I am a deep thinker, I care so much about everyone and sometimes that hurts me. I am very optimistic so I always try to look on the bright side of things. I try to think before I speak so I can try to look at the other persons point of view, to avoid conflict. I want to get involved in helping and getting as much life experience as possible. I love the few simplicities left in this chaotic world...walking along the beach as the sun is going down, looking up at the stars on a clear night,fellowshipping at church, picnics, crusing with a friend down an old back country road, watching old couple's help each other and hold hands, the smell of flowers in the wind, the breese on my face on a warm day, the colors of fall, the way pets know just when you need them and they lay next to you just to let you know they're there. I like listening to stories my volunteers tell me, and the good ole days memories older family & friends share. I love seeing families together, I love seeing family I haven't seen in a long time. I like rolling down hills because it reminds me of when I was little, and swinging on swings because it's a controllable way of flying. My mom is by best friend, my dad is very musically talented and also very comedic, my little brother is funny, sweet, athletic, he is one of the things I am most proud(happy with) of in life, and I have a twin sister that is opposite of me in most ways but she has the same caring heart and the same sense that we can tell when something is wrong with the other even when we aren't around each other.
I worry a lot, I overanalyze, I hate complaining and being ungrateful but sometimes I catch myself falling into that trap. I get a little insecure about myself at times and I hate it, and I don't always let people in...but I Love God and I try to think WWJD whenever I am unsure about something. God is good so life is good.
If He brings you to it
He'll bring you through it.
Life is temporary and we all have a purpose.
Life is the sum of all your choices and efforts, you are responsible for the actions you take, after that the reactions are out of your hands...but whatever choice you make will have it's own consequence so be aware of the direction you're persuing; After that whatever will be will be, and it will lead you where you are supposed to be lead.
What Gives Me Hope
I work for the Red Cross so I see that people want to help. I also know God leads me where I can be useful just as He leads others where they are useful if they're willing to follow. I don't doubt God...The Bible says Faith, Hope, and Love are some good gifts He gaves us, that alone gives me hope, that alone says these things exist. Afterall, I believe what every man is searching for is a truth to believe in(faith), something to look forward to and desire/wish for to keep them going(hope), and something to share, a purpose, a reason to not feel alone(the opposite of lonliness is love). We all have these gifts we just have to realize them, therefore the whole world could change if just ONE, each ONE of us, focused on these three things.
If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
Give a speech that would make people realize that we all want the same thing. Despite materialstic gains, monetary status, race, or gender. We all share the same world, same belief, we all are going through different struggles alone...together. We all want the same thing, happiness. It's not in the form of anything you can by or anything external. It's in what makes you feel content inside, gives you a sense of peace and acceptance, gives you the value of charity and selflessness...it's the some of what everyone of us is looking for and everyone of us already has...faith which no one can give you or take away it's all yours: hope which is a vision to see yourself moving forward and continue to grow and the drive to keep you going, it keeps you alive:Love, everything we do for ourselves or for others has the remininse of love we need, we want to feel it, we want to see it, from love comes everything else that is good (i.e. respect, acceptance, toleration, relationships). We all share these things, they don't choose, play favorites, or discriminate...we do.
What/who changed my life and why
Jesus because He is my savior. My mom because she has helped me become who I am today and she is like a living version of the most caring, do-it-all superwoman. Then there is John, my best friend/boyfriend, he can never understand how much I love him, I waited for him...I was his best friend and it took him years to realie what we had was special. I restored my hope in good men and he helps uplift me spiritually.
It always rains hardest on those who deserve the sun. Perhaps it's because God knows there's two kinds of people:those who stand in the rain and get drenched, asking why? and those who dance in it saying why not?
"believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle.