What is greater than God?
And more evil than the Devil.
The rich need it.
The poor have it.
And if you eat it; you'll die.
I knew the answer to this riddle in the first three seconds of reading it. As do you.
When I discarded my instincts, and began thinking, I slew the simple man, and became the complicated man.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I'll try almost anything once.
I have 48 days 38 minute and 47 seconds to think about it.
I saw that it had a downloads section and wondered "Can I download an orgasm?" Thinking that I'm strickly an upload kind of guy, I clicked on the link only to find that it was a newsletter.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Feb / 06
Do I believe An' it harm none do what ye will?; I'm not sure that I can exist on make it up as I go along moral ground at this time. I know me well enough to sidestep that landmine. I have long known the saying "Absolute power corrupts absolutely", but I have also come to know, that absolute power attracts the absolutely corruptible. Sound wise? It's not. It just IS. Many of you might disagree with my interpretation of 'these eight words the rede fulfill', but for me, it is true of who I am at this time. I must be absolutely careful of what I unloose in this world in my search for clarification.
Where the path leads, I will go. That's about all I know. I just hope that I am informed, as well as morally and ethically centered enough to make wise decisions at the intersections. The funny thing about this is; I'm thirty nine years old, and I'm suddenly in the position of asking, who and what am I? All over again.
I thought I had a pretty good handle on this answer until recently.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Smile when you think of me.
It causes me to smile and think of you;
When I am not already thinking of you and smiling.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Some realities are beyond your ability to accept; not because you are unable to accept them - because you are unwilling to accept them.
When you are willing and able to let go of that which you have been told, you will be able to look and see for yourself what it is I have been saying all along.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Christians were given a firearm and the training to use it with accuracy, then placed in harm's way. Nine times out of ten, they shot at another Christian.
The Christians they were aiming at were given precisely the same reasons for being placed in harm's way. Let history be your guide.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Actions speak louder than Blogs.
The reason I place my thoughts in this read only fashion is because I am not interested in what you have to say publicly in response. I am interested in what you have to think of it privately, and see it become a part of your public actions.
Too often are your responses used to bring attention to yourself and you quickly lose sight of the content of the post in your need to fulfill your cravings to be heard and accepted.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Did you think I speak these things merely to say words? My words are my intent, reflections of what I do when I leave this chair.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I remember a man speaking at an AA meeting in downtown Vancouver once held up his empty styrofoam cup and said:
"Anything can be your Higher Power, even this cup."
He died of his alchoholism two and 1/2 years later after partially vomiting the contents of his previous nights binge; causing him to choke to death while he slept.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The Dark One owns all of your nations and religions, but he does not own you - Unless you become a slave to religion or nationalism.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ A woman thanked me for having the ability to condense it down to a bumper sticker. How else could I be understood in the age of shortening attention spans?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ It occurs all around you while you stand there with bewildered looks on your faces asking each other "What is happening?" The end of your current world and the beginning of my previous world is at hand. Now you will understand why I was the way I am.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Matthew 7:21-23
"Not everyone saying to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of the Heavens, but the one doing the will of my Father who is in the Heavens will. Many will say to me in that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and expel demons in your name, and perform many powerful works in your name?' And yet then I will confess to them: I never knew you! Get away from me, you workers of lawlessness."
I wondered at this, looking outward into the worlds of the congregations and seeing what He meant by this and wondering to myself 'how they could know of this chapter and three verses and continue doing as they had always done?'
It wasn't until I looked inwards that I came to understand for myself, what had been missing. That though I studied the Bible in the hopes of understanding my Creator and His Son, I had missed the point of it altogether.
Being young of heart I began praying to the Father and afterwards, speaking to the Son. I stopped praying for things and for myself and began praying for people, asking nothing for myself. After praying first for those who would call me enemy, I went on to pray for friends, then family; making little or no distinction between any of those for whom I prayed except in the order to which I prayed for them.
I always prayed that Jehovah would make Himself known to those for whom I was praying, asking that He would show them the Love He has for them in a way that they would understand; asking Him also to lead into their lives those whom, knowing His word, would be able to speak clearly on the matter without judgement of those to whom they were speaking.
Asking Him to guide and protect those for whom I prayed, I would ask also that He give them discernment thay they should be able to see and understand what it is He wants for them and why. My prayers on the behalf of others would always end with a plea that He not forsake or give up on them as they are as I am; not knowing what they do.
