Beyond Suffering: Making Friends With Your Life

While we were traveling in India we were constantly confronted by how difficult life can be there, over one billion people in 1/3 the size of the US. We would give food to beggars, shoo rats away and saw dead bodies being cremated on the banks of the Ganges.

A monk we met told us the story of a woman who came to the Buddha in tears as her only son had died. She begged him to bring her son back to life; the pain of his death is too much for her to bear. Finally, the Buddha agrees. He says he will bring the boy back to life, but only if the woman can get him a single mustard seed from a house where no one has ever died. The distraught woman rushes off and proceeds to go from door to door trying to find a home that has never experienced a death. Of course, she cannot find a single place.

Has anyone lived a life through without some measure of loss, grief, pain or hardship?

The point here is that suffering is a normal part of being human. Life is also filled with beauty, joy, daffodils in the spring, the dew on a spider’s web, the depth of intimate love. We hang out with happiness as much as we can, but getting to know suffering is not what we normally like to do.

If no one wants to suffer then why do we? We were teaching a workshop in England and we asked the group: Is anyone holding on to pain and suffering? To our surprise, everyone raised their hands! They agreed that they didnít want to suffer yet they held on to it because it felt so familiar. Indeed, if we are honest, most of our time is spent either pushing suffering away so as to avoid it, or holding onto it and using it as a means of distinction, a way of getting attention and sympathy. Deny or indulge, pretend nothing is wrong or exaggerate the pain.

The word suffering comes from the Pali word dukkha, which means not only suffering but includes all its varied family relations such as discomfort, pain, anguish, dissatisfaction, failure, conflict, hurt. What do we do when one of these comes knocking at our door? How do we relate to it? Do we push it away, cover it up or seek distraction? Denying suffering is what society does all the time. Look at how ads focus on the young and beautiful, ignoring the process of aging; how we insulate ourselves from the weather, from too much cold or too much heat.

The denial of suffering means that our feelings get repressed, held in, squashed down, which results in us getting cut off from all our other feelings as well, not just the uncomfortable ones. Life becomes more superficial and empty because any depth of real feeling has been put out of reach. Resistance to suffering means no vital life force flowing through us, who we really are is hidden away.

Or do we make our difficulties the centerpiece of our conversation, creating an image as one who suffers? Please don’t feel guilty about this, as it is not unusual! In an over populated and competitive world we all seek ways to appear different and special in order to gain attention. Doing it through highlighting our suffering is no better or worse than doing it any other way. But it does mean that suffering becomes imbued with importance, it becomes my suffering, my pain, my problem and given the choice, we might not even want to give it up. Who would we be without something to complain about, something that generates such attention?

In the same workshop in England, Mary admitted that the idea of being free of pain and, therefore, having less involvement with doctors and therapists, meant she would get less nurturing; Chris said that being happy meant he would have nothing special to focus on. Liz summed it up when she said, “I have the support of some very loving people to encourage, assist and love me. But if I get well, will I still have as much support? I often fear my husband may leave me if I were to get better.”

Ideally we should neither push suffering away nor indulge in it, but simply understand suffering for what it is: an ever-changing, impermanent condition that arises as a result of other conditions. Life is constantly changing, moving, flowing. One minute there is sunshine, another there is a storm; one minute there are leaves and flowers, another the branches are empty. As nothing stays the same then at some time there will be pain and at other times there will be pleasure; pain is not an isolated or permanent state, just part of a greater flow. When we allow suffering simply to be then we can know it for what it is, not as my suffering or your suffering, not as something owned, but as an expression of circumstances. Pain need not dominate our life or fill our every waking moment. Suffering is suffering, grief is grief, discomfort is uncomfortable. They are a part of being alive.

We don’t have to do anything about our suffering. We don’t have to develop great skills in dealing with it or spend hours of diligent practice to eliminate it. We do not have to go anywhere to enjoy our breath, to appreciate the beauty in the trees and flowers. All we have to do is be present with what is.

Is there anything that is preventing you from making friends with your life? Do comment below.



Jeanne Rogers
Jeanne Rabout a year ago

Thank you for sharing.

Jeanne Rogers
Jeanne Rabout a year ago

Thank you for sharing.

Emma S.
Emma S6 years ago

I know Rudyard Kipling's If has been hijacked by some ghastly Tory types - but it does contain a lot of good sense. This article reminds me of the line: 'If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same...' We have to hold both our hopes and our fears lightly.

JASMIN HORST S7 years ago

A pinch of suffering every day to season the happiness and make it tasteful, bless you all.

Carolyn L.
Carolyn L7 years ago

Create meaningful, magical, happy moments where ever and when ever you can everyday. Make your own joy and your sorrows will be out numbered!

Kathy M.
Kathleen M7 years ago

Patricia D.:

What you are doing is setting people up for a no-win situation. What are they supposed to say when they hear of another's hardship, past or present? They can't just say nothing, so it's standard to say "I'm so sorry..." It shows compassion and understanding for what you've been through. To feel anger toward them for their kindness, which you perceive as calling you "weak" - is just not fair!

The problem lies within yourself; it isn't healthy to be over stoic, to hide suffering, or to react in a paranoid way to compassion. Did your parents lack compassion? Did they tell you to "toughen up"? Do you have children - and if so, do you nurture them and give them love and compassion when they are hurting? (I hope so!)

There is not now, nor has there ever been, a human being who managed to live without suffering and hardship. Our mission here is to become seasoned human beings who have learned to show compassion to others - without judgment - and to bear that same compassion for ourselves. It's not weak - it's being human! And if someone does deem you weak for having suffered, then they are really the weak ones... they have a long road ahead of them, for, the road to developing compassion is, unfortunately, the path of suffering!

Patricia D.
Patricia D7 years ago

I've had a few bad things happen in my life, and I know that everyone has. However, sometimes I get into conversations where one of these hardships comes up, and the other person immediately says, "Oh, I'm so sorry! That's so sad...", etc, etc, and right away I start to feel almost angry. I don't like people to feel sorry for me - especially because of things that happened years ago. I don't lie about them, but having people feeling sorry for me makes me feel weak or insufficient in some way. Probably just my own issues, and I should probably not get up in arms about people just trying to be nice, but I feel as though these people are trying to define me by things outside of me. Yes, these "bad things" have helped me to become the person I am now, but I've grown past them, and there is more to me than a "sufferer". So many people have lives that are so much harder than mine - like the people of India in this article - that my own bad times pale in comparison, I think.

Christine C.

Impermanence is a fact, amazing to see things come and go. Thanks also for pointing out what one can get out of staying in the pain element.

Joanna M.
Joanna M7 years ago

People always use the phrase "this too shall pass" to refer to times of suffering, but this refers to joyous times as well. Nothing is permanent.

Deborah Beynon
Deborah B7 years ago