Some days I am sad and I don’t know why I can see an overcast in a brightly blue sky Sleeping in I still lack energy and motivation My whole life appears to be one stagnation
Feeling pain without actually being hurt I can’t swallow my food and leave dessert My eyes are burning with tears never cried I miss everything I haven’t done yet and hide
Surrounded by thick layers of a heavy haze My thoughts are bleak and I’m lost in a maze I can listen to music without hearing a sound Breathing is difficult and happiness not found
Sitting by the window I can see life passing by But I am only watching as being on standby While bathing in quicksand I am slowly sinking And dark clouds are preventing me from thinking
Those days are difficult and hard to overcome Because all emotions are muffled and numb Sad days are lonely and I feel cold and strange But tomorrow is a new day and it brings change
I Love You (by Kristina Louisa Carr)
Our worlds are connected by the energy of lightening The storm we create is powerful and often frightening When our eyes lock surroundings disappear into vapor The love I feel for you is real and never subject to taper
On my sad days you create rainbows that are glowing Changing my aura I instantly feel better and easygoing When I cry you wrap your arms around me and I’m intact You are my sun that gives me life and reason matter of fact
With you I have days that are like sunshine and bliss Everything appears to be perfect and nothing is amiss I admire your strength and your reasoning every day The cool you keep and that nothing you say is a one-way
I cherish your patience that I can bounce off playing And your laugh when I don’t understand what you’re saying You stand up solid with rationality purpose and fact While I’m emotional daydreaming and at times overreact
I have never met anyone that can be so demanding but tender Never leaving me guessing it’s honesty that you render You know I don’t need you but it’s myself around you I outdo I hope that you truly understand that I only love you
Forces of Nature (by Kristina Louisa Carr)
When there is silence outside under the snow I wish I could be a stone watching from below The cold masses would provide me with peace A state of mind I would love to increase
When there is a sandstorm arriving in a big cloud I want to be able to withstand it alone in a crowd The sand would surround me and rub against my skin Like an innocent warm embrace rocking my body within
When there is a thunderstorm with great force I want to use the lightening as an energy source The electricity would rejuvenate my tired soul The loud thunder would chase me out of my black whole
When a hurricane is turning the sky pitch black I want to be outside and bathe in its violent attack The winds would carry me to distant lands and oceans And the rains would nurture my starved emotions
When a storm crowns the ocean with white foam Swallowed by the water I would never miss home Crashing waves would destroy every vessel at sea But I understand the hunger and can’t disagree
When the sun shines bright and it’s peaceful outside I could disappear behind large shadows or hide The tall grass would cradle me until I’m fast asleep Dreaming of the forces of nature for me to keep
Outgoing and Shy, interested and bored, patient and headstrong, outspoken and quiet, somewhat intellectual, taking one day at a time.
I love my dog Phoebe and even Shane - the feral male cat I feed every day, and whom hisses at me every morning as a greeting.
My wild years may be over - but I have a tattoo from behind my ear to my shoulder - as a reminder of a different time.
Don't get discouraged by stupidity
What Gives Me Hope
Responsible and educated people that inspire others. Rescue groups that place their mission first.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Control Animal Wellfare, with spay/neuter programs, enforce laws against abuse and neglect, humane treatment of farm animals and required licenses and taxes for breeding of any kind. Harsh punishments for offenders and increase of education about the same issues.
Advocate for the rights of all beings, equality, pro-choice, gay marriage, our environment and wildlife, clean air and water.
What/who changed my life and why
my grandmother, because she taught me to believe in me and to treat people and animals the best I know how. She inspired me to life-long learning with an open mind and heart.
Here is a Virtual Vacation around the world. It is time to take a break from our busy lives and peek at the places we would absolutely enjoy if we had the money to see them!!! http://youtu.be/UGnrT0F-Igs