When I was finished my prayers on behalf of people, I would pray The Lords Prayer, being sure not to intone or fall into habit, but think and mean each phrase as I prayed to Jehovah. I ended my prayers, thanking Him in the name of His Son and then went on to tell Jesus of the things in my heart directly thereafter, often thanking Him for His intercession with the Father first.
After a short heartfelt thanks, I would begin speaking to Him as a friend does to a friend; telling Him of my day, my hopes, my sorrows and my laughters.
(ess sie ear)
Definition: Causes me to focus my attention in a pleasurable way because the topic or situation stirs either my heart or my thoughts to higher function.
I had to make this word because a friend does not like the sound of the word interesting in her native tongue, and when I looked interesting up in the dictionary, I found it's definition to be too narrow.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ One cannot say when or how inspiration comes to another. One can only hope to inspire oneself and let inspiration touch those whom it may on it's own time and in it's own way.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I remember the disappointment I felt when the world did not stop all that it was doing and jump up and down in happiness for me when informed of my intention to follow Christ.
I stood there crestfallen looking at my feet while a tumbleweed rolled past, quieting the cricket that had been serenading me.
Have you ever been in a Gelato or Ice Cream shop that gave out samples? Ever sampled your ass off?
I met a woman who did this once. When I asked her how she liked the flavours she had sampled, she could'nt remember any particualr flavour; except for the last one. It was all of them combined and left a bad taste in her mouth.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I hope to change the way in which the world percieves without being recognised for ever having done so.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Never will you see an ascendent one laughing at you, though you are likely to mistake his or her laughter as being 'at' you. In fact, they laugh with you, as one day you will look back at who your are now and laugh with them. They are merely there, laughing and waiting for you through an epoch of time to join them in their laughter.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Some of the most powerful psychics in the world are in the employ of the U.S. Government, and so I am partially blocked. I am given free reign among them, but not among those they protect.
Soon that door will close, as they draw their attention back to themselves. There they will find me; sitting on the sofa of their minds watching the show that they have been employed to cover.
This is what happens when governments hire amateurs into their intelligence communities; any wild talent can pick them apart simply because they are limited by the will and imaginations of those employing them.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Many are wondering why their cards don't penetrate and why their shields are ineffective in this new age. It is because they are obsolete, and have been for some time now.
As always, my saying so will call forth your derision, some part of you invariably insists that I must be saying these things so that I might appear above you or better than. All the while I sit with tears running down my face because part of me longs for something that you have that I can never again achieve: Naivete.
Do not think me critical, as I am not. I have merely become pragmatic regarding the illusions of prior beliefs in this age.
If you wish to see telekinesis at work, learn about the above concept.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Sometimes, only a kiss will do to express what it is I want to say. I place my lips on hers and kiss her long and slow. After, I open my eyes in time to see her open hers, the look we exchange is no different to the look we give each other after making love together.
I love this form of expression.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The problem with reality co-creation is that fantasy co-creation is more often mistaken for the former and rarely recognised as the latter.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ To the woman with whom I live:
My association with you brings my loneliness sharply into focus at times. Unfortunately those times are becoming more frequent.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Your freedom allows you to pursue anything you can percieve. You became a slave of your perceptions.
My freedom allows me to pursue anything I can concieve. I became a slave of my conceptions.
It was not until I saw a snowflake that I realised the gravity of the situation; we are all slaves.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ One of life's ironies.
You read books in the hopes of gaining clarity, yet most of the books you will read in this pursuit were written while the author was high on drugs. Don't take my word for it, go see for yourself. Bring a joint.
Freedom is a sorry existence when you are one of the first to be free. Once the elation of freedom wears off, the reality of the responsibility of freedom sets in.
I look back at those with whom I stood, seeing them in their bondage and wonder to myself; "What can I do?"
The question which occupies me in the next moment is not whether I should do something, but whether I should have looked back at all.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Should I survive God's judgement of me, I can assure you of only one thing: Should you not survive God's judgement of you; In due time I will forget you as though you had never existed.
I was atop you, our eyes locked.
And as I began to enter you, I saw the concentration in your focus fade, your mouth opened in a silent oh, and your eyes glazed over and then closed.
I was gentle as there was much of me to receive, and, as the sensation of my entry into you took over my senses; the need to look into your face no longer mattered.
