You know what you want to do right now, so stick with it -- and just ignore any negative comments that are coming from the hecklers in the audience. There is a big chance that these naysayers are coming from a place of real jealousy. They don't have the inner strength that you have, and they are turning this shame into anger toward you. Instead, listen to those voices in your head that are encouraging you to keep going. You can do this, you know you can!