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Reclaiming The Cause: When Your Abuser Claims To Be A Feminist

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Over the years, Schwyzer has written here and there about his struggles with drugs and alcohol, and how a religious epiphany led him back to the straight-and-narrow. I first became aware of him in 2005 – and found much of his writing wasn’t really to my taste, but appreciated the novelty of a man writing about women’s rights and the sexist behaviors of other men.

I’ve always found some aspects of his writing a little troubling. He’s admitted to a history of sleeping with female students back when he was struggling with substance abuse, which is obviously problematic in light of his interest in working with teens. He wrote an article for the Good Men Project in which he accepted blame for “accidentally” pressuring a college girlfriend repeatedly into sex, saying that half the fault lay with her for not more clearly articulating a “no.” But I’d managed to miss a post from his personal blog about a year ago, in which he described a drug-fueled attempt to murder an ex-girlfriend who had come to him for help after being raped by her drug dealer. (Presumably under legal advice, he has removed the offending post from his site, but you can find more information about it on Student Activism blog.)

Luckily, there are others who follow Schwyzer’s writing more closely, and have launched a concerted campaign to pressure prominent feminist blogs and organizations to stop giving him a platform. And I agree that, even if Schwyzer has truly changed as a human being, his problematic history causes his presence to do far more harm than good in a movement where many women have violent and abusive history.

Like Schwyzer, my ex is active and vocal in my local progressive community. When I must walk past Occupy Denver, I shuffle through quickly, with my eyes to the ground, afraid that he might be among the protestors. As a freelance writer, I rent a desk from a local, green co-working space – and recently spent the entirety of a networking event terrified he might show up after spotting his RSVP on Facebook.

I wish that I could say that abusers were an anomaly in progressive, activist communities. The sad reality is that they appear to be more common than anyone wishes to acknowledge. Over the past few years, I’ve run into several.

During an “off” period of my relationship with Dave, the co-op community I was living in welcomed a new member – a PhD student in anthropology with a quick sense of humor and passionate interest in feminism and social justice. While he could speak for hours about institutionalized racism and sexism, when it came to his actual relationships with women, he was manipulative and pushy. He lied to women he was romantically involved with and slept around behind their backs. He treated his female housemates incredibly poorly. After moving out, he began sending me unsolicited, aggressive messages on Facebook, so I had to block him. For all his rhetoric about respecting women, he seemed unable to put those words into practice.

It’s not only straight men who use their involvement in political movements to downplay and cover up their abuse. At one point, an acquaintance of mine who was heavily involved in the local feminist and queer community was accused of rape and the serial physical and emotional abuse of her partners, who were also members of the same activist organizations. This was a woman with a high online profile as a queer feminist, who had an essay appear in a prominent anti-rape anthology. While she disputed the claims, her protests were a little too eerily reminiscent of justifications I had heard time and time again. I distanced myself from her, unable to maintain a friendship that was so triggering and raised so many uncomfortable questions.

What Schwyzer and these people in my life had in common was an inability to take responsibility for their actions, a refusal to understand how and why their presence was actively detrimental to the political causes they claimed to support. Unfortunately, even when their past deeds came to light, they still had many supporters within their communities.

American society loves redemption narratives – we want to believe that someone can truly transform their life and become a better person. I don’t dispute that it’s possible, but I also think it’s important to keep in mind that abusers will always claim they’ve changed. It’s a classic and well-known aspect of how they operate, and how they manage to repeat their abuse.

I rarely attend protests or participate in any political action in person anymore. I have trouble finding the courage to speak up and out my ex by name – I know how convincing he can be when he tells people that any charges are simply lies spread by a bitter ex-girlfriend.

Moreover, I don’t want to open myself up to the possibility of stalking or harassment by drawing his attention to me. And I’ve seen how publically calling out one’s abuser can result in someone’s credibility being dragged through the mud, motives and honesty questioned – even when the only thing the victim wants is to be able to participate in causes they believe in without the constant fear of confronting their abuser.

But I’m not just nervous about running into my ex – I’m terrified of running into someone new, an abuser whose past deeds are covered up or overlooked because of his or her dedication to “the cause.” The way that parts of the online feminist community have rallied around Schwyzer disturbs me, because they are advocating exactly that.

Ultimately, it comes down to a simple question: should women who have been victims of domestic violence and emotional abuse be active members of progressive political movements, or should people with a history of abusing others be allowed the opportunity to grow and change? The latter will always come at the expense of the former. The simple reality is that as long as past abuse is downplayed, excused or ignored in activist communities, there are many people, mostly women, who will not feel comfortable being involved in political action.

So ask yourself this: which is more important to you?

