Rescue of the Week: Woman Squeezes Lifetime of Love into One Week

Editor’s note: This post is a Care2 favorite, back by popular demand. It was originally posted on March 8, 2011. Enjoy!

Annie had never known happiness. She had been beaten, neglected, and starved all of her life, and then she was dumped at a shelter to die. Annie waited on death row, terrified and lonely, crying every night for someone to help her. She was very ill, and the pound asked if I was willing to take her. Yep, I’m on my way.

I was asked to share the story about what I do for special case dogs on death row in shelters. I do realize that this might not be the most popular idea with all of you, but I’m hoping that maybe it will inspire someone to do the same. If you ever have the chance to do this, it will change your life. When there are terminally ill dogs on death row, I’ve made the decision to do something very special for them.

Because treating these dogs for their conditions would cause them immense suffering, I choose not to treat them. However, I also choose not to leave them in the shelter to be killed. In short, I bring them into my home for a few days. I adopt them into my heart. I love them with all that I have. And then I do what’s best for them… and let them go…

Before She Goes to Heaven – Annie Needs to Know Love

When I saw Annie, it was obvious that she was very sick. She was underweight, coughing, and having trouble breathing, in addition to skin and eye issues. The vet told me that Annie had advanced heartworm disease, congestive heart failure, and several other severe medical conditions. It was highly unlikely that she would pull through any of the treatments, and she would suffer tremendously throughout the process. The vet asked me if I wanted to go ahead with euthanasia. “No. I’ll bring her back next week. Before she goes to Heaven, she needs to know love.”

Annie Has the Best Week of Her Life

That day, I brought Annie home with me. I looked at her… so broken, so sickly, so unsure of whether she could trust… and I cried. I sobbed uncontrollably for Annie. Over the sad life she had led, the abuse she had endured, and now the life she would never have, thanks to the worthless people who never cared for her.

While I was bawling like a baby, Annie walked over and licked my tears, as if to say: “Don’t be sad. It’ll be okay.” This precious, wounded soul was comforting me. This girl, who had never known compassion in her life, was consoling me. And so, I got up, stopped my crying, and vowed to give her the best week of her entire life. No more crying. Not around Annie. She deserves to know only happiness now.

That week, Annie slept in the bed with me. She ate the best food. She played as much as her little heart could stand. She laid next to me on the couch for belly rubs. She laughed at funny movies with me. That week, Annie was special. That week, Annie was home, for the first time in her life.

Every day, Annie and I sat on my special bench by Rudy’s grave and talked to him. I told Rudy that he would have a new friend in Heaven soon, and asked him to take care of her. I told Rudy all about Annie, and Annie all about Rudy. Annie loved our talks with Rudy. She loved anything that involved love… she’d never had it before.

When Annie got so weak that it was painful for her to live, I took her to the vet to end her suffering. I stayed with her, comforted her… and Annie wasn’t afraid. She was happy, because I was there with her. Her mom was by her side… the only family she had ever known. The only person who had ever truly loved her. She was finally safe.

Annie knew it was time… it hurt too much to go on. And I was there to hold her, to love her, to say, “It’s okay. You can go now, baby girl.” And as they stuck her with the needle, I whispered into her ear:

Know That I Love You

“Know that I loved you. Know that you mattered. Know that you finally belonged to someoneyou were everything to me. You will never really be gone, because you will live forever in my heart. Thank you for sharing your last days with me. It was truly an honor to love you.”

As the drugs entered Annie’s veins, she looked up at me one last time, and her eyes said, “Thank you for not letting me die there. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for showing me what life could be like… for giving me a family. I always wanted one. I love you.”

And before she closed her eyes forever, I said: “When you get to Heaven, ask for Rudy. Tell him I sent you.” And then… she was gone. I buried Annie in my backyard next to Rudy. She died on September 14, 2010. But the week before her death, she finally lived.

To read more about Ashley Owen Hill’s rescue work and to support her mission, please visit Lucky Dog Rescue Blog.

Photo by Ashley Owen Hill of Lucky Dog Rescue Blog
by Ashley Owen Hill

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1083 comments

Siyus Copetallus
Siyus Copetallus1 months ago

Thank you for sharing!

Naomi Dreyer
Naomi Dreyer5 months ago

Old (originaly posted, I think 2011) but still worth reading. How very special is Ashley Owen Hill, and she has a mission which we can help. See end of the article.
Kindness toward animals is a core Baha'i teaching about the station and capacity of animals, who have senses and feelings.
Our responsibility toward animals means a decrease in their use as food in the future
"Train your children from their earliest days to be infinitely tender and loving to animals. If an animal be sick, let the children try to heal it, if it be hungry, let them feed it, if thirsty, let them quench its thirst, if weary, let them see that it rests."
Investigate the Baha’i Faith www.bahai.org

H H.
O O.5 months ago

THANK YOU, THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO LOVES, CARES FOR AND DOES THE EXTRA ORDINARY FOR ANIMALS IN NEED.I STILL HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES AS I WRITE THIS BUT MY HEART SINGS AT WHAT ASHLEY DID FOR MISS ANNIE. MAY SHE REST IN PEACE AFTER KNOWING SUPREME LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HER SHORT LIFE.

BEST WISHES AND THANK YOU ASHLEY BECAUSE YOU ARE AN ANGEL. ( I KNOW THAT ANNIE IS NOT THE ONLY DOG YOU HAVE SAVED AND THAT THERE ARE MANY MORE DOGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN THE ULTIMATE GIFT OF LOVE.

mari s.
mari s.5 months ago

Beautiful wonderful work -- thank you --

Christa Angel
Christa Angel6 months ago

Wow, you truly r amazing.you had me sobbing!such a great thing you do for them .more people should follow your lead. Thank you for your compassion and love for them. Putting your heartbreak on the line is not an easy feat. You have a great heart. God bless u.

Nikki Davey
Nikki Davey6 months ago

What an amazing thing to do. Great respect.

Raquel CADIERNO DOMINGO

What a wonderful person you are. Love and compassion. If everybody was like you, this world would truly be heaven. Thank you for showing Annie the meaning of love. I can´t write anymore because I can´t stop crying. Thank you, thank you...

Bea Wilson
Bea Wilson6 months ago

RIP Rudy and Annie. Thank you for sharing Laura Simpson. The world needs more animal angels like you, Ashley Owen Hill. In the meantime, thank you. You are courageous.

Georgina Elizab McAlliste

A very special person Thank you for sharing.

Georgia a.
Georgia a.6 months ago

I did this once and it was the most painful, heart-rendering experience of my life but also the most rewarding. My angel lived only two days and died in the bed with me the second night. Only then did I let the tears flows......and did they come. I cried off and on all day long, holding her in my arms, brushing the hair back from her beautiful face, all while I was burying her, picking a ton of flowers to completely cover her small grave. But I would recommend this to almost everyone. It's an experience that burns into your soul.