"To be true to myself and make a difference..."
Birmingham, AA, United Kingdom
Joined Oct 31, 2002
What I Want to Do:
WWF (World Wildlife Fund),
Peace & Nonviolence,
Violence against Women,
Breast Cancer Awareness,
||I love animals and nature, especially forests:-) I care very deeply about people and will always try to help if I can. I'm finding things very hard right now. My Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer & also has rheumatoid arthritis and osteoporosis. She had the mastectomy on the 4th of January.
The cancer had spread to the lymph nodes. She had radiotherapy and is now out of hospital and being monitored. My Dads prostate cancer is advanced and all that can be done now is to try to manage the pain. He had both radiotherapy and chemo but neither treatment worked for him.
I spend a lot of my time on my artwork, especially of late as with the way things have been its a means of escape for me. I love writing too and have an unfinished story which has been lying around for years.
I've always been incredibly shy but especially with my family situation things escalated to the extent I couldn't deal with anything or seeing anyone. Things got so bad I just couldn't cope anymore and saw my doctor. I was put on antidepressants and have seen a counsellor.
I have social anxiety and find it very difficult being around people. In the past people have often had the opinion that I'm snobbish. I feel quite vulnerable writing about this but I'm tired of having to pretend and just want to be honest.
||Introduce yourself to Tina
Chocolate :-) !
|Wild Fact About Me
||Life is what you make it
|What Gives Me Hope
|If I were Mayor, I'd make the world a better place by
|What/who changed my life and why
||The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron.
The book is in itself a twelve week course designed to reawaken your creativity. The biggest difference to my life has been through writing my daily Morning Pages!
|What Bugs Me
People claiming friendship that are not!,
Those who hurt others weaker than them,
The destruction of rural areas,
people who WON'T use their minds!,
people who don't "listen",
people who rape,
Any one that would hurt an ani
making a difference,
Energy Healing And Love,
a gentle breeze,
to fulfill my purpose on earth,
the sound of the ocean,
the beauty of nature
|What Scares Me
Is how cruel the people of the world are,
War - Cruelty - Greed - Indifference,
Ignorance and evil,
Losing the ones I love
Anyone who makes a difference,
||A writer is a split personality putting the other selves down on paper to avoid the asylum.
Divination (various methods),
Faeries and things Fae and Fantasy,
Sefl Help Books!,
Harry Potter Series,
any books about /the PARANORMAL,
Almost anything worth reading
Nine Inch Nails,
Behind the Scenes,
The Merry Thoughts,
Clan of Xymox,
Too many to list here!!,
Underworld & Underworld Evolution,
Indiana Jones Trilogy,
American Werewolf in London,
American Pie 1/2/3,
Nightmare on Elm Street(all of them),
The Nightmare before Christmas,
The Dark Crystal,
Buffy the Vampire Slayer,
My Name is Earl,
|Can't Live Without
||Introduce yourself to Tina