Becoming unaware of myself, I became lost in the awareness of US. My eyes began to defocus, and close of their own volition.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Intelligence is as intelligence does. Which is why you cannot emulate intelligence convincingly no matter how intelligent you seem to yourself.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I see and hear their words, and I marvel at their foolishness. I remember too uttering those same belief systems, shaping those same thoughts.
How can I show them the connection of their thoughts to the sources of their thinking? It would take many words to illuminate this bond and their attention is limited.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The journey is as important as the destination.
For without one, what would be the point of the other?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ If a woman claims to channel an Angel and does Tarot readings, avoid her. She is lying to you, though the lies are not hers alone.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ If you must believe in wind, to feel the wind in your hair, then there is no wind.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I have never hunted game for sport, only for sustenance. Although I have, on many occasions, considered hunting sport hunters for sport.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I can not take my own life, or by inaction, cause my life to end - Unless it is to exchange my life, that you may continue living yours.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Those existing among the collective search endlessly for each other. Those who do not yet exist here, search only for themselves.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I no longer eat the flesh of things that walk or fly.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ I no longer recognise the landscape around me. Is this then what happens, when a curse becomes a gift?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ From the time I was a boy I considered it more important to learn to do a thing well, than to simply learn to do a thing. What is the point of learning to do a thing, if I do not learn how best to accomplish it?
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Courage is a fine thing.
Courage without action is not courage.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ A double edged sword is the gift of language, for with infinite combination thereof can all things be written and called truth. In the age in which I live, and on any given day, I can justify even my unfortunate lack of wisdom simply by replacing that word "The" with the letter "A" before the word Truth.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The face of the city, though fair and bright, hides the night skies from our sight.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ With a pen, do those thousands die. The bullet is merely the pen's instrument of change.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The imagination is merely the drafting table for implementation of the will.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ It bothered my as I wondered why one master would kill another. It did so until I came to understand that one of the two was not a master. That one had merely attained a level of proficiency sufficient to kill the other without the mastery of one's own mind.
Though one has mastery over the body, it does not mean that one has mastery over the mind, or is a master.
I came to understand that though I have every justification, it is in staying my hand that I attain mastery over the mind, body and situation.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ When you seek out passionate people with whom to be and relate, remember that their passions are polar in nature and run as deep in either direction.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Paradox Meets The Double Negative
All statements are in error - Including this one.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ Life would not exist in this Universe without light.
There are many varieties of light.
There are many varieties of Light Workers.
Very few of either contain the wavelengths necessary to support growth or sustain life.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ There lies within each seed the capacity for the flourishment of life. If a seed is left too long from the soil, the life within it fades away. So it is with words left too long unspoken.
Practice does NOT make perfect as all practices are imperfect and lead to imperfect practices. Those saying 'practice makes perfect' merely become proficient, then call proficiency; perfection.
₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪₪ The very first step I took to ridding myself of delusions was to tell myself that I had no delusions; thereby proving beyond a doubt that I was living in one.
Chaos is not a dark philosophy, it is a word. It is those
connected to the word that show their misunderstanding of it, through their behavior.
A psalm behind the plow
moments made of now
a simple life
a loving wife
a strong bow
seeds to sow
Equality is not a belief that works, it is an action that works. But only a very few believe in the action of equality, while the majority go on believing without the practice of it.
||Nov 25, 2006
||Meeting Friends, Support a Cause, Other
|Group Host of
British Columbia, Canadians, Expression Through Images, Habitat for Humanity, Healing/Positive Energy Projection
||Prince Rupert BC Canada
Nov 01, 1966
||I am a peasant.
||Introduce yourself to Patrick
Dog and two cats
Follower of Jesus Christ
|Wild Fact About Me
||I have four eyes, only three of which can be seen by others - and only three of which can be seen into and out of.
||I am a peasant. What would philosophy give me besides more complexity?
|What Gives Me Hope
||YHWH and his son Yeshua.
|If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
|What/who changed my life and why
|What Bugs Me
Love and Life
Too much to list
|What Scares Me
Dying without being right with God
||The most powerful weapon of mass destruction is ignorance.
History/History Repeating Itself,
Telepathy Empathy Clairvoyance,
Mythology / Folklore,
Anything by Frank Herbert,
Anything by Jack Whyte,
Audobon Society Fieldguides
Dune & Ch. of Dune,
The Truth and Lies of 911,
TV is the lowest form of entertainment
Curries spicey foods. Pasta.Chinese
Beach in Spring and Summer,
Forest In Fall and Winter
|Can't Live Without
Food and Water,
Love and Friendship
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