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I Found Peace In The Crisis

I Found Peace In The Crisis
During the accident, as my car was flying through the air, I was calculating what I would need to do to get my kids out of the car after we landed. I was aware that they might not be able to help me get them out. I was preparing to act fast in case we landed in water, or the car caught fire. It was a flash in time, a split second, but my brain was fully engaged. I’m still struck that even though I could feel that what was about to happen might be very bad, it was not an option for me to not be able to get my kids out of that car. 

While all of this was happening in my head, there was something else… something serene that I haven’t really been able to talk about until now. While my brain was so busy making plans, I felt as though my heart was fully engaged, too. And what I experienced in that moment, that awakening, continues to echo in my soul every single day.

I was at peace with what had come of my life.

To be clear, I was not at peace with dying. I was not done living, and I’m still not done. I was not ready to go but I was incredibly at peace.

I wasn’t thinking about whether or not my house would be clean enough when people went there to do whatever would need to be done. I didn’t feel at peace because all of the emails in my inbox had been responded to, or because all of my bills had been paid, as they certainly had not been. I wasn’t thinking about my body or the past or deadlines.

What brought me peace was almost painfully simple. My brain was calculating an exit strategy, but my entire body was consumed with the certainty that everyone I’d ever loved knew I loved them.

I am one of those people who tells people I love them on a regular basis. But even if I hadn’t told them recently, I *knew* in that moment that they knew they had been loved by me… and that was the only thing that mattered. It was love that gave me peace.

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Christy Diane Farr

Christy Diane Farr is a catalyst. If that sounds like something you want more of in your life, visit 'The Greenhouse' at SeedsAndWeedsCoaching.com and join the Wildflower Evolution on Facebook.

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1:55AM PDT on Jun 27, 2013

Touching story. Thank you.

11:12AM PDT on Jun 24, 2013

Thank you so much Christy for this article.

10:27AM PDT on Jun 18, 2013

Why are we so thick that it usually takes personal crises, poor health or death to slow down and reflect on what is (and always was) important? Seems in our current fast-paced time shorage lives there is no quiet place to rest and reflect. Think maybe that's why these crises arise, part of life's lessons to learn from -- or not?

5:08AM PDT on May 31, 2013

It's the best way to keep moving

6:12AM PDT on May 7, 2013

Thank you Christy, for Sharing this!

10:55AM PDT on Mar 24, 2013

what an intersting story!

11:18AM PDT on Mar 21, 2013

the question that everyone asks....why are we here? love ...love is the answer and if u can love others as u would love yourself then peace can only follow....thank you for sharing

2:47AM PDT on Mar 15, 2013

thanks

11:41AM PDT on Mar 13, 2013

thanks for sharing !

3:28AM PDT on Mar 13, 2013

Thank you Christy

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