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Becoming Fearless

Becoming Fearless

>To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. †–Bertrand Russell

I have come to believe that much of what parades as sexual dissatisfaction between couples is actually a manifestation of fear. Most people, through no fault of their own, have had little education concerning their sexuality or their access to pleasure. Laden as the topic is with shame and silence, most of us literally grope towards pleasure with our eyes closed, surprised that it happened and often unaware about how create it again. There are almost as many unique pairings of pleasure, shame and guilt as there are human relationships. To look at many romantic couplings, which are often full of fiery passion at the outset but completely tepid within a couple of years, one could readily conclude that committed relationships often serve to increase sexual discomfort rather than freeing us to explore and discover our potential for sexual pleasure.

At least this is the reasoning most often sited by people to justify their extramarital affairs. There is truth to this trauma being induced by the persistent urge to express a sexuality which is shamed into silence, just as there is validity to the observation that the partner who refuses sex the most seems to have greater control in the relationship. Having been on both sides of this sexual initiation fence of desire and refusal, I can testify that there really isnít any sense of control being established. Instead, the predominant fear and avoidance of sexuality and pleasure creates a painful stalemate in many a relationship. Either partnerís sexual discomfort is dispersed equally in the pain and frustration of the relationship.

This common stalemate generally turns both partners sexual desires and libido into sour grapes and often spells the end for many relationships.†† Extramarital affairs offer a temporary solution to the sexual needs left in this wake, because passion is readily available in exploring the forbidden. The costs for this passion is steep though, and many a viable relationship is also lost to this insidious cycle. †A recent radio interview I had with author Pamela Madsen, who was caught in this cycle but †didnít want to hurt her marriage with an affair has offered me another option to consider.

In†her book, Shameless: How I Ditched the Diet, Got Naked, Found True Pleasure…and Somehow Got Home in Time To Cook Dinner,
Pamela describes her †personal journey of sexual exploration with paid sexological body workers, in prose that is funny, brazen and bold

I have met and interviewed several sexological body workers over the years and although I have never experienced pleasure at their hands, I have come to appreciate that as taboo as it might seem, the most profound sexual awakenings are experiential. †Sexological body workers, Dakas and Dakinis, sexual transcendents, sensual massage therapists †are all names which describe people who are paid to expose their clients to the range, depth and capacity of sexual pleasure available to them.

I remember years ago, the first time I met a sexual surrogate who explained to me why her work was not prostitution, but rather sexual healing.†† The goal she explained was to show her clients how to access their own sexual pleasure and the power they could bring from that into their lives. † In the sometimes graphic descriptions in Shameless...,† Madsen shares the very intimate details of this personal journey which enliven not just her marital sex life, but heal her from years of failed diets and body image issues.

Recognizing that sexual healing is in fact an individual path is the beginning of a sexual revolution that may just have the capacity to heal the couple as well.

There were moments when I was troubled reading Pamís story, mostly around the secrets she kept from her husband.† The healing journey was too important to her to abandon, even as she realized that it was a healing that could cost her a great deal of the rest of her life.†† She did come clean with her husband who was able to see the benefits to their marriage even as he was disinclined to follow her path.

Finding a way to give yourself permission to find your own path to pleasure and believing that you deserve it has the power to nourish you deeply.† It is perhaps the most fearless act we can bring to our coupled sexuality. †For me,† the journey was more interior, but brought the same degree of sexual pleasure.†† When I †was finally able to stop repressing the fantasies that came through me during my sexual explorations and gave up the fears of witnessing what is buried in me sexually, the passion quotient jumped in my relationship.

Becoming fearless towards our sexuality will bring you not only great levels of passionate pleasure, but it will more importantly, give you peace.

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Wendy Strgar

Wendy Strgar, founder and CEO of Good Clean Love, is a loveologist who writes and lectures on Making Love Sustainable, a green philosophy of relationships which teaches the importance of valuing the renewable resources of love, intimacy and family.† In her new book, Love that Works: A Guide to Enduring Intimacy,† she tackles the challenging issues of sustaining relationships and healthy intimacy with an authentic and disarming style and simple yet innovative advice.†It has been called "the essential guide for relationships." †The book is available on ebook.† Wendy has been married for 27 years to her husband, a psychiatrist, and lives with their four children ages 13- 22 in the beautiful Pacific Northwest.


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2:07PM PDT on Oct 2, 2011

I don`t think fear helps you survive, knowing yourself and and loving yourself is what helps you survive. Fear keeps you stuck and frozen with your eyes shut to the truth, be it in relationships or just everyday stuff. I see fear in coworkers when they know something is not correct and they say nothing for fear of loosing their job, I see fear in on of my closest friends when he told me about his childhood (after more than 20 years of knowing each other!) and finally understanding why he moves from girlfriend to girlfriend - because this is how he passed from relative to relative while growing up, and I see fear in myself because I see how I moved from country to country and home to home while growing up. This kept me fearing change for the longest time and it`s kept me from forming close relationships for a while now; but now I know better and I try little by little

6:43PM PDT on Jun 6, 2011

I would not want to become fearless. Fear serves a purpose; survival!

11:11PM PDT on Apr 30, 2011

Thank you - written with great insight.

1:22AM PDT on Apr 30, 2011

I did not recognise much of this in my life, who can be fearful in their love life?? the answer must be those who do not have confidence in themselves or companion/lover, be confident but do have good reasons if it does not work well for a trial period then get out, this especially applies to women/girls who hang on tooo loong with abusive men, HE WILL NOT CHANGE for the better once shitty always SHITTY, you can not change that sort of person.

6:55PM PDT on Apr 29, 2011

Is fear the same as lack of trust I wonder.

12:30AM PDT on Apr 29, 2011

Thanks so much! Food For thought!

10:44PM PDT on Apr 28, 2011

thanks for the article.

10:10PM PDT on Apr 28, 2011

Fear does not help any situation. Be brave and face things as you find them.

8:59PM PDT on Apr 28, 2011

Not really what I expected either- but interesting nonetheless.

6:20PM PDT on Apr 28, 2011

Being fearless has a lot more to it than being sexually free.

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