Hannah ErinsJade 0  

"my current mission is to run away knowing that the next town is where i find my true love..."

Cardiff, CA, USA
female, age 28
committed relationship
Speaks: English, French, Irish Gaelic
Joined Jul 26, 2006

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Here is some random things that I thought I might put up for your enjoyment... hugs and kisses!

~Questions Unanswered~
Each day I wake up
And I ponder at why God made me so
Why He wanted me to live my life this way
And why He forces me to grow

Each hour I think about who I am
And why I am so troubled
Why I am such a mess
And why in my life, I continue to fumble

Each minute I ask my peers who they think I am
And every answer is lie
They all tell me I am great
But really inside I want to die

Each second I fail to understand
Why I am so lost
Why those I love turn on me
And how much all this false happiness will cost

Each year I want to tell you the truth
And reveil my everlasting sorrow
But I have never gathered up the courage
So I will hold on until the end of tomorrow.


~Loving You~~Loving you
Was never hard to do
You had your way with my heart
Without you, I'd have fallen apart

Loving you
Something I never expected
After being so long neglected
I don't understand why I wasn't rejected.

Loving you
As easy as breathing for me
Your nature allowed me to see
Exactly what I needed to be

Loving you
A part of my soul
Without your smile
I'm no longer whole

Loving you
I never want to say goodbye
Even though I know that someday
You will need room to fly.

{~For Steven~}


Hiding Inside These Walls~I'm tired of building this wall
The one that I have worked on for many years
My hands are swollen
My heart is heavy
And I have shed more despair than I have tears

I have debated whether I should make a window
One that may let people see what I hide
But this broken heart won't let me stop
So I keep laying down bricks and not throwing them aside

I'm beginning to realize that this wall that I build
Is cracking from the beating of many souls
From the hearts that have once known the true me
And the hands that were willing to hold my own

I have watched this wall grow
For more years than I can count
And I'm giving up with this mess and torturous work
And I pray that someone will break this wall down someday

I sit and I wait until the beating breaks through
Until that fateful day I become free
And out I come from the shadows I lived within
So that I may finally be with you

Then will I have strength to breath.