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i miss you Giovi all i ever wanted was you but you never came  not 1 times in all those years of waiting yearning and longing for you  you will always be the love of my life  you prob have someone else by now  as for me i'm not looking.....i found what i was looking for in you.....it will always be that way for me  i love you dearly always  i have wanted needed and loved you for so long but you never came my darling  you never came....not for me anyway  always for someone else....

confession i think i'm addicted to gray poupon   i luv it eat it plain it's yum..i just had a guy knock on my door i thot it was the manager so i opened the door he said he was looking for my husband  i laughed and said so was i! lol! i told him to ck with the manager..'m haven challenges @ work tnk i told you 1gal on crutches till spring so i do extra work so she can stay @ work and collect a ck the wk end crew pd time and 1/2  left dishes in sink filled clothes washer full of dirty clothes  didnt change out the bed  the worst part was leavin 4 days of urine in the camode i was absolutely livid  i left a message in our notes saying i will take care of it this time but next time i will save it for them...awful....someone through a scam tried to pull over 400 dollars out of my account had to go to bnk and report to police i called radio station too so i can't use my money for awhile.very sm ck this time anyway..have a great eve

dearest Beloved....i love you dearly always  i am my beloved and my beloveds thine..i read a bit of poetry....our love is like a most beautiful tapestry beautifully woven with beautifil music notes and lovely colors with the finest of threads interwoven with gold threads andthat  of silver  theads  there is no love like our love  never shall their be i love you deeper then the ocean more purely then the clear waters that flow so freely more passionatly then the deepest red pf the mist oerfect of red roses  i dearly deeply passionatly most vastly  love you i never could help mysekf when it comes to you my love  you shall forever be my greatest weakness..how i love thee let me count the ways....oh my love my darling i hunger for your touch  when you hurt  i hurt

mornig Giovi i had an invite @ the 11th hr for dinner yesterday  had a nice time nice day as well....i don;t know how you see it but i see us kind if @ an impasse....i have been the one who has done ALL the coming your way.for years..i believe it is only fair that it is your turn to come to me if you want this relationship to go anywhere...reason being i have been the one to always come to you Cali, Colorado, Missouri many times..i would love to marry you and have a beautiful life together  but i believe it is your turn  feels mire then fair....have a beautiful day Giovi  love from me

if you ever truly do want me to be your woman you are going have to do more then talk to me about it gonna need to make it happen  just found out my bro had another bleed just 1 vessel  they had to tie it off and replace 2 units of blood  i'm scared Giovi and i'm crying  i'm niw 5 hrs from him instead of 2 and one half hrs

if you eva descide to bridge the gap through the distance and come to me i could be years  but you are there and i am here and so it goes   happy holidays Giovi  feels/looks like a huricane  here started last night wow! i'll be honest i did think about hanging the dog out the window and lowereing him to a potty spot! maybe next time lol

ok so i'm watchen audry hepburn the vid and song and i just start cryen hum wus up with that Giovi hum? it yanked @ me heart strings  do you think it possible my heart is a violin cuz i got some heart strings.....i'm kinda disapointed tho i turned in 2 wk 1o days of work i somehow only get pd 1 wk   well it all went out in bills so i had to send out 4 cards for 2 dollars insyead  well maybe next year  i miss my fam too much and you even more

if i were ever to have to choose only 1 garment to wear  it would 1st choice be a hat  2nd choice panties  pretty panties 3rdly  cute sox! in that order mind you!

i am ever amazed at the level, depth and capasity of your love for me sometimes i near forget that your depth and ability and somewhere in your depths of your soul no lesser then from the depths and capasity and passions from wence your inner music is born  i know this because i can hear this i can feel this to be so,,,that is why you can get hurt so deeply for your love comes from a very deep and tender and very passionate depth within your soul....a very delicate very sensative very vulnerable place within   i treasure you and your gift of love you have for me  from my deepest heart i thank you for this

re beloved immortal Beethoven song  i adored the 3 letters...how can it be so many years later that our love could be near such a near duplicate in expression as if he were writing of the love tween these 2hearts  as he expressed so eloquently as if it were thy self and my self  2 hearts beating as one then and now a near historical repeated love my beloved don;'t you near thin k it so as well..what say Giovi

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i get po's when my messages go to cyber space too mant time you do something to me a sexy song me thinks

you do something to me such a sexy song me thinks

Giovi my love ever remains the same for you i have been crazy in love with you since the beginning....if you can only get to me we can be together i miss you so entirely always  you are and have always been the one i love my one desire...but how can we work this out i cannot afford to get to you....i want to spend christmas with you if you can come to me  i only ever wanted to love you i never wanted you to feel pain....please come to me? i always love you my darling always

i had this upstairs to myself before today  a single guy with 2 special needs children just moved in from one of the other units..one child is 6 one 17...that is sad..some hard things in life can change for the better over time  but not something like that...sad situation.. i guess he has lived here for 2 months...i had to wait 1 month to get a different fridge that does not freeze EVERYTHING....and a microwave that does not make huge noise when runs and a vac to vac but they changed my bed out so things are getting better...ok sweet dreams

there's a little boy that has been finger painting on my car out of bordom with mud.. he tried it today again i said please don't do that honey...later i looked out my apt window he was laying across the top 4th of my car....it touched my heart...he was bent over the car with his cheek on the car and his eyes closed ahhh i think he almost fell asleep standing up  i didn't say anything to him...poor baby

hi Giovi do you still come here to this page? i just went to a Luthern church for desert homemade pie actually it was to be supper but was pie surprise instead..i yielded  i esp liked the pineapple pie yum....i saw some 50ty vids  one said something about lonrsome @ Christmas..if that is you talking feel free to come see me fo Christmas  i will be all alone.....i would like you to be my man for real if you eva made up your mind to but nit just on the net only but for reals...for i love you still Giovi i purely do

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