 

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1:42PM PDT on Jul 14, 2013

I do not think men should be considered "feminists" because they are not. They can be "feminist supporters" and do their part by creating male space that is feminist-positive, educating and helping to spread the benefits of feminism, but to have them as leaders and speakers in a feminist movement is counter-intuitive. Feminism is for the promotion and betterment of women, so why are men taking up that space in this movement?

8:25AM PDT on Apr 16, 2013

Thank you for sharing.

1:07PM PDT on Sep 8, 2012

There's an easy way to tell if someone means it when they say they've changed: does their life match their words. If yes, great. If not, they should be called on it and, in a situation like these supposed male feminists, not given a platform to be heard from until they change. No change=no platform. It seems a no-brainer to me, but so does equal pay for equal work.

6:31PM PST on Feb 24, 2012

Please forgive the essay... Abusers are drawn to a group of vulnerable, triggerable women like pedophiles to a kindergarten. The whole point is to prevent more violence, and putting those vulnerable women with known abusers is enabling violence, not preventing it. Abusers have a CRAPPY self-redemption rate, so until enough of the group can be convinced to boot them (and not by the victims, making them suffer the "bitter girlfriend" crap is just more abuse they don't need, and from the worst possible source), any unmeasurable, potential benefit of having the "face of abuse" present in actual victims is heavily outweighed by the need to protect those who need it the most, and help them heal rather than send wounded soldiers back into the fight before they're ready to face it (IMO). That's the one place where women should feel safe, so unless you can guarantee their safety, they should stay home, and should be made to know that it's ok that they do. Let them work offstage if possible, where they're safe, maybe they can work quietly behind the scenes to find enough victims to convincingly expose the abusers. The bad part is that you probably won't get rid of the abusers until they've done more damage and the word spreads. But at least until then you've made it harder by removing their easiest targets, and increased the chances that they will pick the wrong woman to screw with...

8:20AM PST on Feb 23, 2012

Thanks for sharing your story. I was also in a two year relationship with a "feminist" man who abused me, and also had a history of doing the same to previous women as I later found out. I also was left with panic attacks, severe anxiety, a destroyed self esteem that even 4 years later I'm still working on rebuilding. While it comforts me to know that I'm not alone, it also makes me sad that others have had to experience this. Thank you, again, for writing this.

8:40PM PST on Feb 17, 2012

1. Abusers - rely upon the emotional isolation of their victims - getting deeply involved with a "love" makes having best friends/support systems More, not Less important,

2. We men in particular - need to develop support and ties to other men to be good allies with women - not being "bar buddies" (e.g. often rape or rape supportive buddies) - which is unfortunately not very common,

3. Either Men or Women - who are Very Interested in the "other" - e.g. men for women can have big issues when they essentially - "reject their own gender" (similar to 2. above) - for meaningful friendships,

4. Intelligence and charisma/charm - do not make a "good person" - being loving and caring and supportive - and Not Controlling are much more important.

5. Be suspicious of someone who seems to Want Attention (primarily).

I've developed: A Men's Project - www.AMensProject.com - to provide URL's of resources primarily for men and boys on our issues. Many of the listed resources (almost 1900 now) are useful or in many cases primarily on the internet for women and girls. There are many incredible sources of resources primarily for women (some of which are on AMP) - on issues related to self-esteem, dating violence, stalking, emotional health and many other important issues. Thanks!

1:43PM PST on Feb 16, 2012

Thank you so much for speaking out and sharing your story. You are helping so many women by showing them that they are not alone.

8:22AM PST on Feb 15, 2012

In Ireland you can go to the cops and give a statement without them contacting the person that is doing the harassing. That way, if it should ever go to court or if something bad happens, like an attack for example, the problem has been hi-lighted and brought to the cops attention. I know all states in America are different and they all have their own laws, but it might be an idea to make the local law enforcement office aware of what has been happening. I feel sorry for this woman, surely there should be someone she can trust with this information :-(

10:47AM PST on Feb 10, 2012

I have lived this, too. I still have not publicly exposed my ex as we were both graduate students in the same university department. He was a department favourite, I am quiet and was not. I'm worried that if I tell my story, I will be discredited, putting my degree and future career at risk. I want to speak out, to tell the department what to watch for with future students who may be silent victims of abuse, but do not think I'll be believed by all of my professors, especially the ones who were extremely fond of him (he is very charismatic). I don't know what to do. But I thank Ms. Rodriguez for speaking out and telling her story - she is very courageous.

4:42PM PST on Feb 8, 2012

Wow, this is very eye-opening. Thanks for sharing. I have not thought much about the posers and fakes who use noble platforms to take advantage (besides the politicians, of course).

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